Stupid Deep

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I heaved the biggest sigh.

The night sky spreading upon us.

The calm tide of the river flowing beneath us.

As we laid out our cards.

And caught up..

Reconnected.

It's so funny.

Before him.. it was you.

And to be open like this was... unusual.

But we were going through the same thing.

You're too young to be depressed and anxious.

You don't have anything to worry about.

You're attractive.

You're talented.

You are sincere.

And can be irritating too...

But you have the whole package.

I stared blankly. 

That was really nice of him.

Maybe he was right.

Maybe I've been too hard on myself.

I did my best.

Its just the stupid deep hole in my heart.

The need to find.. closure.

And we both agreed.. maybe it's for the best.

What if who I hoped to be... was always me?

Just.. maybe.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Jon Bellion - Stupid Deep

What if who I hoped to be was always me?
And the love I fought to feel was always free?
What if all the things I've done, yeah
Were just attempts at earning love? Yeah
'Cause the hole inside my heart is stupid deep, stupid deep

What if where I've tried to go was always here?
And the path I've tried to cut was always clear?
Why has life become a plan, yeah
To put some money in my hand?
When the love I really need is stupid cheap, stupid cheap

What if who I hoped to be was always me?
And the love I fought to feel was always free?
What if all the things I've done
Were just attempts at earning love? Yeah
'Cause the hole inside my heart is stupid deep, oh, stupid deep

What if who I hoped to be was always me?
And the love I fought to feel was always free?
What if all the things I've done (What if all the things I've done)
Were just attempts at earning love?
Though the hole inside my heart is stupid deep, oh, stupid deep

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