Livin

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I thought I saw you. 
I really did.
I swear to God.
Was it you?
But I'm not so sure.
I turned away.
My heart was beating intensely.
I tried to make myself look busy.
But my mind was occupied.
What if it was really you?
How would I react?
What would happen?
I swear.. 
I don't know.

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Hello August.

It's been a great trip so far.

Here I am up on my last night in Krabi.

It's been a peaceful trip so far I guess.

Maybe it's just how I am.

Livin in my own bubble.

I've been like that since Poly Days.

I don't wish to meddle in other people's business.

Do whatever you want lol.

But if you're gonna constantly make me feel like shit.

I'm gonna cut you off.

There's more to life than lust & sex.

People my age brush it off with sarcasm.

But they can't look at the bigger picture.

I honestly don't f*cking care.

:)

Guess it's a brand new me? 

I hope so.

I'm livin' without a care.

Gonna sleep this last night in peace.

Goodnight.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Sevyn Streeter - Livin

When I first started this journey of writing this album, all I thought of was just making, you know, good songs. "I want the drums to be like this, and the keys to be like this, and the guitar to be like this," and then I came across this title, "Girl Disrupted," and I loved it so much, but little did I know that that shit was actually gonna happen to me in life for real. And so here I am, you know, towards the end of finishing my album, creating my album, and then that's where I went through probably the most craziest shit I ever went through in my whole entire life. (Suffer with depression, I suffer with depression) So this album for me is more than just music, it's more than just music. Love, loyalty, and liberation. Girl Disrupted.

I lost a fight with my heart
I lost my way in the dark
On a roller coaster, up and down
But look at me now, look at me now

Got the whole world looking at me, feeling crazy
Hard times in my feelings, suffocating
[?] like they made me
I've been waiting on this moment for a long time
And I'mma be damned if I let 'em count me out

And I'm betting on myself
Oh, and living without a care
Go on, sit back and watch 'em stare
Oh, I am living without a care

Brand new me
I know that you got your eyes on me
So hey bitch, hey bitch, hey bitch, hey bitch
Back to the stars
Miles away in a broken car
I lost my bet tryna find myself
But now I'm back like I never left

I had the whole world looking at me, feeling crazy
Hard times in my feelings, suffocating
[?] like they made me
But I've been waiting on this moment for a long time
And Imma be damned if I let 'em count me out, yeah

And I'm betting on myself
Oh, and living without a care
Go on, sit back and watch 'em stare
Oh, I am living without a care
Oh, living without a care
Oh, I am living without a care

Brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new me, living without a care
Brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new me, living without a care
Brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new me, living without a care