When The Partys Over

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This year.. passed by in a blink of an eye.

What do I see when I close my eyes?

I see... the walls that I spent 3 years building tumbling down as you melted them away with your charm. 

I see... us lying down on the playground, lost in your eyes as the stars flickered above us on that magical night.

I see... my hands in yours as we huddled in the back seat of that double decker. 

I see...my mind breaking down at work, at home, as the anxiety and depression sinked in.

I see... myself waking up in the middle of the night each day. Checking to see if you were online. Writing songs just to distract myself.

I see... myself going on that trip alone that we were so looking forward to.

I see... my close friends telling me to let go and to value myself - and It took a while before I finally found strength to accept that.

Through it all I picked myself up. Time and time again. Thank you, to everyone that was there for me, giving me the advice I knew, but just needed to hear. And this serves as a.. closure before I enter the new year with all the weights off my shoulders. To have space, be light and creatively free. For.. healing.

So what’s next? More workouts, dance classes, film debuts and ORIGINAL music *squeaaals* coming your way soon in 2019. I’ve been hustling non-stop this year. And i won’t stop. I’ll forgive. But I’ll never forget. Inspired by @joshuasimonxl.

Wake me up.. when the party's over.

Love, Eran. ✨

Thank you.

Current Song Mood: Billie Eillish - When The Partys Over

Don't you know I'm no good for you?
I've learned to lose you can't afford to
Tore my shirt to stop you bleeding
But nothing ever stops you leaving

Quiet when I'm coming home and I'm on my own
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that

Don't you know too much already?
I'll only hurt you if you let me
Call me friend, but keep me closer
(Call me back)
And I'll call you when the party's over

Quiet when I'm coming home and I'm on my own
And I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
Yeah, I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that

But nothing is better, sometimes
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Let's just let it go
Let me let you go

Quiet when I'm coming home and I'm on my own
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that