Sunday, August 6, 2017

Worst In Me

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Resist... temptations...

I gotta.

I need to get rid of it.

It brings out the worst in me.

And I hate.

Scared of holding on.

Scared of letting go.

I just wanna do my own stuff.

My own way.

And maybe someone will come along and..

Notice me.

For who I am.

For once.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Julia Michaels - Worst In Me

Yeah

Remember when I used to be happy for you
Could go out with your female friends and I'd be totally fine
Remember when you used to be happy for me
You'd celebrate all my success without crossing a line

Now it's like we're scared of getting good
Cause we know the truth is that we could
Yeah we know that we might actually work
And the truth is that we could

But maybe it's the worst in me
That's bringing out the worst in you
I know we could fix these kinks
But the worst in me doesn't want to
Work on things
But the best in me wants to love you
But the worst in me doesn't want to

It's almost like I've gotten so used to resentment
That every annoying little thing you say has lost it's effect
It's almost like it's made you a little bit bitter
When I don't always react the way you expect

It's like we're scared of getting good
Cause we know the truth is that we could
Yeah we know that we might actually work
And the truth is that we could

But maybe it's the worst in me
Bringing out the worst in you
I know we could fix these kinks
But the worst in me doesn't want to
Work on things
But the best in me wants to love you
But the worst in me doesn't want to

I won't hurt you again if you won't, if you won't
And baby I won't lose you again if you won't, if you won't
Remember when I use to be happy for you

But maybe it's the worst in me
That's bringing out the worst in you
I know we could fix these kinks
But the worst in me doesn't want to
Work on things
But the best in me wants to love you
But the worst in me doesn't want to


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