Devil In Me

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Easily one of the worst days of my life.

I wasn't staring at someone I knew.

I was staring at another person.

Another personality.

An alter ego.

Somebody I didnt recognize.

An ugly monster.

You'd think that an ugly monster would be compensated with a good heart.

But this monster.. was just ugly inside out.

I was disgusted.

Appalled.

Of the extent that he would go.

How low he would stoop.

How big he would lie.

Just to get out of this predicament.

An ego like no other indeed.

I'm fairly traumatised. 

Because it's triggered a part of me I've had hidden away for a long time.

The devil in me.

Love, Eran.

And I can't control it.

Current Song Mood: Halsey - Devil In Me

You said I
Would've hit the ceiling
You said I
You said I
Should eat my feelings
Head held high

I won't take anyone down if I cry tonight
But I still let everyone down when I change in size
And I went tumbling down trying to reach your high
But I scream too loud if I speak my mind

I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
The devil in me
I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
The devil in me

Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, come back to life
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, come back to life

You said I'm
Too much to handle
You said I
Shine too bright
I burnt the candle
Flew too high

I won't take anyone down if I cry tonight
But I still let everyone down when I change in size
And I went tumbling down trying to reach your high
But I scream too loud when I speak my mind

I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
The devil in me
I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
The devil in me

Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, come back to life
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, come back to life

Now I gotta wake it up
Now I gotta wake it up
Now I gotta wake it up
The devil in me
Now I gotta wake it up
Now I gotta wake it up
Now I gotta wake it up
The devil in me

Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, come back to life
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, come back to life