Ghosts

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Been in and out of sleep today.

Lazing the day away.

Watched a couple of creepy short films.

Parker Finn is officially our new fave horror director.

Very Ari Aster! And his monsters are creepy.

Hahaha. Sheeesh.

Us and our ghosts.

Feels good to be in your arms again.

:)

A week has gone by so fast..

We're really just taking it, day by day.

But that's okay.

At the end of the day/week, we get to spend time with each other.

Doing what we love the most.

And at least, that is something to look forward to every week.

'What we have is sacred.'

Always.

Thank you for being, you.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: BANNERS - Ghosts

I hear voices, awoken from my sleep
I'm haunted by the thoughts, that creep
If the earthquakes start, buildings fall
I'm pulling pictures off from our walls,
'Til you say

Here, here I am
Oh, and here, here I am
Oh, oh

All the ghosts
That float, float around us
Now they turned all our dreams into dust
We saved your mother,
But, darling, there was no spark left for us,
We won the battle but lost the heart
And now I know that...

Here, here I am
Oh and here, here I am

Oh, hard to believe
It's said and done,
Hard to believe
It's not dead and gone

I want to believe
All is well that ends well,
But I just can't convince myself

Run towards the stars, or make them shine
Fight the tide, until the day we die
Run towards the stars, can't make them shine
But you know I'll try

Run towards the stars, or make them shine
Fight the tide, until the day we die
Run towards the stars, can't make them shine
But you know I'll try
For you I'll try

Stars & Velvet

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It warms my heart sometimes.

To see old couples.

I see that a lot, working in healthcare.

Old and fragile, yet so loving and caring.

Dropping their significant others off at the centre.

Even staying by their side, until their procedures are finished.

It's literally 'Till death do us apart'.

So lovely.

Makes me smile every time.

A love like that, is priceless.

Endless.

Like stars & velvet.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Zoe Johnston - Stars & Velvet

Well I don't know why it's affecting me now But I'm all stirred up tonight by the memory Of how kind you were to me It's the little things in the 24 hour that make me want to thank you But it's too late now to knock on your door So I drive home and think some more (CHORUS) But in the morning I will be coming for you I need to tell you that I am who I am today because of you Your love covered me in stars & velvet And on that morning when I called you I was crying so hard I could barely say your name Ooh you covered me in stars & velvet Stars & velvet Well it's after midnight but it's warm on this road And there's a feeling of bliss expanding inside of me Going over the memory 'cause you made me feel so safe I wished I could be your baby I was so afraid I wanted somebody to hold me so tightly Tell me everything will be OK The way it is right now on this gorgeous day

Bubble

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Woke up to the most beautiful weather ever.

Gloomy, peaceful, & cold.

My favourite.

It hits the spot as I rolled around in bed.

All snuggled up.

The sores on my body aching. 

From the gym I've been starting again the past few days.

It feels good.

Just wanna be stuck in my own bubble again.

Like how I was back then.

Until.. it pops.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Rei Brown - Bubble

[Intro]

I'm trapped in a bubble

I'm having trouble

Getting air

It's so unfair

You're over there

'Cause I just wanna hold you tight

And watch the clouds go by

[Chorus]

When I see my friends again, I'll be okay

When we get together next, we'll celebrate

When I see my friends again, I'll be okay

When we get together next, we'll celebrate

[Verse]

How you been?

Staying in, been forever

I'm feeling numb

And all I want; to be together

Getting choked up

Dreamt that we could float up

I got my hopes up

But that was when I woke up

[Bridge]

You know if there was any other way, I'd be over

We would all be laughing at your place

But I'm stuck here at the window while it rains, 'til it's over

Wish that I could make it go away

You know if there was any other way, I'd be over

We would all be laughing at your place

But I'm stuck here at the window while it rains, 'til it's over

Wish that I could make it go away

[Chorus]

When I see my friends again, I'll be okay

When we get together next, we'll celebrate

When I see my friends again, I'll be okay

When we get together next, we'll celebrate

When I see my friends again, I'll be okay

When we get together next, we'll celebrate

[Outro]

I'm trapped in a bubble

I'm having trouble

Getting air

Reverie

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Just realised that I forgot to blog yesterday.

Hahah.

Sorry.

Life has been so fast-paced these days.

It's like getting lost in reverie.

Last week was a lot to take in.

Finally completed my competency tests and am finally a confirmed staff. (Yay)

It was quite the work though.

A lot of panic attacks and mental breakdowns.

But it all worked out - somehow.

Phase 2 started right after that.

The crowds are back.

And I'm not liking it one bit.

Hahaha.

Who would've thought? That I would miss circuit breaker.

It was much more... peaceful.

I guess I really just hate people.

Or I'm just claustrophobic.

Ah well.

I hope we can maintain the number of cases in our community.

But from the looks of it...

Let's just not go there.

And finally, the weekends.

I had to work, even on Sunday.

As there was some maintenance works on Monday (today).

But it was a pretty relaxing shift.

Mainly cause the bosses aren't around. Managed to escape off work waaaay earlier. 

(Thankful for the permanent morning team 🤣)

Heh.

And after that, what else? Just been spending time with my partner. ☺️

All cuddled and comfy.

Thank you for pampering me.

We'll always make time for each other - no matter what.

Cause somehow, the stars will always align for us.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Above & Beyond, Zoe Johnston - Reverie

You used to bring the smell of rain in to my bed

And lie so close to me you could be inside my head

Maybe it's a once in a lifetime kind of thing

To feel kind of magic that your love brings

Some days it's like a haunting

This cool and empty space far above and all around me

When I start to miss your face ?

You live in me

My reverie

Don't ever leave ×5

You live in me

My reverie

Don't ever leave me alone

Hardmode

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It feels like a never-ending week.

But I guess I'll take it day by day.

Been reminiscing a lot and reading my old posts.

(Something I rarely do)

Especially from my experience in Brunei back in June 2016.

It was a really life changing experience.

I actually laughed at how I reacted in my old posts.

Damn.

I never want to ever go through that again.

Gonna be having my competency test in my new work place the next few days.

I can already feel the anxiety creeping up to me.

Oh well.

Put my life in hardmode.

Or whatever.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Stephen Rezza - Hardmode

Grace

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Hahaha.

Shit.

Today was.. a lot.

Never have I ever.. lied to a government official before.

I'm just thankful I'm wearing a mask.

UH.

Anyways.

Back to today.

Took a trip down memory lane and read all the posts from my previous blog.

Yeah, the blog I started when I was in secondary school...

Ugh.

The cringe.

Hahaha.

*HMPH*

Anyways, it was nice. To look back at how I was, and at myself in the present.

The growth..

Heh.

I guess some things never changed.

My love for music.

And the love I have for my close friends.

:)

To my special s/o reading this (Yes I know you are 😉)

Thank you for having me over.

You're always pampering me.

And I am the luckiest, to have you.

I have such grace, only because you took the time to notice me.

To love me.

So thank you. 💕

You will do just fine this week.

x

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Higher Places - Grace

You're still the only thing I hear

Traffic outside, the humm from through the walls.

The silence roaring

Only punctuated by your breath

Everytime I disappear 

It takes a moment to materialise

You aren't starin

Watch the colours draining

So make your move

I'll try to

Be better every moment around you

We take turns unraveling

There's a limit to the chances you waste

I'll be standing

If you're still standing

Make your move

I'll try to

Be better every moment around you

Make your move

I'll try to

Be better every moment around you

You were the answer

And I never questioned

If you didn't deserve this

You were the answer

And I never questioned

If you didn't deserve this

You were the answer

And I never questioned

If you didn't deserve this

You were the answer

And I never questioned

If you didn't deserve this

So make your move
Make your move

I'll try to

Be better every moment

Always Forever

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Time passes quick when you're having fun

I love being spending the weekends with you.

Just us, and the safe space we have.

Our intimate moments shared.

Embracing in each other's arms.

As you shower me with kisses.

And I blush, wondering how I'd ever get so lucky.

Thank you, for existing in my life.

I love you.

Always, forever.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Aquilo - Forever 

I drag my hands out the window for you
It's killing me, it's killing you too
Suffering people surround us, it's true
Yet we stay

Well you stand in the headlights confused
Well, it's always forever with you
And my instincts, they act like they knew
We would change

It's always been forever with you
It's always been forever with you

Drop the gear like I do just for you
Well, it's kind of surprising you'd bruise
Complicated but perfectly made
You've changed

Crashed the car like the person you are
Is it always forever with you
And ironically you'll try to prove
You'll get through

It's always been forever with you
It's always been forever with you

It's always been forever with you

It's always been forever with you
It's always been forever with you
It's always been forever with you