Monday, March 2, 2020

Changes

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So many questions of 'when is your last day?'

Or 'when are you leaving?' lately.

Today an old patient of mine gestured me over.

I got up, leaned over, and we chatted.

He asked me 'Is it true?'

I said  'Yup' spontaneously.

'Where are you going? Is the pay better?'

'Private. Yeah.. a bit.'

'Ok... good then. Are you going to get married?'

Me: 'Uhh. Not anytime soon. You find girl for me lah!'

*we both crack laughing*

Him: 'You take care. okay?'

And he looked at me with emotional eyes.

'Yeah. Thanks. You too.' :)

I felt emotional, can't deny it.

Most of them were taken aback by it.

Others, in denial.

'Eh jangan la'

'All the good ones are leaving...'

'Oh no, not you too!'

'This place will have nobody..'

It touches me, hearing all this.

Especially when people want you to stay.

My heart aches but, I've made my choice.

Nobody loves changes.

It's... inevitable.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Justin Bieber -  Changes

Some days I move like water
Some days I burn like fire
Some days I wanna push further
Some days I wanna do nothin'

And I just wanna be the best of me
Even though sometimes we might disagree
So that I can be the best for you
That's all I wanna do

I'm goin' through changes
I'm goin' through changes
Though I'm goin' through changes
Don't mean that I'll change

Sometimes I'll go to sleep early
Sometimes I can't close my eyes
Sometimes I smile like it's all good
Even though there's pain underneath it

I just wanna be the best of me
Even though sometimes I forget to breathe
So that I can be the best for you
That's all I wanna do

I be goin' through changes
I'm goin' through changes
Though I'm goin' through changes
Don't mean that I'll change
Yeah, I'm goin' through changes
I'm goin' through changes (Ooh, yes I am)
Though I'm goin' through changes (That's right)
Don't mean that I'll change, woah

La-da-da-da-dum, la-da-da-da-dum
La-da-da-da-dum, la-da-da-da-dum, no
La-da-da-da-dum, la-da-da-da-dum
I'm going through changes
No, I ain't changed, yeah
Uh, people change, circumstances change
But God always remains the same



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