Body

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I woke up late today.

I guess I needed the sleep.

I've been pushing myself the past few 4 days.

And I can feel my body telling me to stop.

Telling me to rest.

Fatigue and aches.

But I can't.

I can't stop.

Because people notice.

Because I don't like what I see in the mirror.

I don't.. love my body.

I hate it.

That my metabolism sucks.

That I can't eat properly without feeling guilty.

That it affects the areas that are most sensitive to me.

My face and my stomach.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I am trying really hard.

To fight it.

Each day.

And I hope it will be enough..

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Julia Michaels - Body

Sorry I'm a bitch to you
I know that I'm the reason that you're so insecure
Think that I'd know better
As I get a little older

I'm sorry I'm a bitch to you
I know that I'm the reason you don't smile anymore
Think I'd learn my lesson
'Cause now I'm feelin' empty

And you say, "Why do you talk to yourself like that?"
I say, "I don't know why."
Oh
You say all of these things are just in my mind
Kiss me 'til I'm alright

I just wanna love my body
Like you love my body
I wanna look in the mirror
And tell it that it's beautiful like you do
I wanna love my body
Like you love my body
Wanna make it feel like it's incredible like you do

And I don't see what you see
But I want to, I wanna love...
Love my body like I love your body

I'm sorry I don't let you go out with your friends
Last time I think I said it was a little too short
And you said I harp on you too much
So you put a sweatshirt on 'cause you gave up
Watched TV still in your make-up
And you stayed in it 'til you waked up
You wiped it off when we made up

And you say, "Why do you talk to yourself like that?"
I say, "I don't know why."
Oh
You say all of these things are just in my mind
Kiss me 'til I'm alright

I just wanna love my body
Like you love my body
Wanna look in the mirror
And tell it that it's beautiful like you do
I wanna love my body
Like you love my body
Wanna make it feel like it's incredible like you do

And I don't see what you see
But I want to, I wanna love...
Love my body like I love your body

I just wanna love my body
Like you love my body
I wanna look in the mirror
And tell it that it's beautiful like you do
I wanna love my body
Like you love my body
Wanna make it feel like it's incredible like you do