Thinking Out Loud

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Rest day today. Been too lazy to do anything.

I've been distancing myself from people more than usual today.. I guess its a characteristic that an introvert like me just can't help doing. I need time and space for myself. To recharge. Giving my time to people has been exhausting. Feels like my energy is being drained away. Haha maybe that's why its hard for me to be in a relationship. I guess I'm meant to be alone? It seems better off that way.

Ah well some music updates:

Selena Gomez has 2 new leaked songs - Do It is such a cute sex song. Lmao. And Dilemma 2.0 is a reworked version of her older song. Can't beat The Heart Wants What It Wants though. ;)

The Veronicas have finally released their new self-titled album. :) Here's my ratings.

So proud of them of sticking to their visions and not giving up. Waited for 7 years for this. This is an album full of masterpieces, and you can expect me to use most of their songs soon. ;)

Now if only JoJo can come back as fast as them. HAHA. Seriously girl, I'm dying for your music.

Till next time. xx

Ps. Been hearing this particular song played a lot on the radio during my internship. Perfect love song.

Love, Eran.

Take me into your loving arms.

Current Song Mood: Ed Sheeran - Thinking Out Loud

When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love?
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?

And, darling, I will be loving you 'til we're 70
And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Well, me—I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way
I know you will still love me the same

'Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen
And, baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
Well, I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand
But, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
Thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

So, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh, darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
Oh, baby, we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are

Thinking Out Loud

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I've been thinking a lot lately.. The past few weeks. The past month. The past year. Everything that has happened. It's a lot to take in.. And I realised what a sentimental person I am. Yup. I hold on to things to much. I hold on to memories. Good ones. And when things change.. I just hold on to the good times. Like.. it gives me comfort. And sometimes remembering all the good times just makes me.. Sad. Melancholic. Like nobody else can understand. This.. personal feeling. Is it wrong to hold on to the past? I don't know..

I've been holding back. My feelings. My frustrations. Blogging is the only way to keep me sane. That and the music I've been listening to. Today I've thought about a decision which I've hesitated to do for the past couple of weeks. It's time.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: JoJo - Thinking Out Loud

You kiss like you love me now
You know I can't tune that out
Your frequency hits me less frequently
I have to haunt your dreams
You can't stay mad at me
Just cause we're "supposed to be" don't mean we're gonna be

You can still break my heart
Even if we're only messing around
Something's different now
I'm just thinking out loud

And I try to be cool
But my feelings keep pulling me down
I'm different now

I'm just thinking out loud