Drowning Shadows

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It's been reallyyyy long week.

Phew. So glad I'm done with it.

Even though my time back here is short, I guess I'm doing all I can to do what I want.

If you know me well, you'd know that I'm probably one of the most patient guys around. There are certain things.. I can tolerate. 

Like certain people who think that they're the best in everything.

I know you're better than me. 

I know you're always challenging me.

I know what kind of person you are by now.

But it DOES get to my nerve and my patience has been running low.

Yeah I might be a little different now.

It doesn't matter.

I'm not someone who'd make such a big fuss of this.

But what you said really hurts.

I'll let it go lightly, but don't expect me to be the same again.

You can take the spotlight all you want, I don't care.

I guess I'll just go back to the shadows, where I belong.

And maybe drown in your shadows.

Love, Eran.

I need time alone.

Current Song Mood: Sam Smith - Drowning Shadows

RUNNING ROUND,

CHASING HEARTS,

CHASING BODIES,

TO FIX THE PAST

I DON’T KNOW HOW I REACHED THIS PLACE,

SO FAR FROM HEAVEN, SO FAR FROM GRACE

AND I RUN TO GIVE IN TO THE PRESSURE,

‘CAUSE I FEEL LIKE THE CITY’S GOT THE BETTER OF ME,

OH, THIS CASUAL LOVE,

ISN’T WHAT IT SEEMS.

AND I TRY TO IMAGINE SOMETHING CLOSER,

AND SOMEBODY WHO IS GOOD FOR ME,

I’M SO TIRED OF ALL THIS SEARCHING,

DO I, DO I, DO I, DO I GO HOME TO NOTHING?

OR STAY OUT FOR MORE?

GIVE IN TO SOMEONE?

OR KNOCK DOWN MY DOOR?

OR DROWN ALL MY SHADOWS,

DROWN THEM LIKE BEFORE,

DROWNING SHADOWS, ONCE MORE

THE MORE I DRINK,

THE MORE I DROWN,

I FOUND THAT THINKING,

I WROTE IT DOWN

THE MORE I RISE ABOVE IT ALL,

THE LESS I CARE, ABOUT THOSE FALLS

AND I RUN TO GIVE IN TO THE PRESSURE,

‘CAUSE I FEEL LIKE THE CITY’S GOT THE BETTER OF ME

OH, THIS CASUAL LOVE,

ISN’T WHAT IT SEEMS.

AND I TRY TO IMAGINE SOMETHING CLOSER,

AND SOMEBODY WHO IS GOOD FOR ME,

I’M SO TIRED OF ALL THIS SEARCHING,

DO I, DO I, DO I, DO I GO HOME TO NOTHING?

OR STAY OUT FOR MORE?

GIVE IN TO SOMEONE?

OR KNOCK DOWN MY DOOR?

OR DROWN ALL MY SHADOWS,

DROWN THEM LIKE BEFORE,

DROWNING SHADOWS, ONCE MORE

ONCE MORE

ONCE MORE

GO HOME TO NOTHING, OR STAY OUT FOR MORE?

GIVE IN TO SOMEONE, OR

OR DROWN ALL MY SHADOWS,

DROWN THEM LIKE BEFORE

DROWNING SHADOWS, ONCE MORE.