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Lazy hazy Sunday.

Didnt even go out this week haha. Been recording, watching tv shows, listening to new albums, & updating my laptop.

Productive? Maybe.

My thoughts are wrapped around my mind.

Kept busy.

By the countless names popping up on my phone.

But the truth is..

I can't do it.

I've been lost in my thoughts day & night.

What am I trying to prove to myself?

Or rather, who am I trying to prove?

It's been exactly a month. Exactly a month since you've cut all forms of contact from me.

How fast time has passed.. I've never been the same person since.

The nerve to do that, after everything.

After giving me so much to remember. After I've given so much.

When I close my eyes, I still see your ghost.

I still feel you.

I still care.

Sometimes I walk alone in a crowded area, and everything seems to be in slow motion.

Emptiness sinking hard.

The realisation that..

I don't keep love around.

Not anymore.

...

What do I do now?

...

Love, Eran.

Wish I could play back and press rewind..

This song gives me all the feels.

Current Song Mood: Troye Sivan Ft Tkay Maidza - DKLA

Wrapped my thoughts around your mind
Wrapped your body on my mind

Play it back and press rewind
To when you traced your fingers, drew my spine
Lost it's beat and so I find
Starve my heart of touch and time

So what do I do now?
I don't keep love around
So what do I do now?
I don't keep love around
What do I do now?
I don't keep love around, love around
Love around

When we tried it, we were a fire with no smoke
Rags to riches but I'm addicted to being broken
Take my breath away, you know I'm bound to choke
When I close my eyes. I still see your ghost

So what do I do now?
I don't keep love around
So what do I do now?
I don't keep love around
What do I do now?
I don't keep love around, love around
Love around

I don't keep love around
I don't keep love around
Ooh yeah, I don't keep love around
Love around
Love around

[Tkay Maidza:]
They can't stand, I handstand
I don't hold on right anymore
Pleased to meet you, I'm kinda' moved
But that last one was my antidote
Green eyes, become green times
But there is no first or a last chance
They're telling me to turn down
'Cause I'm so lit, recall flashdance?
Only A1, and I stay 1
And I'm counting for that day when
Residuals become imminent
'Cause failure is not pivotal
They just be asking the same
Try switch it up, I switch lanes
No love in this world, I'm still sane
Right? Because that's enough?
When the lights on
And you don't keep love

'Distance makes the heart grow fonder'
Said by someone stronger than me
So what do I do now?
Do now?
So what do I do now?
I don't keep love around anymore
I don't keep love around anymore
I don't keep, I don't keep
Love around