Get Me

Page 1316

Thanks for meeting me today bestie.

It's been a while.

Feels like the old times again.

I'm just thankful for our friendship.

The silly moments.

The gossips and laughter.

And the wisdom we share with each other.

After hearing everything you've went through..

I guess we're not so different after all.

You totally get me.

And that's all that matters. 

We'll continue doing our personal best in life.

In making ourselves better.

And being there for our loved ones.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Justin Bieber Ft Kehlani - Get Me

[Justin Bieber:]
Oh, you don't compare, don't fit in with 'em, do you get me?
Judgin' by the way you open up, you get me
Ooh, out of this world, hands on, baby, now you send me
Lookin' at the way we're blendin' in, you get me

Ha-ha-ha, you get me
Ha-ha-ha, you get me

See, you lookin' beyond the surface
Can tell by the questions you're asking
You got me low-key nervous
It feels like we're on the same wave, yeah
Never intended to relate, I mean, what are the chances?
Never thought I'd connect with you, not in these circumstances

Oh, you don't compare, don't fit in with 'em, do you get me?
Judgin' by the way you open up, you get me
Ooh, out of this world, hands on, baby, now you send me
Lookin' at the way we're blendin' in, you get me

Ha-ha-ha, you gettin' me
Ha-ha-ha, you gettin' me

[Kehlani:]
Ooh, there's so much chemistry
Like a chemist how you finishin' my sentences
In the center, no, we can't deny the synergy
How 'bout reapin' all the benefits? Yeah
Never intended to relate, I mean, what are the chances?
Never thought I'd connect with you, not in these circumstances, no

[Kehlani & Justin Bieber:]
Oh, you don't compare, don't fit in with 'em, do you get me?
Judgin' by the way you open up, you get me (Yeah, you really get me, ooh, ooh)
Ooh, out of this world, hands on, baby, now you send me (Ooh, that's why you send me)
Lookin' at the way we're blendin' in, you get me (Ooh, you really get me)

Ha-ha-ha, you gettin' me (Oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-ooh)
Ha-ha-ha, you gettin' me (Ye-e-e-e-e-e-ah)

Oh, you get me, yeah
You get me, yeah
You get me, yeah
You get me, yeah

Simmer

Page 1315

Work has been too toxic lately.

Cant I just have a quiet, peaceful shift?

I am just glad I am leaving this hell-hole soon.

Good luck with that.

Enough rage today that could've blown out of proportion.

But I guess I handled it pretty well.

Gotta simmer down.

And block out all these negativities.

Bishhh don't kill my vibe.

I can already foresee this company falling apart.

Not that I care anyway.

Bye.

Ps. The new Hayley Williams song is amazing. Proud of her for releasing a solo album. Go check it.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Hayley Williams - Simmer

Rage is a quiet thing
You think that you've tamed it
But it's just lying in wait
Oh, rage
Is it in our veins?
Feel it in my face when I least expect it

Give in

Control
There's so many ways to give in
Eyes closed
Another way to make it to 10
Oh, how to draw the line between wrath and mercy?
Gotta simmer simmer simmer simmer simmer down

Control
There's so many ways to give in
Eyes closed
Another way to make it to 10
Oh, how to draw the line between wrath and mercy?
Gotta simmer simmer simmer simmer simmer down

If I had seen my reflection
As something more precious
He would've never
Mmm, and if my child needed protection
From a fucker like that man
I'd sooner gut him
Cause nothing cuts like a mother

Give in

Control
There's so many ways to give in
Eyes closed
Another way to make it to 10
Oh, how to draw the line between wrath and mercy?
Simmer simmer simmer simmer simmer down

Control
There's so many ways to give in
Eyes closed
Another way to make it to 10
Oh, how to draw the line between wrath and mercy?
(Simmer, simmer, simmer, simmer, simmer, simmer)
Gotta simmer simmer simmer simmer simmer down

Wrap yourself in petals
Wrap yourself in petals
Wrap yourself in petals for armor
Petals for armor

Give in

Control
There's so many ways to give in
Eyes closed
Another way to make it to 10
Oh, how to draw the line between wrath and mercy?
Simmer simmer simmer simmer simmer down

Control
There's so many ways to give in
Eyes closed
Another way to make it to 10
Oh, how to draw the line between wrath and mercy?
Gotta simmer, simmer, simmer...

Only One

Page 1314

You're the only one.

The only who can see through me.

Who can comfort me.

And give me the love I need.

Thank you for today.

It's been a while since we both went out together.

And it was truly worth it. 

I had a lot of fun.

Having good food.

Walking around Esplanade.

Amongst worried people with masks.

Watching live shows.

Of passionate people performing.

And vibing along to them.

If only I have enough courage to be on that stage.

Maybe, one day..

Until then, I'll work on it.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Fluir Ft Jesse Marantz - Only One

Say you'll stay Say you'll stay Cause you are the only one Say you'll stay You are the only one Say you'll stay Say you'll stay So don't let go Take me over Say it's true The beat of your heart Is drifting apart I knew from the start That I needed you Oh whoa ohh I feel it in my bones Oh whoa ohh Cause you are the only one Say you'll stay You are the only one Say you'll stay Say you'll stay Don't, no, don't go, just wait Say you'll stay Don't, no, don't go, just stay Say you'll stay Say you'll stay Just stay Hold me closer I turn to you That look in your eyes You're reading my mind A heart beats the line I'm callin' for you Oh whoa ohhh I feel it in my bones Oh whoa ohh Cause you are the only one Say you'll stay You are the only one Say you'll stay Say you'll stay Don't, no, don't go, just wait Say you'll stay Don't, no, don't go, just stay Say you'll stay Say you'll stay Say you'll stay Say you'll stay Say you'll stay Say you'll stay Cause you are the only one Say you'll stay You are the only one Say you'll stay Say you'll stay Don't, no, don't go, just wait Say you'll stay Don't, no, don't go, just stay Say you'll stay Say you'll stay

In Too Deep

Page 1313

Well it's done.

I'm in too deep to back out now.

Made an important decision today.

As I mustered up enough courage to call.

And secure a new future.

A new environment.

I almost can't believe I'm doing this.

It's scary.

Yet exciting.

But I'm doing this.

I'll just have to face my fears.

Tomorrow..

I'll be signing it.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Eminem - In Too Deep

"This could never work," is what we said at first
But whatever this is, it's working
But we're in two different worlds and (Yeah)
I'm not your husband (Nah), you ain't my girlfriend
All I know is that (What?)
When I'm with you, I'm a different person, yeah
And I ain't never met a chick as perfect
Girl, you're a ten, so here I am (Yeah)
Laying here with her again
Thinking 'bout you
She's asleep, you're texting me around two
Crying face emoji, you say this is me without you
Worth sneaking out to me, the cheap hotel rooms or
Sex in the car, then I'll text you tomorrow
Do I question it? Nah, no objection at all
'Cause both of us are still involved, so
As I'm peelin' off, all I'm thinking 'bout is

I'm not happy here (Nah), with her
Rather have you (Yeah), rather have me too
'Cause you're not happy there (You're not happy there), with him
Rather have me (I know, but), we just in too deep

You're laying there with him, thinking 'bout me
He's asleep, you say, "Let's meet around three"
You went to leave the house, he caught you sneaking out, now he's freaking out
You thought he was sleepin' soundly, woah
You say you're going for a drive, you don't question him
When he stumbles in, like, "Where the fuck you've been?"
Then you pump his ear with what he wants to hear
Tell him you love him, yeah, wipe each other's tears
But it's been a couple years since we been doin' dirt
You or my girl, don't wanna see either of you get hurt
But now the lines are getting super blurred
Can't tell if I'm cheating on her with you or cheating on you with her
But really, nobody's at fault, can't help who you love
Hope they don't ever hear us talk
'Cause we both are getting sloppy
Probably subconsciously part of me's hoping we get caught 'cause

I'm not happy here (Nah), with her
Rather have you (Yeah), rather have me too
'Cause you're not happy there (You're not happy there), with him
Rather have me (I know, but), we just in too deep

We're laying here with them, thinking 'bout us
'Cause now when we get home, we get jealous
Of each other being someone else's
Call us Long John Silver's 'cause we selfish
But I just wanna see ya
Don't care if it's at the Ritz or Motel 6
If I'm there with ya, rich or poor
When I'm laying here with ya, it could be the kitchen floor
I could stay in bed with ya starin' at ya 'til the morn'
I just wanna be your secret lover, yeah
I'd rather share ya than to not have you at all
So once a year or twice a month I'm here if you want it
Yeah, I'm open season
And I'm always game, so keep it a hundred, dear, haha
'Cause we could never be each other's everythings, you got a wedding ring
So it's him instead of me, but I'll be your second string, now and forever because

I'm not happy here (Nah), with her
Rather have you (Yeah), rather have me too
'Cause you're not happy there (You're not happy there), with him
Rather have me (I know, but), we just in too deep (I'm in way too deep)

Homecoming // Strength From Inside

Page 1312

A different kind of homecoming today.

I wish I can do more.

To alleviate your anxiety.

I hope I made a difference being there with you.

It hurts me to see you so stressed out.

:/

I believe things will work out.

You will get past it.

Everyone has their struggles.

It's how you face them that matters.

Stay strong.

Find the strength from inside.

Cause you never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood #1: Above & Beyond - Homecoming

Current Song Mood #2: Above & Beyond - Strength From Inside

All Your Days

Page 1311

Finally, the weekends!!!

Phew.

It's been a reallyyyy long week.

Back to back shifts, and interviews. 

Today I finally got rested.

Recovered.

In my lover's arms.

:)

We could do this forever.

Spend all my days with you.

What would I do without you?

I am just grateful to have you.

For loving me for who I am.

For being there for me.

Always.

 Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Shallou, Emmit Fenn - All Your Days 

We could be together like a clock
Take our time and make it ours
We could be something they're not
We could climb a hill and look at stars
They say stars are way too far
But I know right where you are

All my friends they keep asking
How do you spend
All of your days by her side
And I just I
Will love her till I die
And all your friends
They keep asking
Do you want to spend
All your years by his side
And you just say I just say I
Will never say goodbye

We could fill the space that's in between
Hide away under the sheets
Take a day just you
And we could stay up late and watch TV not even look at the screen
Just talk until we fall asleep

All my friends they keep asking
How do you spend
All of your days by her side
And I just I
Will love her till I die
And all your friends
They keep asking
Do you want to spend
All your years by his side
And you just say I
Will never say goodbye

The Few Things

Page 1310

You can always sense when something's wrong with me.

One of the few things why I love you.

I will be okay.

It's just the anxiety of everything - work, family, friends, that has me worked up a bit.

But it will pass.

I am just grateful for you.

Someone that hears me out.

Someone that is patient with me.

And I'm glad you feel better.

I realized how much my life would be different without you.

Thank you for loving me.

For who I am.

There is no one like you.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: JP Saxe, Charlotte Lawrence - The Few Things

I don't say whats on my mind quite as much as you'd like me to
I've been hearing that my whole life, I promise, it's not just you
But I so confidently want you that
When you say you're insecure about my feelings I don't take it serious
But if you need me to tell you more

You're one of the few things that I'm sure of
You're one of the few things that I know already
I could build my world of
One of the few things that I'm sure of
And I want you to unravel me
Come closer, come closer
Come closer, come closer

I don't say what's on my mind quite as much as you'd like me to
And often when I'm quiet you worry I'm hiding from you
And I know I keep a lot to myself
But still you're more part of me than anybody else
So if you need me to tell you more

You're one of the few things that I'm sure of
You're one of the few things that I know already
I could build my world of
One of the few things that I'm sure of
And I want you to unravel me
Come closer, come closer
And I want you to unravel me
Come closer, come closer
And I want you to unravel me
Come closer, come closer

I don't say whats on my mind quite as much as you'd like me to
I've hearing that my whole life, I promise, it's not just you
You're one of the few things that I'm sure of
You're one of the few things that I know already
I could build my world of
One of the few things I'm sure of
And I want you to unravel me
And I want you to unravel me
(Come closer, come closer)
You're one of the few things that I'm sure of
You're one of the few things that I know already
I could build my world of
One of the few things I'm sure of
And I want you to unravel me
Come closer, come closer
Come closer, come closer

Isohel

Page 1309 

Seems like the world is hurting a lot lately.

From the destructive bushfires in Australia.

To the rising floods in Indonesia.

And the ground-breaking earthquakes in the Philippines.

It is really sad to watch.

We really take things for granted here, don't we?

Just a concrete jungle, with empty souls.

My heart is with those affected tonight.

May you have a roof over your head,

And enough food in your stomach.

And sleep with peace in your heart.

Enough to get through the night.

Enough to stay alive.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: EDEN - isohel

[Intro]
Jusqu'ici tout va bien
Jusqu'ici tout va bien

[Verse 1]
Ten tonne, ballast on my chest
As I woke up, a heavy inhale
For the nights you stole, oh
Fucked up, the balance in my head
But it's all good
I'll see you again another (Dream)
Oh

[Chorus 1]
But I miss the way the sun streamed through my window
And I miss the way you almost held the tide
But still it's nice, dreaming that you're somewhere
Feeling the same heat that I did
Another time (I know, I know)
If invisible lines lead your way back to me
Walk the line

[Verse 2]
I said I'd walk you home but we still went our own way
The tears lost in rain on your cheekbones in silence
And I pulled my head out the darkness in your house
Can't stay 'til the morning, refracted my way out
From nightmares in my car, as I lay beside you
And fucked up my timeline and twisted your end with
So much still to go, as the sun sets behind you
I can't let it go, you can't hold me
I can't always, oh
[Bridge]
Talk it out
Cut me off
Chalk it down
To my head
Ba-balancing my head
Slow it down
Rise and fall
Chalk it down
To my head down

[Chorus 2]
And I miss the way (Talk it out)
The sun streamed through my window (Cut me off)
And I miss the way (Chalk it down)
You almost held the tide (To my head)
But still it's nice (Balancing my head)
Dreaming that you're somewhere (Slow it down)
Feeling the same heat that I did (Rise and fall)
No fear no fall (Chalk it down) (I know, I know)
If invisible lines lead your way back to me (To my head)
Still I got nothing, woah

[Outro]
Comme les nuits quand je ne savais pas encore
Comme les nuits qui m'ont appris à aimer les adieux
Comme les nuits quand on croyais que tout irais bien
Mais cela n'a pas d'importance car les nuits
Bruyantes/brillantes
Bruyantes/brillantes
Bruyantes/brillantes
Sont toutes pareilles à la fin

Cut You Off

Page 1308

It's like as if my Poly life never existed.

All these.. memories.

But for what?

It's emotionally messing with my health.

The fact that my 'friends' aren't my friends anymore.

That they've forgotten about me.

That I was a part of them.

Like I'm no one significant.

When we've been through a lot together.

I guess that's what it means to be a true adult.

Losing friends.

I am happy for you guys.

Truly.

You deserve that kind of happiness. And love. And success.

Heck, if it wasn't for me, you guys wouldn't even be reunited.

And that's okay.

I don't think I want to be a part of that, anymore.

I'll just cut you off.

& You won't have to hear from me anymore.

It'll be.. better this way.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Selena Gomez - Cut You Off

Pull up to the mirror, staring at my face
Gotta chop-chop all the extra weight
I've been carrying it for fourteen-hundred and sixty days
Gotta, gotta, gotta clean my slate

And I might as well just tell you while I'm drunk, yeah
The truth is that I think I've had enough
Professionally messing with my trust
How could I confuse that shit for love?

So I gotta get
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just cut you off
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just cut you off
When I'm without
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
I don't overthink it, I just carry on, get
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just cut you off

I imagine all the endless places I could know
With a drop-drop and I let you go
All the possibilities I've got from head to toe
Yeah they'd, yeah they'd, yeah they'd start to show

And I might as well just tell you while I'm drunk, yeah
The truth is that I think I've had enough
Emotionally messing with my health
How could I confuse that shit for love?

So I gotta get
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just cut you off
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just cut you off
When I'm without
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
I don't overthink it, I just carry on, get
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just, I just

You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
(I just)
(When I'm without)
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now

So I gotta get
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just (I just) cut you off (Yeah, I cut you off)
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just cut you off
When I'm without
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
I don't overthink it, I just carry on, get
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just, I just, yeah

Familiar

Page 1307

Doing all the best I can to be positive about the future.

Yes, it can be so scary.

This familiar uneasiness.

Or anxiousness.

Of the unknown..

But I know for sure, it will definitely fall in place.

Who knows how long it'll take?

At least, we have goals.

5 years.

And we'll work towards that.

And I'm just glad that I have you by my side.

Whatever comes, I'll face it.

We both will.

Together.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Agnes Obel - Familiar

Can you walk on the water with I, you and I?
"Because your blood's running cold" said the familiar, true to life
Can you walk on the water with I, you and I?
Or keep your eyes on the road and live there familiar, without you and I
It glows with gates of gold, true to life

And our love is a ghost that the others can't see
It's a danger
Every shade of us you fade down to keep
Them in the dark on who we are
(Oh what you do to me)
Gonna be the death of me
It's a danger
Cause our love is a ghost that the others can't see

We took a walk to the summit at night, you and I
To burn a hole in the old grip of the familiar, you and I
And the dark was opening wide, do or die
Under a mask of vermillion (a million) ruling eyes

And our love is a ghost that the others can't see
It's a danger
Every shade of us you fade down to keep
Them in the dark on who we are
(Oh what you do to me)
Gonna be the death of me
It's danger
Cause our love is a ghost that the others can't see

Adore You

Page 1306

Very productive day today.

Can never get enough of breakfast dates :D

Scramble eggs and hotcakessss. Yassss.

I could do this everyday.

Ran some errands today. Managed to complete all of them.

Phew.

Went home to cuddle & caught a pretty cliche movie.

'Countdown' had its moment but it got pretty stupid at the end. Hahaha.

Then started work on my upcoming releases.

I submitted a song for playlist consideration, and I'm really hoping it gets through!

Fingers crossed.

The rest of the day was spent in bed. 

My favourite part of the day.

We are literally the world's laziest couple. Hahaha.

Talking about life or laughing our asses off.

Time passes so fast when we're having fun.

I am grateful for you.

Words can't express how much I adore you.

And trust me, I really do.

:)

I am myself when I am with you.

You bring out the best in me.

Love, Manja-kin

Current Song Mood: Harry Styles - Adore You

Walk in your rainbow paradise
Strawberry lipstick state of mind
I get so lost inside your eyes
Would you believe it?

You don't have to say you love me
You don't have to say nothing
You don't have to say you're mine

Honey
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Oh honey
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do

Your wonder, under summer skies
Brown skin and lemon over ice
Would you believe it?

You don't have to say you love me
I just wanna tell you something
Lately you've been on my mind

Honey
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Oh honey
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do

(It's the only thing I'll ever do)
(It's the only thing I'll ever do)
(It's the only thing I'll ever do)
(It's the only thing I'll ever do)
(It's the only thing I'll ever do)
(It's the only thing I'll ever do)
(It's the only thing I'll ever do)
(It's the only thing I'll ever do)

I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Oh honey
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do

I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
Oh honey
Oh honey

I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you

Oh honey
Just let me adore you
Like it's the only thing I'll ever do