I Am

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So tired. Met up with 2 of my makchicks today hehe, Ida and Syah. It's been a while... and we're all pretty much the same hehe.

Had supper with Ida at BP then headed to CCK to meet Syah. We lepak-ed at her place and started the heart to heart discussions.

I really let everything out.

It felt damn good.

After all this time. I finally realised.. I had nothing to lose.

I've been wasting precious time with the wrong person all this while.

I feel highly empowered tonight.

I'll care for the people who give an actual fuck about me.

I'll love those who deserve my love.

I'll continue doing what I love.

I'll become who I'm supposed to be.

I'll be somebody greater than him.

I'll be someone greater than he WILL EVER BE.

This is who I'll become.

This is who I AM.

Love, Eran.

And you can't take that away from me.

Current Song Mood: Leona Lewis - I Am

I thought the moment I was leaving
Barely breathing
Fall to pieces, couldn't face this
Why would I be leaving?
I was believing
It's you and me against the world

Not saying I was afraid of you
Won't put the blame on you
But I won't change for you
Just when you thought you dropped me
I gotta drop the news, I'm still existing
I'm still here

I am with or without you
I am breathing without you
I am somebody without you
I am, I am
I am free without you
I am stronger without you
Thought I would never rise again
But I am, I am

First steps that I was making
On this new planet
Never done, found all I wanted
The world was so forgiving
Open-hearted
Warm and loving, amazing

I never once regretted it
And I'll break my bread
I'm revealed again
All of the mistakes that I made
Finally led the way
To a better place

I am with or without you
I am breathing without you
I am somebody without you
I am, I am
I am free without you
I am stronger without you
Thought I would never rise again
But I am, I am

First my remedy, now my poison
Won't get down to love until I'm afraid to live
Oh yeah

I am with or without you
I am stronger without you
Thought I would never rise again
But I am, I am

Ooh yeah
I am me
Ohhhh