Body

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I woke up late today.

I guess I needed the sleep.

I've been pushing myself the past few 4 days.

And I can feel my body telling me to stop.

Telling me to rest.

Fatigue and aches.

But I can't.

I can't stop.

Because people notice.

Because I don't like what I see in the mirror.

I don't.. love my body.

I hate it.

That my metabolism sucks.

That I can't eat properly without feeling guilty.

That it affects the areas that are most sensitive to me.

My face and my stomach.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I am trying really hard.

To fight it.

Each day.

And I hope it will be enough..

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Julia Michaels - Body

Sorry I'm a bitch to you
I know that I'm the reason that you're so insecure
Think that I'd know better
As I get a little older

I'm sorry I'm a bitch to you
I know that I'm the reason you don't smile anymore
Think I'd learn my lesson
'Cause now I'm feelin' empty

And you say, "Why do you talk to yourself like that?"
I say, "I don't know why."
Oh
You say all of these things are just in my mind
Kiss me 'til I'm alright

I just wanna love my body
Like you love my body
I wanna look in the mirror
And tell it that it's beautiful like you do
I wanna love my body
Like you love my body
Wanna make it feel like it's incredible like you do

And I don't see what you see
But I want to, I wanna love...
Love my body like I love your body

I'm sorry I don't let you go out with your friends
Last time I think I said it was a little too short
And you said I harp on you too much
So you put a sweatshirt on 'cause you gave up
Watched TV still in your make-up
And you stayed in it 'til you waked up
You wiped it off when we made up

And you say, "Why do you talk to yourself like that?"
I say, "I don't know why."
Oh
You say all of these things are just in my mind
Kiss me 'til I'm alright

I just wanna love my body
Like you love my body
Wanna look in the mirror
And tell it that it's beautiful like you do
I wanna love my body
Like you love my body
Wanna make it feel like it's incredible like you do

And I don't see what you see
But I want to, I wanna love...
Love my body like I love your body

I just wanna love my body
Like you love my body
I wanna look in the mirror
And tell it that it's beautiful like you do
I wanna love my body
Like you love my body
Wanna make it feel like it's incredible like you do

Body

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Self love is always the hardest.

For anyone.

But you, you taught me to be comfortable with my own body.

Thank you for loving me for who I am.

When no one else would.

You truly are amazing.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Julia Michaels - Body

Sorry I'm a bitch to you
I know that I'm the reason that you're so insecure
Think that I'd know better
As I get a little older

I'm sorry I'm a bitch to you
I know that I'm the reason you don't smile anymore
Think I'd learn my lesson
'Cause now I'm feelin' empty

And you say, "Why do you talk to yourself like that?"
I say, "I don't know why."
Oh
You say all of these things are just in my mind
Kiss me 'til I'm alright

I just wanna love my body
Like you love my body
I wanna look in the mirror
And tell it that it's beautiful like you do
I wanna love my body
Like you love my body
Wanna make it feel like it's incredible like you do

And I don't see what you see
But I want to, I wanna love...
Love my body like I love your body

I'm sorry I don't let you go out with your friends
Last time I think I said it was a little too short
And you said I harp on you too much
So you put a sweatshirt on 'cause you gave up
Watched TV still in your make-up
And you stayed in it 'til you waked up
You wiped it off when we made up

And you say, "Why do you talk to yourself like that?"
I say, "I don't know why."
Oh
You say all of these things are just in my mind
Kiss me 'til I'm alright

I just wanna love my body
Like you love my body
Wanna look in the mirror
And tell it that it's beautiful like you do
I wanna love my body
Like you love my body
Wanna make it feel like it's incredible like you do

And I don't see what you see
But I want to, I wanna love...
Love my body like I love your body

I just wanna love my body
Like you love my body
I wanna look in the mirror
And tell it that it's beautiful like you do
I wanna love my body
Like you love my body
Wanna make it feel like it's incredible like you do

Body

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Ahehehehe. Annoying one another seems like our favourite pastime.

I like how comfortable we've gotten with each other.

Body & Soul.

I guess it's been that way all along??

Today was great as usual.

Hahaha. What would you do without me?

*smirk*

:)

But I do wish you'd pay attention to other things.

The signs that I show.

Other than that you're doing great.

<3

Counting down the days.

Love, Eran.

We can be lovers as long as.. 

you love my body right.

Current Song Mood: NIIA - Body

You back off to start again
You come on strong to win
I let you in my skin
Slow down, time is your friend
It's my love for you
Oh, it's my love for you
It's my love for you
Oh, it's my love for you

We could be strangers
We could be strangers in the night
Or we could be lovers
As long as you love my body right
We could be strangers
We could be strangers in the night
Or we could be lovers
As long as you love my body right
We could be, we could be
As long as you love my body right
We could be, we could be
As long as you love my body right

You play rough, you push, I bend
Close to the bone, slight sin
I should warn you once it begins
No control, no hands

It's my love for you
Oh, it's my love for you
It's my love for you
Oh, it's my love for you
We could be strangers
We could be strangers in the night
Or we could be lovers
As long as you love my body right
We could be strangers
We could be strangers in the night
Or we could be lovers
As long as you love my body right
We could be, we could be
As long as you love my body right
We could be, we could be
As long as you love my body right

You pull me back again, you pull me back
You pull me back again
You pull me back again
Ooh, I don't want this to end

We could be strangers

We could be strangers in the night

Or we could be lovers
As long as you love my body right
We could be strangers
We could be strangers in the night
Or we could be lovers
As long as you love my body right
We could be, we could be
As long as you love my body right
We could be, we could be
As long as you love my body right