Run To You

Page 907

-Two days ago- 

It's been a mentally, emotionally and physically week so far..

I first got the message during gym on Sunday afternoon.

'She's in critical condition.'

I froze...

My heart skipped a beat.

Is it time?

I finished my last set and rushed out. 

I ran.

I ran & I ran until I couldnt.

All the way back home.

I panted in the train. Sweating profusely.

We rushed to the hospital.

And there she was.

Nenek.

A little distressed. But still stable.

Getting blood transfusions.

Looking confused.

But more stable... than she was this morning.

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-Today-

It was 5AM.

I woke up for work, and I noticed my Dad was gone.

Strange.. he doesn't get up this early.

I noticed Mum wasnt by my side either.

I got up. And looked around..

They were both gone.

I knew what it meant. 

I got ready for work anyway.

As I left, I received the call I was waiting for.

It was Mum.

Grandma was terminally ill. 

There wasnt much time left.

I made the decision to skip work.

Of course I would. 

I had to see her one last time.

The sky was moody as fuck. Dark. Gloomy.

And so was I.

I reached there, cold. Shivering.

And everyone was there.

I went to see her. 

Tears.

Whispers.

Prayers.

I felt my throat blocked.

And my tears started to flow automatically.

I couldnt take it.

Seeing her in that state...

It just breaks everyone's heart.

My Grandma is critically ill right now.

But she's a fighter. She's still holding on.

We've accepted that she's in her end stages.

So we're trying to make her as comfortable as possible.

I'd appreciate everyone's thoughts and prayers.

Nenek, I love you so much.

I'd run to you.

I'd do anything for you to wake up again.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Lea Michele - Run To You

The city sky's feeling dark tonight
We're back to back with our heads down
Just look at me, give me more tonight
Just give me more of your love now

Let's set fire to the lonely night
You're beautiful when you look at me
Let's give love another life

Cause you'll be safe in these arms of mine
Just call my name on the edge of the night
And I'll run to you, I'll run to you

I would run to you, if you want me to
Just give me some kind of reason
I'll take the pain, take it all away
Just give it some kind of meaning

Let's let go, let it be the start
You know I'm feeling the same thing
Let's let go of our broken hearts

Cause you'll be safe in these arms of mine
Just call my name on the edge of the night
And I'll run to you, I'll run to you

Even if it's gonna break me, love
Gonna make my way to you
Anyway it's gonna take me, love
I run to you
I run to you
Run, run

Cause you'll be safe in these arms of mine
Just call my name on the edge of the night
And I'll run to you
I'll run to you

Even if it's gonna break me, love
I run to you

Crybaby

Page 906

Sometimes all you need is a good cry.

I'm not a crybaby. I rarely do.

Can count with my fingers the number of times I've cried the past decade.

But it's nice to let it out sometimes.

Today was no different.

I guess the most times I've broken down is infront of my Mum.

Heh.

Reality check I guess.

Made me realise how patient I am.

And how delusional egoistic people can be.

I'm gonna distance myself from bullshit drama.

It's okay.

It's all good now.

The universe is back on track.

And I'm planning to keep it that way.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Paloma Faith - Crybaby

Oh, it's okay to be
A little broken and beat
But I'm alright with that
You're with me, relax
And you call it weak
Baby, you're just unique
Come out of the black
Never hold it back

You got such sad eyes turn blue to grey
And it hurts me to see you hurt this way

Oh, go on and cry, baby, crybaby
'Cause you don't have to keep it inside
(Just cry, just cry)
Go on and cry, baby, crybaby
And there's no reason you got to hide
(Just cry, just cry)
A real man shows his feelings
Tears they can be healing
And I can be your savior tonight
So go on and cry, baby, crybaby
Just cry

You keep coming home drunk
And I don't know what's up
You can talk to me
Spare those whiskey dreams
Don't have to man up
That phrase kinda sucks
Let yourself be free
And open up to me

You got such sad eyes turn blue to grey
And it hurts me to see you hurt this way

Oh, go on and cry, baby, crybaby
'Cause you don't have to keep it inside
(Just cry, just cry)
Go on and cry, baby, crybaby
And there's no reason you got to hide
(Just cry, just cry)
A real man shows his feelings
Tears they can be healing
And I can be your savior tonight
So go on and cry, baby, crybaby
Just cry

Nothing's the end of the world
Spinning and spinning, it's gon' be alright
One day you'll look back and know
It wasn't worth all the heart ache
This could be the making of you
So let it all out, let it fall down, yeah

Oh, go on and cry, baby, crybaby
'Cause you don't have to keep it inside
(Just cry, just cry)
Go on and cry, baby, crybaby
(Let me see you cry)
And there's no reason you got to hide
A real man shows his feelings
Tears they can be healing
And I can be your savior tonight
So go on and cry, baby, crybaby
Just cry

Sweet darling
Let it all out

New Love

Page 905

Well done Syah.

You've managed to fuck things up for the people you love.

Especially this new love.

Well done.

Can't even begin to explain how embarrassed I am.

What the FUCK is wrong with me today?

I've made myself look like a freakin fool.

Is this my true personality?

I really hope not.

I really hope it's just a temporary phase.

I need to think about the things I say.

Cause people get the wrong message easily.

I'm sorry for today.

I'm sorry for giving a bad impression so fast.

But I can't help myself.

And I don't want to tell you how I truly feel.

Cause I don't want to seem desperate or rush into things.

Deep down, I'm really into you.

But I feel like.. you're too great for me.

Insecurities are hitting an all time high.

Kill me.

:(

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Dua Lipa - New Love

Now it's getting quiet here, now it's getting blue
And this baby ain't no fair, taking up my youth
You've been telling me some lies, I be thinking it's the truth
But I see it in your eyes, the things that you do

I don't wanna waste no time all alone
Want somewhere to go, something to call my own
And I ain't satisfied
Where to go?
Lost out on the road, washed up on the shore

And I've been through mountains and seas
Tryna get you to come back to me
And I've been far, and I've been so deep
Now I find it harder and harder to breathe
And I need some new love
New love, new love

Even though I've run away, I still come back
No there's nothing more to say, it's all been said
I've been trying to explain the things we hide
To all of my friends who say that I've gone mad

I don't wanna waste no time all alone
Want somewhere to go, something to call my own
And I ain't satisfied
Where to go?
Lost out on the road, washed up on the shore

And I've been through mountains and seas
Tryna get you to come back to me
And I've been far, and I've been so deep
Now I find it harder and harder to breathe
And I need some new love
New love, new love

Easy come, easy go
Why are we living on, living on?
If we're not getting old, getting old?
Can we just let it go?
Cause we're waiting for a miracle
Why wait for a miracle?

And I've been through mountains and seas
Tryna get you to come back to me
And I've been far, and I've been so deep
Now I find it harder and harder to breathe
And I need some new love
New love, new love

100 Letters

Page 904

I've had an incredible week.

Honestly. 

I've met incredible people who've made me change my perspective in life.

I'm contented with where I am now.

It feels like.. a fresh start.

From all the bullshit I've wasted on in the past.

I'm not something to butter up, and taste when you get bored. :)

Neither am I one to be stepped on, just because of how I am in person.

Gonna start cleansing out the toxic wastes in my life.

And maybe burn all the 100 letters you've written for me. 

I don't need them.

Or you.

Good riddance.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Halsey - 100 Letters

Well King Midas put his hands on me again
He said "one day I'd realize why I don't have any friends"
I find myself alone at night
Unless I'm having sex
But he can make me golden if I just show some respect

But I don't let him touch me anymore
I said "I'm not something to butter up
And taste when you get bored
'Cause I have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors
To find some peace and quiet right behind a wooden door"

He said "please don't go away"
He said "please don't go away"
I said "it's too late"
I said "it's too late"
He said "please don't go away"
He said "please don't go away"
I said "it's too late"
I said "it's too late"

And now I can't stop thinking that I can't stop thinking
That I almost gave you everything
And now the whole thing's finished and I can't stop wishing
That I never gave you anything

You wrote 100 letters just for me
And I find them in my closet in the pockets of my jeans
Now I'm constantly reminded of the time I was 19
Every single one's forgotten in a laundromat machine

But I don't let him touch me anymore
I said "I'm not something to butter up
And taste when you get bored
'Cause I have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors
To find some peace and quiet right behind a wooden door"

He said "please don't go away"
He said "please don't go away"
I said "it's too late"
I said "it's too late"
He said "please don't go away"
He said "please don't go away"
I said "it's too late"
I said "it's too late"

And now I can't stop thinking that I can't stop thinking
That I almost gave you everything
And now the whole thing's finished and I can't stop wishing
That I never gave you anything
And then I can't stop thinking that I can't stop thinking
That I almost gave you everything (I said it's too late)
And now the whole thing's finished and I can't stop wishing
That I never gave you anything

He said "please don't go away"
He said "please don't go away"
I said "it's too late"
I said "it's too late"
He said "please don't go away"
He said "please don't go away"
I said "it's too late"
I said "it's too late"

You Don't Do It For Me Anymore

Page 903

It's been a while since I had a genuine encounter.

I saw the tears fill his eyes as he told me about his ex.

My heart broke because... yeah. I've been there.

I'm sorry you had to go through that.

I'm sorry you sacrificed so much yet it still didnt work out.

I'm sorry you had to find out you were cheated on while you were too blinded by love.

It's a neverending, vicious cycle.

It's fucked up.

I'm glad that I could make you smile, even for a bit.

I know how it feels.

Cause you... you don't do it for me anymore.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Demi Lovato - You Don't It For Me Anymore

I see the future without you
The hell was I doing in the past
Now that I've learned all about you
A love just like ours wouldn't last

I won't fall for your games
So don't hate me when I say

That you don't do it for me anymore
No, you don't do it for me anymore

Money won't pay for your problems
You gotta fix them yourself
Vices and pity won't solve them
Stop feeling bad for yourself

I won't fall for your games
So don't hate me when I say

That you don't do it for me anymore
No, you don't do it for me anymore

I'm sorry for honesty
I could not bear to lie to you, to lie with you
I'm sorry for honesty
I'm well aware I lie to you when I lie with you

You don't do it for me anymore
No, you don't do it for me, don't do it for me
You don't do it for me anymore
No, you don't do it for me anymore

Silence

Page 902

Silence.

It's almost deafening.

Wrapped in my own bubble of life today.

Till it slowly depleted.

I know what I want.

But what do you want?

If you wanna say something.

Man up, and say something.

At this point, I'm just talking to myself.

How did silence become a part of you?

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Grace Carter - Silence

Say everything's better in the daylight
So why'd you leave me in the dark?
If you're gonna say something, say something
Don't say nothing
And you believe in something 'cause it sounds right
And when you told me what I wanna hear
Don't just say nothing, say nothing
Just say something

Don't blame me
For the mess that you've been causing
I believe
Every word you didn't say
Now I see
You're only gonna break me down

If you wanna say something
Man up, don't say nothing
Oh, I speak the truth (yeah, yeah)
If you wanna say something
Silence don't mean nothing
But it does to you
Heard the silence become a part of you

I been dreaming of your silhouette all night
'Cause I haven't seen it all
If you wanna say something, say something
Don't say nothing

Don't blame me
For the mess that you've been causing
I believe
Every word you didn't say
Now I see
You're only gonna break me down

If you wanna say something
Man up, don't say nothing
Oh, I speak the truth (yeah, yeah)
If you wanna say something
Silence don't mean nothing
But it does to you
Heard the silence become a part of you

No, I'm not on my knees
Begging for you
For you to comfort me
No, I don't want that
Just needed your honesty
But all I want now
Is for you to speak to me
Like you never did

If you wanna say something
Man up, don't say nothing
Oh, I scream the truth (yeah, yeah)
If you wanna say something
Silence don't mean nothing
But it does to you (yeah, yeah)
If you wanna say something
Man up, don't say nothing
Or I scream the truth (yeah, yeah)

If you wanna say something
Silence don't mean nothing
But it does to you
Now the silence is part of me and you

Think About That

Page 901

I'm a simply complicated. 

I seek comfort in the smallest things.

And I guess I'm pretty comfortable with where I am right now.

But am I happy?

Yeah.

Am I contented?

Yeah.

But yet deep down, there's something missing.

What I've been through the past few years.

It's scarred me.

It's taken a part of me.

It's made me different.

And I don't expect anyone to understand that.

Everyone has gone through dark times.

It's whether or not they still need saving.

Yeah.

Think about that.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Jessie J - Think About That

Mmm, yeah, yeah
I carried you slow for way too long
I couldn't let you go, under a spell of don't don't don't
Ego reaction
Guess I was holding up face
By saving your ass
You spent my money and I lost their faith

I screamed yes, you told me nah
You fed me fear, I spoke to God
I was living my dreams through your eyes
Building my life on your lies, yeah
You just laughed when I cried

Think about that
Who knew the real sacrifice
Think about that
Think about that
Think about
Think about that, wow

All you disturb is my work and my patience
Years of grinding, you took it, you broke it
All cause you're faking
You wanna be famous
Say it, you wanna be famous
Using my jewels
You were thirsty as fuck
Always late, always faded

I scream yes, you told me nah
You fed me fear, I spoke to God
I was living my dreams through your eyes
Building my life on your lies, yeah
You just laughed when I cried

Think about that
Who knew the real sacrifice
Think about that
Think about that
Think about
Think about that
Think about that

Think about that
Think about that time when you blamed me
Think about that time when I called you up
And I said I needed saving
Think about that time when you said you cared
You were lying, tryna faze me
Think about that time when I got sick
And you made me go on stage
Think about that time when you used my fame
To stack up on your paper
Think about that time you told my label, as you said, "She's crazy"
Think about the fact they see it now
You're a shark, a cheat, a traitor (shark, a cheat, a traitor)

Think about that
Think about that
Think about
Think about that
Think about that
Think about that
Yeah, think about that

Only Forever

Page 900

I knew.

I knew it'd lead to this.

We both did.

It really is impossible to 'just be friends'.

It breaks my heart even when I'm the one who did it.

I'm unstable.

Crazy.

I've been thinking..

Maybe something really is wrong with me.

I push people away.

I can cut people off in an instant.

Even people who are the nicest to me.

People who genuinely care for me.

I've been doing it since... my first.

You can only keep certain people with you.. only forever.

Everyone's gonna leave eventually.

Are you?

F*ck it.

Love, Eran.

I'll keep waiting...

Current Song Mood: Demi Lovato - Only Forever

I've been thinking 'bout the future
And I've been thinking 'bout the now
I know we're gonna be together
I just don't know how

You know when we get close
Can't deny the tension between us both
And I don't wanna pressure you, but I think you need to make a move

I've been waiting (I've been waiting)
And I'll keep waiting (I'll keep waiting)
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever

Yeah, I can tell that you're terrified to take a shot this strong
Should I wait up for you day and night
Just let me know how long

You know when we get close
Can't deny the tension between us both
And I don't wanna pressure you, but I think you need to make a move

I've been waiting (I've been waiting)
And I'll keep waiting (I'll keep waiting)
Only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever

What if I told you it's too late?
What if I say that I can't wait?
What if I meet somebody else who doesn't leave me on a shelf?
I'll give you one more chance, but it only lasts

Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever, only forever
Only forever

Pool

Page 899

Soak it all away.

All my worries, problems and sorrows.

As I dipped my body in underwater.

In the cooling pool of the condominium.

Feeling my body go light as I loosened up.

And floated.

Just.. floated...

Gasped up for air.

And dived back in.

It was a good day today.

With great company.

And positive vibes.

And I hope to keep it that way.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Paramore - Pool

As if the first cut wasn't deep enough
I dove in again cause I'm not into giving up
Coulda got the same rush from any lover's touch
But why get used to something new
'Cause no one breaks my heart like you

When you kiss me I wish we could see what happens next
For a moment I could forget what happens in my head
If I doubt you will you come through, happy second chance
Or happy ending
This time you don't leave me sinking

I'm under water
No air in my lungs
My eyes are open
And I'm giving up
You are the wave
I could never tame
If I survive I'll dive back in

As if the first blood didn't thrill enough
I went further out to see what else was left of us
Never found the deep end of our little ocean
Drain the fantasy of you headfirst into shallow pools

And I wonder is it better to get it over with
The illusion can shatter before we begin
If you're really sorry, happy second chance
I think I could forgive
This time you won't leave me sinking

I'm under water
No air in my lungs
My eyes are open
And I'm giving up
You are the wave
I could never tame
If I survive I'll dive back in

Dive back into
Right back into
Dive right back into you
Now I know you
Now I know you
Now that I know you
Dive right back into you

Back into
Right back into you
Dive right back into you
Now I know you
Now I know you
Now that I know you
Dive right back into you

I'm under water
No air in my lungs
My eyes are open
And I'm giving up
You are the wave
I could never tame
If I survive I'll dive back in

I'm under water
No air in my lungs
My eyes are open
And I'm giving up
You are the wave
I could never tame
If I survive I'll dive back in
I'll dive back in
I'll dive back

Garden

Page 898 

I'm not sure if it's sinked in yet.

Cause I know how it feels.

I've been in this position.

Yet it's inevitable.

We've expected it.

Yet it still hurts.

Trust me when I say this, 

I've tried to make the landing as soft as possible.

I guess we're finally leaving..

This garden of Eden.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Dua Lipa - Garden

Remember when we swam in the ocean?
Now we know what's deep inside
Remember when we ran in the open?
Now we know what's in the wild
Used to think that this love was heaven sent
How did we get lost, can't get back again
Tell me, is the light on the outside?

So are we leaving this garden of eden?
Are we leaving this garden of eden?

Used to walk around your apartment
With nothing, but a smile on me
But tonight I'm so self conscious
Isn't it so clear to see
Nothing's ever perfect in paradise
Don't know what it's worth 'til you pay the price
When you bite your tongue does it draw blood?

So are we leaving this garden of eden?
Are we leaving this garden of eden?
Now I know what I know
But it's hard to find the meaning
Where do we go?
'Cause we don't believe in this garden of eden
(Eden, eden, eden…)
This garden of eden
(Eden, eden, eden…)

I have cried for you, and I'll ride for you
I would die for you, would you do that for me?
Tell the truth, what you wanna do
Is it me and you? Are you with me, honey?
I have cried for you, and I'll ride for you
I would die for you, would you do that for me?
Tell the truth, what you wanna do
Is it me and you? Are you with me?

So are we leaving this garden of eden?
Are we leaving this garden of eden?
Now I know what I know
But it's hard to find the meaning
Where do we go?
'Cause we don't believe in this garden of eden
(Eden, eden, eden…)
This garden of eden
(Eden, eden, eden…)

Remember when we swam in the ocean?
Now we know what's deep inside
Remember when we ran in the open?

So are we leaving?
(Are we leaving this garden of eden?)
Are we leaving?
(Are we leaving this garden of eden?)
Now I know what I know
But it's hard to find the meaning
Where do we go?
'Cause we don't believe in this garden of eden
(Eden, eden, eden…)
This garden of eden
(Eden, eden, eden…)

Too Good At Goodbyes

Page 897

 I know you'd be reading this right now.

It's better to type it all here, so that I don't leave anything out.

I guess there's just no nicer way of putting it.

I don't feel the same for you as I did before.

It's not a sudden thing. But a gradual one.

I've tried to continue on, the past few weeks. 

But I guess.. I can't do it anymore.

It just isn't meant to be.

I feel that, we're better off just as friends.

Honestly.

That's the truth of how I feel.

I'm not sure how you're gonna take it.

But thank you for your unconditional love for me.

Really.

I appreciate it.

I've left you something outside your door.

In the basket of your bicycle that we've ridden together.

If you don't want to talk to me anymore after this, I'd understand.

After all, I'm way too good at goodbyes.

Goodnight. 

& take care.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Sam Smith - Too Good At Goodbyes

You must think that I'm stupid
You must think that I'm a fool
You must think that I'm new to this
But I have seen this all before

I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me
'Cause every time I open up, it hurts
So I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you
In case you go and leave me in the dirt

But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true

I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)

I know you're thinking I'm heartless
I know you're thinking I'm cold
I'm just protecting my innocence
I'm just protecting my soul

I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me
'Cause every time I open up, it hurts
So I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you
In case you go and leave me in the dirt

But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true

I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
No way that you'll see me cry
(No way that you'll see me cry)

I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
No
No, no, no, no, no
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
No, no, no, no
No, no, no
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
(No way that you'll see me cry)
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)

'Cause every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true
I'm way too good at goodbyes

Sexy Dirty Love

Page 896

Sexy.

I love good guys who look like badasses.

The effort in trying to take care of image, hygiene.

Not for yourself, but for people who'd judge you in public.

There's just something about a formal wear.

The classisness.

That sets it off.

On another note..

Someone that can take control...

Now that's hella sexy.

Dirty.

It's like it's getting reinforced over and over again.

I guess it's a reason why I'm playing it safe.

When testosterone levels increase, so does recklessness.

I can't recount the number of risks I've taken.

It makes you do things that aren't.. yourself.

I guess focusing on health is my main priority.

It's your golden asset.

Once you lose it, you can't get it back.

Sweating it out in the gym makes me feel stronger.

Healthier.

It's all about feeling good & confident.

Love.

Opening up about yourself...

Has always been the hardest part for me.

Bonus points if we click instantly.

And getting to know hidden secrets...

That's always interesting.

Conversations need to be kept going.

But it also depends on what's being discussed.

An intelligent conversation?

Or one that leads to nowhere.

Feelings... Love.

They have to be mutual.

If they aren't, then its never gonna work out.

Differentiate. Whether it's love, or lust.

It takes two hands to clap.

But just one to slap.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Demi Lovato - Sexy Dirty Love

Hittin' me up late always be blowin' up my phone
I'm lying awake wonderin' why I'm still alone
Lord knows I'm sinning, please forgive me for my lust
Sending pictures back and forth
Baby, I'm craving your touch

You're my new obsession
Let go of any hesitation
Baby, be my new addiction
Intoxicate me gently with your loving

You got me so high
Pull me closer into you and watch our bodies intertwine
I feel so alive
You know what I'm thinking of
Got me dreamin' 'bout that sexy dirty love
Sexy dirty love (dirty love)
Sexy dirty love (dirty love)
Sexy dirty love (dirty love)

Now you're teasing me and I can't help but do the same
Whispering to you for not you're driving me insane
It's like you're getting off on messing with my sanity
Hang up, come on over
Let's play out this fantasy

You're my new obsession
Let go of any hesitation
Baby, be my new addiction
Intoxicate me gently with your loving

You got me so high
Pull me closer into you and watch our bodies intertwine
I feel so alive
You know what I'm thinking of
Got me dreamin' 'bout that sexy dirty love
Sexy dirty love (dirty love)
Sexy dirty love (dirty love)
Sexy dirty love (dirty love)

You're my new obsession
Let go of any hesitation
Baby, be my new addiction
Intoxicate me gently with your loving

You got me so high
Pull me closer into you and watch our bodies intertwine
I feel so alive
You know what I'm thinking of
Got me dreamin' 'bout that sexy dirty love
Sexy dirty love (dirty love)
Sexy dirty love (dirty love)
Sexy dirty love (dirty love)

No Goodbyes

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Today, we say goodbye to a close cousin of mine.

Through tears and hugs, I watched helplessly as he left.

Through the glass window that separated us.

Wiping away tears and trying to stay strong.

On a journey that not many others dare to take.

6 years away from home...

That's the biggest sacrifice anyone can take.

I admire his courage.

And his presence will definitely be missed.

After all, I did grow up with him.

:)

May you find yourself in this special journey.

You are loved.

Take care & stay safe.

I hope one day, I'll find my calling too.

Just for tonight,

Lets love like there's no goodbyes.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Dua Lipa - No Goodbyes

Maybe one day I can see you
We can smile and wave
And it'll be okay
Maybe one day it'll be cool
We could just be friends
Without the complications that it brings
When we start saying things
Yeah, I hurt you, and you hurt me
Yeah, we did some things that we can never take back
And we tried hard just to fix it
But we broke it more
And so I guess some things are not meant to last
Is it too much to ask

For tonight
Let's love like there's no goodbyes
(No goodbyes)
Just for tonight
Pretend that it's all alright
(All alright)
Why don't we hold each other
Use each other, whisper pretty lies
Just for tonight
Let's love like there's no goodbyes
(No goodbyes)
No goodbyes
No goodbyes
No goodbyes, eh

In a dark room
We don't have to
See the light of truth
Between me and you
We can stay blind
In the meantime
Let our bodies say
What we can never seem to communicate
Even though it's too late

For tonight
Let's love like there's no goodbyes
(No goodbyes)
Just for tonight
Pretend that it's all alright
(All alright)
Why don't we hold each other
Use each other, whisper pretty lies
Just for tonight
Let's love like there's no goodbyes
(No goodbyes)
No goodbyes
No goodbyes
No goodbyes, eh
No goodbyes (No goodbyes)
No goodbyes (No goodbyes)
No goodbyes, eh

Maybe one day I'll see you
Just smile and wave and be okay

For tonight
Let's love like there's no goodbyes
For tonight
Pretend that it's all alright
(All alright)
Why don't we hold each other
Use each other, whisper pretty lies
Just for tonight
Let's love like there's no goodbyes
(No goodbyes)
No goodbyes
No goodbyes
No goodbyes, eh
No goodbyes
No goodbyes
No goodbyes, eh