Monday, January 13, 2020

Cut You Off

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It's like as if my Poly life never existed.

All these.. memories.

But for what?

It's emotionally messing with my health.

The fact that my 'friends' aren't my friends anymore.

That they've forgotten about me.

That I was a part of them.

Like I'm no one significant.

When we've been through a lot together.

I guess that's what it means to be a true adult.

Losing friends.

I am happy for you guys.

Truly.

You deserve that kind of happiness. And love. And success.

Heck, if it wasn't for me, you guys wouldn't even be reunited.

And that's okay.

I don't think I want to be a part of that, anymore.

I'll just cut you off.

& You won't have to hear from me anymore.

It'll be.. better this way.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Selena Gomez - Cut You Off

Pull up to the mirror, staring at my face
Gotta chop-chop all the extra weight
I've been carrying it for fourteen-hundred and sixty days
Gotta, gotta, gotta clean my slate

And I might as well just tell you while I'm drunk, yeah
The truth is that I think I've had enough
Professionally messing with my trust
How could I confuse that shit for love?

So I gotta get
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just cut you off
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just cut you off
When I'm without
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
I don't overthink it, I just carry on, get
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just cut you off

I imagine all the endless places I could know
With a drop-drop and I let you go
All the possibilities I've got from head to toe
Yeah they'd, yeah they'd, yeah they'd start to show

And I might as well just tell you while I'm drunk, yeah
The truth is that I think I've had enough
Emotionally messing with my health
How could I confuse that shit for love?

So I gotta get
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just cut you off
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just cut you off
When I'm without
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
I don't overthink it, I just carry on, get
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just, I just

You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
(I just)
(When I'm without)
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now

So I gotta get
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just (I just) cut you off (Yeah, I cut you off)
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just cut you off
When I'm without
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
I don't overthink it, I just carry on, get
You-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh out my head now
I just, I just, yeah


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