Be Better

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Last day of AL.

And I've been hustling damn hard today.

Just like I've been doing, every other day. 

Of the past two weeks..

Been working my ass off back to back consecutively.

And to get my mind off things.

And I must say.. 

It has been a productive break.

From meeting up with the people I care deeply about. To making music. To photoshoots. To gymming. To having my acting debut on screen.

Doing this all on my own.

I don't know how I fucking did it.

It's been crazy. And I'm so so thankful.

Its been a rough couple of months...

I just want to be better.

And InsyaAllah, I will be.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Stephen Rezza - Be Better

Been a hard couple months
Hard couple months without you
Worse than before
I can't let go of the past
I keep losing my patience
acting on rage 
getting too faded
All out of place, yea
Going insane

I been tryna escape this
Living life like I'm faithless
Not the life I was chasing before, nah
Told em I don't need saving 
When Im in the most pain, yea
Now its something I deal with alone

I just want to be better
I just want to be better, for you
Cant say its whatever
Just wanna be better
Just wanna be better
For you

I don't know how to start
Picking up all of the pieces
Broken apart
Im too caught up in my feelings
How can I change
Stepping away from these new faces 
Who is to blame 
For going insane 

I been tryna escape this
Living life like I'm faithless
Not the life I was chasing before, nah
Told em I don't need saving 
When Im in the most pain, yea
Now its something I deal with alone

I just want to be better
I just want to be better, for you
Cant say its whatever
Just wanna be better
Just wanna be better
For you

I just want to be better
Just want to be, want to be, want to be

I just want to be better
I just want to be better, for you
Cant say its whatever
Just wanna be better
Just wanna be better
For you

I just want to be better