Demons

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Just... been... in my head a lot.

I... can't seem to take it anymore.

I've been patient. 

Really patient.

And I'm tired.

It's been a month.

Of fighting with myself.

My inner demons.

Thinking... I'm not good enough.

But no.

I've been fighting so damn hard.

It feels like you're digging my heart out.

My best friend told me to ghost you.

I could.

I would.

But I won't.

Because that's not in my nature.

Even in this circle.

Even though you're different now..

I still... have feelings I can't get over yet.

And I'm still... holding on to them.

I know you've been making excuses.

Just to avoid me.

I know. I'm not a fool.

And that's okay.

Do what you have to do.

But my love is... sincere and it will always be.

I'll be here till my last breath.

I've written my last words.

But I'm not ready to share them yet.

I've.. seen enough.

I've been through enough.

I feel like I can finally let go soon.

But, we don't gotta die so soon.

So I'll just be here.

For now.

For you.

And nope it's not a threat.

I promise.

Love, Eran.

Just discovered Joji and he's really.. helping me through my depression and anxiety. Thank God.

Current Song Mood: Joji - Demons

(Yuh, got 'em
Sex, running
Fuck, got 'em
Look, spotted)

(Yuh, got 'em
Sex, running
Fuck, got 'em
Look, spotted)

They're taking my heart, now
They're taking my heart, now
And I don't know why
And I don't know why

Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright (ay, ay, ay)
The demons told me everything
They whisper in the night (ay, ay, ay)

This is not a threat, I promise (nope)
I promise
This is not a threat, I promise
It's a warning, baby, I just want you to know

That's when the summer caved in
And I've fallen in a trench, I'm behaving
I'm behaving myself
I'm behaving myself

We don’t gotta die so soon
So I just behave for you, for you, for you
We don’t gotta die so soon
So I just behave for- (shh, quiet)

This is not a threat, I promise (nope)
I promise
This is not a threat, I promise
It's a warning, baby, I just want you to know

Please, just let me go
Let me go, I've seen enough
I've seen enough
I've seen enough