Last Dance

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'Talk to me. Come. What's wrong?'

'I'm.. tired of losing people.' I whispered to her.

It felt like an important year for Mental Health. 

Many a times we neglect it. 

It's evident with public figures like Chester Bennington and Jonghyun suddenly taking their lives.

It's so scary. 

You never know what will trigger you.

This year felt like I've hit a new string of lows. 

Some days I felt empowered. 

While most days felt like I needed professional help.

I woke up each day with the same empty feeling in my gut.

It felt like a relapse from 2 years ago. 

Like a vicious cycle.

Last month in particular, took its toll on me. 

It started when my grandma passed on. 

Barely a week later, I lost my Uncle to cancer. 

And in between I was struggling with my feelings which eventually lead me on. 

And I wish I could say that I was strong enough to go through all that, but really, I wasn't. 

By the end of it all I was already numb and jaded. 

And maybe I still am.

Maybe I'll always be. 

But life is too short to be pondering over your miseries. 

I've learnt that there other people with bigger problems than you have. 

That's when I took a step back and started counting my blessings.

I've lost myself this year, but I'm slowly getting back on my feet. 

This is me standing my ground. 

This is me screaming, I'll be a stronger version of myself this New Year. 

I wanna work hard. Play hard. And love hard. 

You'll get through the hard times. 

It gets better. 

Eventually. 

Never Forget.  

Here's hoping for a better year ahead.

Let's have one last dance.

Before the year ends.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Dua Lipa - Last Dance

Fatal, this attraction,
Yeah, we might just end up crashin'
But I'm ready if it happens with you
Meet me out in Cali
When I'm far away from family
And I need someone to hold onto

You're the only thing I know
And I don't wanna let this go
Close to you I feel—feel like I'm at home
Can't wait 'til we're alone

We were built to last
We were built like that
Baby, take my hand
Dive in this romance
We could burn and crash
We could take a chance
Holdin' nothin' back
Like it's our last dance

Like it's our last dance
Like it's our last dance

My eyes wide open,
Fallin' in and out of focus
Pressure flowin' like a river in my head
Crying you ain't with me
And it's floodin' the whole city
While my soul's burnin' like a cigarette

You're the only thing I know
And I don't wanna let this go
Close to you I feel—feel like I'm at home
Can't wait 'til we're alone

We were built to last
We were built like that
Baby, take my hand
Dive in this romance
We could burn and crash
We could take a chance
Holdin' nothin' back
Like it's our last dance

Like it's our last dance
Like it's our last dance
Like it's our last dance
Like it's our last dance

Way too soon to feel so strong
Way too young to hurt so long
I'm hurtin'
Was it worth it?

Way too soon to feel so strong
Way too young to hurt so long
I'm hurtin'
Was it worth it?

Like it's our last dance
Like it's our last dance
Like it's our last dance

I'll fall in love
I'll fall in love
I'll fall in love
I'll fall in love
I'll fall in love
I'll fall in love
I'll fall in love