Counterfeit

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I've been alone for far too long to get so affected by this.

By you.

Gotta remember..

Independence.

That's how I've been surviving on my own the past 3 months.

I dont know what else to say.

I mean, you made my birthday feel special to me.

And it doesnt feel right that.. today, I cant do anything for you.

The pain.. it doesnt stop. But I've grown immune to it.

Today, we're basically strangers. You've moved on.

I know I have too.
I'm trying.
I've changed.
You have no idea.
I'm no longer that little boy you used to know.
I've grown.

I dont know about you though.
I hope that as you grow older, you've learnt & grown as well.

Time is passing by fast over here.
Being here.. going through every shit..
It's made me feel human again.
Everything else no longer feels counterfeit.

Love, Eran.

It feels counterfeit, without you here.

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Current Song Mood: Kate McGill - Counterfeit

You told me you were going 

That November knowing 

We didn't feel time 

It didn't even align 

There's something in the glowing 

That helped us keep it going 

When the time came 

There was no one to blame 

But since you left I feel sadness never gone away 

Six months to live my life in such a different way 

This feels counterfeit 

Without you in it 

Is there something in a cloud to give a reason 

Why I think about you every time I see the sun? 

This feels counterfeit 

Without you in it 

With you over the ocean 

I feel every emotion 

I'm so happy when you're coming to life 

But I can't control my fears 

As November nears 

Will it be the same? 

Will it be the same? 

'Cause since you left I feel sadness never gone away 

Six months to live my life in such a different way 

This feels counterfeit 

Without you in it 

Is there something in a cloud to give a reason 

Why I think about you every time I see the sun? 

This feels counterfeit 

Without you in it

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