Still

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I felt so dead today.

Working with a aching heart. 

Faking a smile for the sake of it.

How do people get by like this?

All the signs seem to be showing up.

I'm scared.

And I don't wish to look into this anymore. 

I don't wish to care.

But deep down, I do.

And now, I just want to sleep it away.

Love, Eran.

I've been longing for your warmth.

I fucking miss you.

Current Song Mood: Daughter - Still

I'll wrap up my bones
And leave them
Out of this home
Out on the road

Two feet standing on a principle
Two hands longing for each others warmth
Cold smoke seeping out of colder throats
Darkness falling, leaves nowhere to go

It's spiraling down 
Biting words like a wolf howling
Hate is spitting out each others mouths
But we're still sleeping like we're lovers

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

Two feet standing on a principle
Two hands digging in each others wounds
Cold smoke seeping out of colder throats
Darkness falling, leaves nowhere to move

It's spiraling down 
Biting words like a wolf howling
Hate is spitting out each others mouths
But we're still sleeping like we're lovers

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

Still with feet touching
Still with eyes meeting
Still our hands match
Still with hearts beating

I'll wrap up my bones
And leave them
Out of this home
Out on the road

Two feet standing on a principle
Two hands longing for each others warmth
Cold smoke seeping out of colder throats
Darkness falling, leaves nowhere to go

Still

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HELLO HELLOOOOO. Its been a heck of a week full of exams but now I'm finally done! *-* WOOOHOOO HOLIDAYS HAHAHAHA. Seriously was so happy during the last 10 mins of my paper today that I was smiling widely to myself. I hope no one saw it. ._.

Anyways, had a lot of fun going out with my classmates after each paper the past week (LOL). Feeling-feeling like as if the exams has ended.. we really went all out. To Geylang, Mustafa Centre, Peninsula, Jtown Cafe. I swear after each trip I can barely feel my legs because we spent half of the time walking around. Haha, but it was cool to see the city in an intimate way =) Im kinda getting more familiarised with my surroundings now hehe. Always love spending time with my crazy classmates. <3

Oh and uhh.. I JUST BOUGHT A NEW GUITAR. Hehehe. Will post a pic of it sometime. Right now I'm gonna name it Baby Blue. Because.. its blue? x) Hahaha. This holiday is gonna be funnn! =)

Love, Eran.

I don't know why.. whenever I come across your profile.. I still get butterflies. You're still on my mind.

Current Song Mood: Katy B - Still

You chose the simple life

My love was way too much for you to bear

And left our world to end right there

But I still hear you whispering my name

Surely there's a part unchanged

How could you be so far away

When I still see your face like it was only yesterday

And although you're out of sight

Would you still be the same if I was next to you tonight?

Still

Still on my mind now, still

You still know how to make me feel

How come these wounds won't heal

You're still on my mind now, still

Now how could I compete

With something bigger than the both of us

Why were we not good enough

We gave it all and watched it burn away

But the ashes still remain

I wonder what it is you say

When you close your eyes, what do you ask for when you pray

What do you need to sooth your soul

Why can't I find something else to make sense of it all

Still

Still on my mind now, still

You still know how to make me feel

How come these wounds won't heal

You're still on my mind now,

I can't let go, don't wanna let go

I can't let go, don't wanna let go

Still

Still on my mind now, still

You still know how to make me feel

How come these wounds won't heal?

You still have the power

Still, when we walked away

I thought we'd fade to gray

Thinking if you feel the same

If I don't want to heal

Why won't this heart beat still?

You're still on my mind now, still

You're still on my mind now, still