Your Power

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Hey.

Been a while.

I've been on a loooong break.

Like.. 2 weeks plus away from work?

Hahaha.

My teeth are doing just fine.

I've been enjoying all this time to myself.

And it feels so nice.

A nice change of pace.

Is this what those in quarantine felt?

I've never had the chance to experienced it.

Never took leave since I started working in this company.

To have my own time to do what I want to.

Going back to the gym routine.

Wardrobe declutter.

Made some songs. 

And gamed (A LOT). 😳

But all good things come to an end.

Next week is approaching and I'm already dreading the thought. 🤣

I suppose this is why a lot of people want to own their own business.

To take control of their own schedule & time.

Who knows - maybe I could one day too. 

It's already the end of April.

Shit.

Slow down 2021.

Currently obsessed with Billie's new song.

Her power.

I am living for all these vulnerability and peaceful vibes all these artists are pouring in their art.

Cant wait for the album - July 30th.

Which is exactly on FINNEAS's birthday.

STOKED.

See you, next month.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Billie Eilish - Your Power

Try not to abuse your power
I know we didn't choose to change
You might not wanna lose your power
But having it's so strange

She said you were a hero, you played the part
But you ruined her in a year, don't act like it was hard
And you swear you didn't know (Didn't know)
No wonder why you didn't ask
She was sleeping in your clothes (In your clothes)
But now she's got to get to class
How dare you?

And how could you?
Will you only feel bad when they find out?
If you could take it all back, would you?

Try not to abuse your power
I know we didn't choose to change
You might not wanna lose your power
But having it's so strange

I thought that I was special, you made me feel
Like it was my fault you were the devil, lost your appeal
Does it keep you in control? (In control)
For you to keep her in a cage?
And you swear you didn't know (Didn't know)
You said you thought she was your age
How dare you?

And how could you?
Will you only feel bad if it turns out, that they kill your contract?
Would you?

Try not to abuse your power
I know we didn't choose to change
You might not wanna lose your power
But power isn't pain

Hmm
Ooh, ooh, ha
La-la-la-la-la