Finally

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Finally...

The day has come where I leave the Force.

It's been an honour.

So so Crazy how 2 years went by just like that.

I'll keep this Long and sweet.

NINJA COY -> Section 3 you guys filled up that empty space I had when I came in. Especially you Buddy. Always constantly motivating each other to try your best. BMT was unexpectedly a good distraction for me, and helped me through my disorders & inner demons. Thank you to all my sergeants (Ken, RuYan,Shida, Darwin, Gary) and officers (John, Khai) for taking care of us & bringing us closer together. I won't forget you guys.

SMTI -> It was a comforting environment going back to my medical roots. Thank you Section 3 and Bunk 7 for impacting me and always making me laugh my hardest. You guys made me look forward to camp everyday. And also my Poly nursing friends who made it just as nostalgic & fun. ❤️ 

SAFTI -> This was like my second home. To my SAFTI homies, thanks for cooperating with all the detailing I did. Being given that brain-wrecking role was extremely challenging as I often found myself staring blankly at the screen on my own, trying to make your schedules fair & better. Apologies if there's any cock-ups in the past, but know I've tried my best. Going for covers and getting acknowledged by the Cadets and Officers from the Wings warms my heart. Thank you to Dr Haresh and the Ma'ams for always teaching, instilling values in us and having our backs. It was a pleasure working with each of you. :)

 Not to mention the undying support from families and friends. ❤️ 'Family is everything.' ❤️ 

I'm honestly gonna miss NS. It's a bittersweet goodbye.

I entered NS at my lowest and came out at one of my highest. A better, stronger, independent man. For sure, 10, 20, or 30 years down the road, I'll look back at all of these good memories and smile. Plenty of tales to tell my children. No regrets. :) 

Thank you for reading and thank you for being a part of my journey. 💕 

'Tough times don't last, tough men do.' 

HOOYAH!

Regards,

CFC Syah✨

This is a special song to me. xx

Current Song Mood: James Arthur - Finally

This is all I ever wanted
All I ever thought I'd be
It's the only place I truly feel
As though I can be me

But the way I arrived
It was overnight
I've been on my worst behaviour
I've been on my worst behaviour

If only I ain't been like this
Now I can hold my heart in a fist
And all the voices leave
I can finally put it on my sleeve
Oh, if only they'd really seen me
Maybe they would finally believe me
When I say I've won
And my father gets to see his son
That he can feel proud of
He can feel proud of
He's proud of me

This is all I ever wanted
All I ever thought I'd be
But the way that I behaved
Could have seen quite the contrary

I felt all the lives
They're out of sight
I've been on my worst behaviour
I've been on my worst behaviour

If only I ain't been like this
Now I can hold my heart in a fist
And all the voices leave
I can finally put it on my sleeve
Oh, if only they'd really seen me
Maybe they would finally believe me
When I say I've won
And my mother gets to see her son
That she can feel proud of
She can feel proud of
She's proud of me

She's proud of me
They're proud of me
They're proud of me
They're proud of me
She's proud of me
She's proud of
She's proud of
They're proud of
They're proud of
They're proud of me
They're proud of me
They're proud of me
She's proud of
They're proud of

If only I ain't been like this
Now I can hold my heart in a fist
And all the voices leave
I can finally put it on my sleeve
Oh, if only they'd really seen me
Then maybe they would finally believe me
When I say I've won
And my family get to see it right
That they can feel proud of
They can feel proud of
They can feel proud of
They're proud of me