Synthetic

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'Do you value yourself?'

'... Yes.'

I needed last night's talk really badly.

I needed to surround myself with people.

Just to keep things off my mind.

To keep.. the dark thoughts away.

I've smoked more yesterday than I probably should've.

But it felt so damn good.

I've been going through some hell on my own.

But I'm so glad I have people who can advise me on this.

I guess it's best..

To just move on huh.

Although... it's gonna be such a challenge.

I'm gonna do it on my own pace.

On my own terms.

And I guess not talking to you anymore...

Is a start.

A painful one.

Fuck.

Everything....

Was for nothing.

I showed you all of my scars.

I thought you were the light.

But I guess all your love was just.. synthetic.

I... have to accept that.

Now... I get it.

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Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: JoJo - Synthetic

[Verse 1]
I never been so taken before
Too good to be true
And yet I never felt so sure
Taking midnight drives
Baby, you and I
Making love and getting high, we do it all the time
Thought I had it all
Till' I came down from the chemicals

[Chorus]
I showed you all of my scars
Didn't know that I was living a lie
You held me close from the dark
'Cause you were imitating the light
And you love me so flawlessly
How could I see the signs?
There's something's wrong with your heart
Oh, I know who you are

[Post Chorus]
Now I get, now I get it
All your love was just synthetic
Now I get, now I get it
All your love was just synthetic

[Verse 2]
You were magic when you looked in my eyes
And the words that you said, painted dreams into my mind
Me and you within, what a hypocrite
I can't even sell you out, because you're counterfeit
Thought you had it all
But then I came down from the chemicals

[Chorus]
I showed you all of my scars
Didn't know that I was living a lie
You held me close from the dark
'Cause you were imitating the light
And you love me so flawlessly
How could I see the signs?
There's something's wrong with your heart
Now I know who you are

[Post Chorus]
Now I get, now I get it
All your love was just synthetic
Now I get, now I get it
All your love was just synthetic

[Bridge]
-Instrumental-

[Chorus]
I showed you all of my scars
Didn't know that I was living a lie (living a lie)
You held me close from the dark
'Cause you were imitating the light
And you love me so flawlessly
How could I see the signs?
There's something's wrong with your heart
Now I know who you are

[Post Chorus]
Now I get, now I get it
All your love was just synthetic
Now I get, now I get it
All your love was just synthetic