Monday, June 29, 2015

First Heartbreak

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I wish you'd be more careful with the things you say or joke about.

Cause you never how it can affect me.

You know how fragile I am.

Of course it can be taken lightly, but I somehow know, it's true.

Its never easy. It gives me so much to worry about.

There's so much trapped in my head that I need to let out.

Tried my best not to let any tears fall because I was fasting.

I guess it means I really love you.

No matter what others say.

I really, really do.

<3

This song represents everything I'm afraid of.

Love, Eran.

If you ever leave one day, it'd be my real, first heartbreak.

Current Song Mood: Tori Kelly - First Heartbreak

You never hear me singin' love songs
wasn't big on poetry
never cried in the movies
didn't wanna feel so weak
I would never talk about it
never let it get too deep
but something in me's changin'
guess you did something to me

'Cause for the first time I get worried
when I'm lookin' in your eyes
that one day you might leave me
and it keeps me up at night
I guess that means I really love you
'cause I'm afraid to make mistakes
if you ever left me that would be my first heartbreak
oooh ooh oooh ooh oooh ooh oooh ooh 
if you ever left me that would be my first heartbreak

Maybe I shouldn't be thinkin' so far ahead
better just enjoy this moment
and be happy for what I get
but you know it's not that easy
to get out of my head
so I guess that it's a good thing
when you want something so bad

'Cause for the first time I get worried
when I'm lookin' in your eyes
that one day you might leave me
and it keeps me up at night
I guess that means I really love you
'cause I'm afraid to make mistakes
if you ever left me that would be my first heartbreak
oooh ooh oooh ooh oooh ooh oooh ooh 
if you ever left me that would be my first heartbreak

I wanna run I wanna stay
hold every piece so it won't break
wanna let go, wanna hold tight
afraid that I might suffocate, you with my love
how much is enough?
how much is too safe?

'Cause for the first time I get worried
when I'm lookin' in your eyes
that one day you might leave me
and it keeps me up at night
I guess that means I really love you
'cause I'm afraid to make mistakes
if you ever left me that would be my first heartbreak
oooh ooh oooh ooh oooh ooh oooh ooh 
if you ever left me that would be my first heartbreak

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