Friday, November 27, 2015

There I Said It

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I stepped into the toilet and headed for the sink.
Washed up, and looked at myself in the mirror.
A frown appeared and a pair of deadly eyes were staring back.

You're not who I thought you were.
After what you said last night, I realised..
How manipulative you can be.
How dangerous it is.
And how I should stay away from you.

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Been feeling a little down today.
But I know I'll be okay.
I'll just keep it inside.
I'll never forget how guilty you made me feel.
True colours reveal eventually.
I'm sick of living in other's shadows.
There, I said it.


Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Adam Lambert - There I've Said It.

You say you want the truth, but you can't take it
So I give you lies
I give you lies
You say you want the best, but you destroy it
So I keep it inside
I keep it inside

I tell you something
It's a double-edged sword you're giving
And I can't see the truth in living
When we hide behind a wall of fear
And you don't see it
It's a twisted dream you believe in
And what's the use in pretending?
Let's make the smoke and mirrors disappear

So there I said it
And I won't apologize to you anymore
Cause I'm a grown-ass man
And I won't live again
And I'm sick and tired of living in your shadow
So there I said it
No, I won't apologize to you anymore
Cause I'm a grown-ass man
And I don't understand
Why I should be living in the shadows
So there I said it

You wanna hear my voice, my mind, my demons
But not too much
Or you'll give up

I tell you something
It's a double-edged sword you're giving
And I can't see the truth in living
When we hide behind a wall of fear
And you don't see it
It's a twisted dream you believe in
And what's the use in pretending?
Let's make the smoke and mirrors disappear

So there I said it
And I won't apologize to you anymore
Cause I'm a grown-ass man
And I won't live again
And I'm sick and tired of living in your shadow
So there I said it
No, I won't apologize to you anymore
Cause I'm a grown-ass man
And I don't understand
Why I should be living in the shadows
So there I said it



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