Monday, January 6, 2020

Love Me Wrong

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Truly a Blue Monday.

I am not myself today.

What am I so afraid of?

Maybe it's really just PTSD.

Maybe I'm just going crazy.

It just keeps repeating in my head.

Over and over.

Bringing me down.

Affecting me at work.

I guess I have my own triggers.

Demons from the past..

That I've been running away from, resurfacing.

I thought I was okay.

But I didn't know I'd be so affected like this.

Talking it out really helped.

It is going to be okay.

I'll get through this.

I will. I will. We will.

You're not like the rest who loved me wrong.

No, you are different.

You're the only one that's ever truly cared for me. Loved me.

My life would've been so different without you around.

The past year has been beautiful.

With us being there for each other, through everything.

And I am so thankful for you.

A year of movies, cuddles & farts.

:)

Our love is sacred.

And I hope it will always be that way,

Happy Anniversary, love.

You are everything to me.

& I love you with all my heart.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Allie X Ft Troye Sivan - Love Me Wrong

Oh, you love me
You put me to bed
Yeah, you love me
Dress me to the nines
Yeah, you love me
You tell me I'm special, so special
I know you love me
'Cause you want the best

But you love me wrong
Yeah you love me wrong

Oh, you love me
You lose sleep over me
I know you love me
'Cause I'm there in your wallet
And your locket
I heard you talk about me in the kitchen
And you didn't know I was listening
But I was there
Sitting on the stairs
Talk about me in the kitchen
And you didn't know I was listening
But I was there
And that isn't fair

Wrong
Yeah you love me wrong
Yeah you love me wrong
Yeah you love me wrong
Yeah you love me wrong
Yeah you love me wrong
You love me wrong

I'll never be
How you remember me
So I'd rather be
In your memory
No, I'll never be
How you remember me
So I'd rather be
In your memory

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