Tuesday, June 20, 2017

Bad At Love

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I felt the awkwardness sink in that night.

Still feeling a certain way about it.

Gosh.

Like as if I'm not.. worth it.

Makes me wonder.

All these encounters I have..

From time to time..

What do they mean to me?

Are they supposed to teach me something?

I used to take a lot out from it.

Now.. it's just.. empty.

Each time the feelings fade.

Everything just dies.

I don't know how to go by it anymore.

I'm just bad at this.

I'm bad at love.

And there's nothing I can do about it.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Halsey - Bad At Love

Got a boy back home in Michigan
And it tastes like Jack when I'm kissing him
So I told him that I never really liked his friends
Now he's gone and he's calling me a bitch again
There's a guy that lives in a garden state
And he told me that we'd make it 'til we graduate
So I told him that the music would be worth the wait
But he wants me in the kitchen with a dinner plate

I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe
That we're meant to be
But jealousy, jealousy, jealousy, jealousy
Get the best of me
Look, I don't mean to frustrate,
But I always make the same mistakes, yeah
Always make the same mistakes 'cause...

I'm bad at love, ooh-ooh
But you can't blame me for tryin'
You know I'd be lyin' sayin'
You were the one, ooh-ooh
That could finally fix me
Lookin' at my history
I'm bad at love

Got a girl with California eyes
And I thought that she could really be the one this time
But I never got the chance to make her mine
Because she fell in love with little thin white lines
London girl with an attitude
We never told no one but we look so cute
Both got way better things to do
But I always think about it when I'm riding through

I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe
That I'm in too deep
And jealousy, jealousy, jealousy, jealousy
Get the best in me
Look, I don't mean to frustrate,
But I always make the same mistakes, yeah
Always make the same mistakes 'cause...

I'm bad at love, ooh-ooh
But you can't blame me for tryin'
You know I'd be lyin' sayin'
You were the one, ooh-ooh
That could finally fix me
Lookin' at my history
I'm bad at love, ooh-ooh
Oh, you know, you know, you know, you know
I'm bad at love, ooh-ooh
I'm bad at love, ooh-ooh

I know that you're afraid
I'm gonna walk away
Each time the feeling fades
Each time the feeling fades
I know that you're afraid
I'm gonna walk away
Each time the feeling fades

You know I'm bad at love, ooh-ooh
But you can't blame me for tryin'
You know I'd be lyin' sayin'
You were the one, ooh-ooh
That could finally fix me
Lookin' at my history
I'm bad at love, ooh-ooh
Oh, you know, you know, you know, you know
I'm bad at love, ooh-ooh
Oh, oh


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