C'est La Vie

Page 867 

Finally did what I should've done a long time ago.

Deleting those degrading apps.

I gotta get used to this.

I'm feeling a mix of empowerment. 

Yet so drained.

I guess work is taking it's toll on me

Oh well..

C'est la vie (That's life.)

You gotta work hard to earn.

My goals have still a long way to go.

& I hope I can achieve them one day.

Seeing all these rich f*cks at work...

I gotta get to that level.

But not stoop as low as them.

Heh.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Tinashe - C'Est La Vie

Finally feeling free for the night, I got no worries
Finally got a claim on my life, baby, c'est la vie
I got plenty trees for the flight
Think I'll stay a while, I think I'll stay a while
Ah, baby, stay with me
Finally feeling free for the night, I got no worries
Finally got a claim on my life, baby, c'est la vie
I got plenty trees for the flight
Think I'll stay a while, I think I'll stay a while
Ah, baby, stay with me

It's now or never
'Cause I'm leaving the city at dawn
I'm chasing good weather (weather, weather)
I got lots of cash on me, they'll never find us
Skipping all the cracks and leave it all behind us
(Behind us, behind us, all behind us)
Never
And I like it
You ain't seen nothing (you ain't seen nothing yet)
Never really ever stop, makin' money on the low
I been on my VVS
I be on my head to toe

I'm finally feeling free for the night, I got no worries
Finally got a claim on my life, baby, c'est la vie
I got plenty trees for the flight
Think I'll stay a while, I think I'll stay a while
Ah, baby, stay with me
Finally feeling free for the night, I got no worries
Finally got a claim on my life, baby, c'est la vie
I got plenty trees for the flight
Think I'll stay a while, I think I'll stay a while
Ah, baby, stay with me

Baby, stay with me
(Baby, stay with me)

Stay with me...

Angel

Page 866

Like.. I honestly don't know why some people even exist.

So many crazy people out there man.

Like so what if you're rich?

Have a private room?

We're not your servants.

If you want servants go book some VIP shit man. 

Cause you aint shit in my eyes.

Gosh.

So damn impatient. 

And showing off your attitude doesn't help, it makes you look like a spoiled brat.

So done with selfish people today.

I aint no angel.

And I certainly won't be your slave.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Fifth Harmony - Angel

Who said I was an angel?
Who said I was an angel? Oh yeah

We was just a moment, nothing serious
Never really paid it no mind
Dropped the back side, you're paying attention
Shakin' all that, ah...
Should've never not kept your word
Woulda had a reason to keep mine
You was too inconsistent
Shakin' all that, ah...

Should've never crossed that line with ya
Everything was cool, just drinkin' with ya
Way too young to be up in handcuffs
Wasn't tryna spend my life on the phone with ya
Gotta keep it all 100 with ya
The original me wouldn't fuck with ya
And I was beginning to fuck with ya

Who said I was an angel?
Who said I was an angel? Oh yeah
When you look at me, what do you see?
Open your eyes, I'm more brilliant than you'll ever be
Who said I was an angel?

Yeah, won't lie, say I don't lie
Yeah, I might've told a few lies, yeah
Won't lie, say I didn't try
But you're only worth a few tries, yeah
Track star, think you're running these streets
You ain't the only one running the streets
Stay making ground like I only wear cleats, yeah

Should've never crossed that line with ya
Everything was cool, just drinkin' with ya
Way too young to be up in handcuffs
Wasn't tryna spend my life on the phone with ya
Gotta keep it all 100 with ya
The original me wouldn't fuck with ya
And I was beginning to fuck with ya

Who said I was an angel? (But you was wrong, oh yeah)
Who said I was an angel? (Oh, I'm no angel, when you look at me)
When you look at me, what do you see?
Open your eyes, I'm more brilliant than you'll ever be
Who said I was an angel?
Who said I was, an angel?

Who said I was an angel?
Who said I was an angel?
Didn't know real me, I'm far from an angel
Who said I was an angel?
Never took the time out, never had time to figure me out
When you look at me
When you look at me, what do you see? (What do you see?)
Open your eyes, I'm more brilliant than you'll ever be
Who said I was an angel?
Who said I was a, an angel? Oh...

Deliver

Page 865

Feeling more confident as the day passes.

Getting more experienced in what i'm doing.

And I guess people are noticing that.

Cause I am becoming a regular face, after all.

I like it.

I like this feeling.

Taking it slow and steady.

I wanna keep doing me.

I'm know I'm gonna deliver.

I know it.

So just watch.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Fifth Harmony - Deliver

He know I keep it ready on the regular
So I don't have to get ready, ain't no setting up
When I give it, I make sure I give more than enough, yeah
He know, he know this, he know, he know this
No needs for replacements or a warranty
And he'll never need another, that's a guarantee
I can overnight this body if that's what you need, yeah
He know, he know this, he know, he know this

I never hit or miss, he know I always come through
Show up looking like my photo, keep it full proof
When you call me, know you know just what I'm gon' do, gon' do (what I'm gon' do)

Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver
That's exactly what I'm gon' do, do
Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver
He know what's coming when I come through, through
I know you got the message, I deliver
That's exactly what I'm gon' do, do
Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver
He know what's coming when I come through

I ain't even gonna try, it's in my DNA (In my DNA)
Always get the job done way too easily (Yeah)
I assure you, I back up what's on my resume
Yeah, I know you know this, I know you notice
I, I'm never letting down (I'm never letting you)
I'm all that you heard about
Why? That's why you come around
I know you know this, I know you know this

I never hit or miss, he know I always come through (Through)
Show up looking like my photo, keep it full proof (Proof)
When you call me, know you know just what I'm gon' do, gon' do

Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver
That's exactly what I'm gon' do, do
Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver
He know what's coming when I come through, through
I know you got the message, I deliver
That's exactly what I'm gon' do do (Exactly what I'm gonna do)
Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver (I deliver, yeah)
He know what's coming when I come through

On your doorstep like UPS, won't send it back
You're hard to please, just like me and I'll give you that (I'll give you that)
I'll give you something that you wanna unpack
You can say I'm reliable like that (Oh)

I never hit or miss, he know I always come through (Through)
Show up looking like my photo, keep it full proof (Proof)
When you call me, know you know just what I'm gon' do, gon' do

Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver
That's exactly what I'm gon' do, do
Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver (My baby knows that I deliver)
Know what's coming when I come through, through
I know you got the message, I deliver
That's exactly what I'm gon' do do
Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver (I deliver, yeah, I deliver, yeah)
Know what's coming when I come through

Oh, baby, I deliver, ah
Mmmmm, yeah

You Already Know

Page 864

Feels like history is repeating itself.

With what I did..

I looked at you with longing eyes..

I don't have to tell you.

But you already know..

Camera rolling.

Flashes onces in a while.

This was it.

This was what I always wanted.

Something different.

Something... worth it.

This time.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Fergie Ft Nicki Minaj - You Already Know

[Fergie:]
Life's a movie, let the camera roll
Fast life moving, ain't no going slow
That's right, baby, you already know
You already know, hope you're ready (ready, steady)

Let it go, get rolled, I just can't hold
Back and forth 'cause I'm the girl with soul
Ain't controlling effects, so what the heck
Rock the discotheque 'cause this groove is up next
Tease on the camera, freeze while I animate
I'm no amateur, I'm a laminate
I'ma assassinate all the imitates
Then I'ma take a break, and meditate
Hmm, let me think about it
Put my little noodle on the problem, then I drink about it
Drink a little, swig a little, sip a little, spill a little
Feel a little loopy when I get a little tipsy
Beez got me feeling like a gypsy
Smoking on that hookah got me feeling like a hippie, trippy
Gone for a minute and you missed me
Now Fergie back with a bag full of tricksies

Life's a movie, let the camera roll
Fast life moving, ain't no going slow
That's right, baby, you already know
You already know, hope you're ready
Ready, steady, steady, rocking

This is how we do, this is how we do
This is how we do, this is how we do

[Nicki Minaj:]
Yo, ayo, let it go, let's go
I keep a bar like Esco
I wanna ball, where the nets go?
I'm on stage, you can stand where the guests go
Bitches is my sons, they don’t wanna leave the nest tho
They like, uh, where the ref go?
I-I got these hoes scared to pass, I got that intercept flow
I made a movie like Seth Rog
And since I came in the game, they careers on death row
Damn, I ain't see Meek Millie in a week
Five shows, made three millie in a week
You are now looking at the the best, the elite
Too bad you can't go and invest in critiques
I’m thick and petite, tell ‘em quick pick a seat
I pull up in a Ghost, no sheets, trick or treat
I know they on E, but I don't give a F, though
Bad attitude, but my pussy is the best, though

[Fergie:]
Life's a movie, let the camera roll
Fast life moving, ain't no going slow
That's right, baby, you already know
You already know, hope you're ready
Ready, steady, steady, rocking

This is how we do, this is how we do
This is how we do, this is how we do

Come get some, you little bums
Dudes want the cake, but they can't get a crumb
From the original, sexual, visual dope chick and all that good shit
Charismatic when I'm at it
When I, add it up, I'm mathematic, baby
Top game, I'm out the attic
There you have it, no dramatics, hold the static
Pose for the camera, daddy, I'm vogueing
Baby, I'm glamorous, and I'm folding
Grammys and AMAs, I'm holding
Amazing the way I keep shit frozen
Cool, that's true, got new shoes and a new attitude
Got my hair did, got a new hairdo
Come and see me at a venue near you

I said watch me, I said watch me when I drop it
Just watch and learn, baby, watch and learn, baby
It's hot, it burns so I drop it
Oh baby, watch me when I drop it
You didn't know I could drop it like that, did you?
You didn't know I could drop it like that, did you?

Life's a movie, let the camera roll
Fast life moving, ain't no going slow
That's right, baby, you already know
You already know, hope you're ready
Ready, steady, steady, rocking

This is how we do, this is how we do
This is how we do, this is how we do

[Nicki Minaj:]
Make some noise for my girl Fergie Ferg

Broken Clocks

Page 863

Well here comes the weekends.

Can't believe I survived AM, PM & Night Shifts all in one week.

I must be crazy.

At least I've learnt a lot...

How do you stop yourself from going too deep?

I guess it's inevitable.

It's starting to feel a bit uncomfortable.

I'm not sure how to feel.

I'm not even sure what day it is anymore.

Oh well.

I'll just take it day by day.

All I've got are these broken clocks anyway.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: SZA - Broken Clocks

Run fast from my day job
Running fast from the way it was
Jump quick to a pay check
Running back to the strip club
I'm never going back, never going back
No you can't make me
Never going back, never going back
They never take me
I've paid enough of petty dues
I've had enough of shitty news
I've had a thing for dirty shoes since I was 10
Love dirty men alike

Ohhhh
Better day than yesterday
Ohhhh
I just take it day by day
Ohhhh
Never hearing what they say
Ohhhhh
I just do it my way

All I got is these broken clocks
I ain't got no time
Just burning daylight
Still up still up
Its still love its
Still love still love still loving still love
Nothing but love for you
Nothing but love
Nothing but love

All that I've got
Pieces and pages
Talking a lot
Sorry I'm faded
Think I forgot
You love me
You love me
You love me

Got a shift at 10 AM
Gotta dip at 10 PM
Gotta get that cash
Won't get past the lunch break
I ain't had a smoke break
In about two days don't break
Been about three years since I dated you
Why you still talking 'bout me like we together?
I moved on for the better
You moved on to whoever
I was down for whatever and then some
You gon' make me late to work again

Ohhhhh
Better day than yesterday
Ohhhh
I just take it day by day
Ohhhh
Never hearing what they say
Ohhhhh
I just do it my way

All I got is these broken clocks
I ain't got no time
Just burning daylight
Still up still up
Its still love its still love
Still love still love still loving still love
Nothing but love for you
Nothing but love
Nothing but love

I don't eat can't sleep past 9 AM
Heartbeat makes me feel young again
Can't beat em just join the party
I dont wanna don't need nobody

All that I've got
Pieces and pages
Talking a lot
Sorry I'm faded
Think I forgot
You love me
You love me
You love me

Normal Girl

Page 862

I couldnt believe it.

It was really her.

My heart warmed up instantly.

As she called out my name and acknowledged me.

Like old time friends.

And the fact that she still remembered me... 

After all these years.

I was pretty taken aback.

She was still the same.

Never changed.

From our old workplace till this new one.

Just a normal girl.

Pretty.

Outgoing.

The way she talked to the patients passionately.

Genuinely caring for them.

I was in awe.

And inspired, even.

She's always had that.. cool aura around her.

And the fact the she started just last week.

As new as I was.

Haha, what a coincidence. 

Fate is so funny.

I feel like...

This was meant to happen.

Everything happens for a reason.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: SZA - Normal Girl

You love the way I pop my top
Or love how I lose my cool
Or love how I look at you
Say why?
It ain't no fighting, no I can't stop it
This took a while, yeah
For the way I pump my fist or how I bust my hip
For your affection, tryna be down
No fighting and no stoppin'
Stick around

Wish I was the type of girl you take over to mama
The type of girl, I know my daddy, he'd be proud of
Yeah, be proud of
Be proud of, be proud, you know, you know
Wanna be a type of girl, you take home to your mama
The type of girl, I know your fellas would be proud of
Be proud of, be proud of, be proud of, boy you know
Normal girl
I wish I was a normal girl, oh my
How do I be? How do I be a lady?
Normal girl, oh
I wish I was a normal girl
I'll never be, no, never be uh

You like it, when I be, aggressive
You like when I say to you
"Get it if you got it, I'm ready and waitin' for it
I'm callin' to put it on", yeah
Like it, when I bet aggressive
Love when I say to you
"Get it if you want it, I'm ready and I'm on fire
I'm burnin' to put it on", yeah, yeah, yeah

Type of girl you wanna take home to mama
Wanna be the type of girl my daddy, he'd be proud of
Be proud of, be proud of, be proud of you know, you know
The type of girl you wanna take home right up to mama
The kind of girl, I know your fellas, they'd be proud of
I'll be probably, I'll be proud like, I'll be probably a problem, oh
(No fantasy, no fantasy)
I really wish a was a normal girl, oh my
How do I be, how do I be a lady?
Normal girl, oh
I wish I was a normal girl
I'll never be, no never be, uh

This time next year I'll be livin' so good
Won't remember your name, I swear
Livin' so good, livin' so good, livin' so good
This time next year I'll be livin' so good
Won't remember no pain, I swear
People got you figured out, I was just a normal girl

Normal girl, what do you say now?
We own the world, 'cause we not going away out
Wait on yourself 'cause you can figure your way out
Normal girl
Why do you, babe?

Everything In Me

Page 861

Adulthood has given me a tight slap across my face today.

The reality has hit me hard.

Sigh.

I miss the good old days already.

Im not sure if I can get used to this.

But I.. have to.

For my future.

For my family.

For myself.

Even if it takes.. everything in me.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Sevyn Streeter - Everything In Me

This is captain-

Perfect, picture one so picture perfect
As your lies disguised as loving arms
The future looked so bright, but it was blinding
Oh, why couldn't see the man behind the charm?

Then we closed the doors and the lights came on
And I saw the real you
No, I don't like him
Don't like how it feels
I want a new you

It's taking everything in me
Not to hurt you like you hurt me
Cause I wanna get you back, but I gotta keep moving
Boy, I swear you don't know
It's taking everything in me

Searching, searching, still can't find an answer
Cause all this wasn't part of the plan
So now it [?]
Oh, where do we go from here?

Cause behind closed doors, when the lights are on
You become the real you
No, I don't like him
Don't like how it feels
I want a new you

It's taking everything in me
Not to hurt you like you hurt me
Cause I wanna get you back, but I gotta keep moving
Boy, I swear you don't know
It's taking everything in me

Sometimes people hurt you
That just means they don't deserve you
And you want to do the same to hurt them back
But this one's for you know who
You're the one who looks like a fool
And there's no greater revenge better than that

But it's still taking everything in me
Not to hurt you like you hurt me
And I just wanna get you back I gotta keep moving
Swear you just don't know
It's taking everything in me

Everything in me
Everything in me
Everything
Everything in me
Everything
Not to do to you
What you did to me

Hold Me By The Heart

Page 860

Even till now, I'm not sure about my feelings.

Not sure how to feel about it.

I'm not used to this.

The affection.

The reality of it.

But you're here.

And it's real.

Thank you.

For being there.

Having you to here to hold me by the heart.

And pick me up for good.

It feels special.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Kehlani - Hold Me By The Heart

Wasn't sure I'd be alright
Wasn't sure I'd be okay again
Didn't know how to take flight
Wings broken couldn't seem to bend

Somehow you came and like the wind, you picked me up for good
And now I know what I have missed, I've been thinking that you should

Pick up the pieces
Help me learn to stand
Lift me from the ground and use your hands
To hold me by the heart
Tell me I'll be whole again
Hold me by the heart
Tell me it will never end
'Cause I've begun to think that
I was nothing short of broken
So baby, hold me by the heart (hold me by the heart)
Help me fly again

Always read all the fairytales
Always knew that it would come
Through the pain I convinced myself
"It's only magical for some"

Somehow you came and like a prince and picked me up for good
And now I know what I have missed, I'm thinking that you should

Just pick up the pieces
Help me learn to stand
Lift me from the ground and use your hands
To hold me by the heart
Tell me I'll be whole again
And hold me by the heart
Tell me it will never end
'Cause I've begun to think that
I was nothing short of broken
So baby, hold me by the heart (hold me by the heart)
Help me fly again

(Pick up the pieces)
(Help me learn to stand) Help me learn to stand
(Lift me from the ground and)
(Use your hands) Use your hands
(Pick up the pieces) Hey
(Help me learn to stand) Help me learn to stand
(Lift me from the ground and)
(Use your hands) Use your hands
Use your hands
(Hold me by the heart)
(Hold me by the heart) Hold me by the heart
Tell me it would never end
'Cause I've begun to think that
I was nothing short of broken
So hold me by the heart
Help me fly again

Bastards

Page 859

You squeezed through the small space right in front of me.

Accidentally brushing against my legs.

Your hand landed on my leg. 

As a sign that you didnt meant it.

It stayed there.

Longer than it should have.

And then you went off.

I blushed.

What just happened?

--------------------------------------------------------

Wrapped up the last day of shooting.

It was fun while it lasted.

Woah...

Amazing to think how I was so awkward yesterday, not talking to anyone.

And today, we were playing games with each other and I was laughing my loudest.

I wasnt afraid of approaching anyone anymore.

Well, maybe most people.

I felt so warm today.

Knowing that it's all ended.

And that I've encountered so many talented people.

It really feels like I've been doing this for a long time.

This is where I'm meant to be.

I appreciate film so much.

I've always had.

And all the handwork put into it.

I hope for more opportunities in the future.

I want to build myself up...

And prove the bastards wrong.

:)

Love, Eran.

Just like him.

Current Song Mood: Kesha - Bastards

One, two, three, four, one...

I got too many people
I got left to prove wrong
All those motherfuckers
Been too mean for too long
And I'm so sick of crying, yeah
Darling, what's it for?
I could fight forever, oh
But life's too short

Don't let the bastards get you down, oh no
Don't let the assholes wear you out
Don't let the mean girls take the crown
Don't let the scumbags screw you 'round
Don't let the bastards take you down

Been underestimated
My entire life
I know people gonna talk shit
And darling, that's fine
But they won't break my spirit
I won't let 'em win
I'll just keep on living, keep on living, oh
The way I wanna live

Don't let the bastards get you down, oh no
Don't let the assholes wear you out
Don't let the mean girls take the crown
Don't let the scumbags screw you 'round
Don't let the bastards take you down
Don't let the bastards get you down, oh no
Don't let the assholes wear you out
Don't let the mean girls take the crown
Don't let the scumbags screw you 'round
Don't let the bastards take you down

Na na na...

(So was that a good one?
Should we go again?)

Stargirl (Interlude)

Page 858

My insecurities shot up today.

Especially after meeting so many talented good-looking people today.

Sigh.

That's always the case.

Sometimes I wish I was a little bit more outgoing..

But I'm not.

And that's because it runs in the blood.

I can't control it.

Today I met a wonder stargirl.

And how I wish,

I could be your starboy.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: The Weeknd Ft Lana Del Rey- Stargirl Interlude

[Lana Del Rey:]
I had a vision
A vision of my nails in the kitchen
Scratching counter tops, I was screaming
My back arched like a cat, my position couldn't stop you were hitting it
And I shouldn't cry, but I love it, Starboy
And I shouldn't cry, but I love it, (I love it), Starboy
And I shouldn't cry, but I love it, Starboy
And I shouldn't cry, but I love it, Starboy

[The Weeknd:]
I just want to see you shine 'cause I know you are a Stargirl
I just want to see you shine 'cause I know you are a Stargirl
I just want to see you shine 'cause I know you are a Stargirl
I just want to see you shine 'cause I know you are a Stargirl

All My Love

Page 857

Today was filled with so much laughter and love.

Wish there were more days like this. :)

Family is so important to me.

Friends are next.

And lovers, next.

Yea. In that order.

Maybe he's right.

Maybe I should just go for it.

Take the risk.

And save all my love for you.

:)

Maybe...

It's my time.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Sevyn Streeter - All My Love

I-I'm saving all the love
I'm saving all the love for you (for you, I...)
I'm saving all the love
I'm saving all the love for you

Ridin' round town in your black Impala
With my baby, yeah, that's my partner
Look the other way when they tryna holla
So unbothered, we're so unbothered
See I got niggas slidin' in my DMs
Stevie Wonderin' if I'mma ever see 'em
But I don't pay that shit no mind
No, I don't pay that shit, no doubt, no doubt
I just curve 'em from the A.M. to the P.M
Oh, baby, you're the reason
That none of these niggas can touch me
Ain't none of these niggas that lucky
No, no, no, no, no

Only you, yeah, it's only you that get my attention
Only you, I swear it's only you, ain't no competition, no
'Cause, baby, you give me everything that I've been missin'
That's why I'm saving all my love for you

(I'm saving all my love...)
Yeah yeah, saving all my love
Saving all my love for you
(I'm saving all my love...)
Saving, saving all my love, I'm saving all my love for you
Give it to nobody else, you got it all to yourself
Just keep doin' what you doin', baby
And I'mma keep saving all my love for you
Saving all my love for you, saving all my love for you
(I-I'm saving all the love
I'm saving all the love for you)

Yeah, if I had a hundred I would break you off a fifty
Yeah, I know you'd do the same, I know you'd split it with me
Yeah, all ya team Michael Jordan Scottie Pippen
Long as we got each other, I ain't trippin'
You the one, you the realest, you the realest

Only you, yeah, it's only you that get my attention
Only you, I swear it's only you, ain't no competition, no
'Cause, baby, you give me everything that I've been missin'
That's why I'm saving all my love for you

(I'm saving all my love...)
Saving, saving
Saving all my love
Saving all my love for you
(I'm saving all my love)
Saving all my love, saving all my love for you
You got it all to yourself
Just keep doin' what you doin', baby
And I'mma keep saving all my love for you, oh (oh yeah)
Saving all my love for you, saving all my love for you

All... my... love... for you
All... my... love... for you
You got it all to yourself
Just keep doin' what you doin' baby, yeah yeah
You got it all to yourself
Just keep doin' what you doin' baby, doin' what you doin' baby, yeah
You got it all to yourself
Just keep doin' what you doin' baby, doin' what you doin' baby, yeah yeah
You got it all to yourself
Just keep doin' what you doin' baby, doin' what you doin' baby

Oh, what you do to me, baby
Oh, what you do to me, baby

I-I'm saving all the love
I'm saving all the love for you (for you, I...)
I-I'm saving all the love
I'm saving all the love for you

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Young love.

That's always special.

I remember when I was young & unexperienced.

So many things I didnt understand.

Today, I felt special.

Thanks for treating me that way.

I won't forget your innocent looks and your soft kisses.

And the little gift and note...

I'm touched.

I honestly didnt expect it.

It's hard when you're young.

Feeling like the world won't accept us.

But at least, we'll accept each other.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: The Chainsmokers - Young

Young
We were so young when we thought that we knew how to love
Fought about anything, everything led to dysfunction
But we just gotta own that shit
Don't let it go like this
Maybe we can grow from this, yeah

We both know I go too far like when I wrecked your car
And almost fought your father when he pushed me in the yard
And all those nights we snuck out, like to meet up at the bar
Don't worry, my love, we're learning to love
But it's hard when you're young

Yeah, it's hard when you're young

Caught
We were caught up in the high, it was better than drugs
Too high to see that it would all lead to destruction
At least we both know that shit
We just gotta own that shit
I hope that we can grow from this, yeah

We both know I go too far like when I wrecked your car
And almost fought your father when he pushed me in the yard
And all those nights we snuck out, like to meet up at the bar
Don't worry, my love, we're learning to love
But it's hard when you're young

Yeah, it's hard when you're young
Yeah, yeah, it's hard when you're young

I'm calling you up, you tell me it's over
Say what you want, but it's hard when you're young
I'm calling you up, you tell me it's over
You say what you want, but it's hard when you're young

We both know I go too far like when I wrecked your car
And almost fought your father when he pushed me in the yard
And all those nights we snuck out, like to meet up at the bar
Don't worry, my love, we're learning to love
But it's hard when you're young

I'm calling you up, you tell me it's over
Say what you want, but it's hard when you're young
I'm calling you up, you tell me it's over
You say what you want, but it's hard when you're young

Yeah, it's hard when you're young
Yeah, it's hard when you're young
Yeah, yeah, it's hard when you're young

I'm calling you up, you tell me it's over
Say what you want, but it's hard when you're young
I'm calling you up, you tell me it's over
You say what you want, but it's hard when you're young