Sweetest Hangover

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Today felt like the sweetest hangover.

Step. Hahaha.

I kept thinking about yesterday and how special it was.

:)

It felt exactly like the first couple of times we met. How we were.. 

 How I cuddled nicely next to you. 

The affection.

 The cool, rainy weather. 

The feels. 

Hahaha and I kept thinking about how we kept cracking up over that. 

Oh goshhhhh. x)

As usual you kept bullying me but gave in when you saw how disturbed I was. :3

And can you please stop capturing my unglam moments in snap chat .-. 

*hits repeatedly*

See la, could've spent the day with you today but somebody didnt want to invite me over. Fine, have fun being bored xoxo hahaha. 

No la, just thought that we'd need some personal space.

Cause we alwaaaaays see each other.

.-.

Soooooo.

Yeah.

Now I feel like I'm talking to myself.

:D

Oh hey, readers!

Today my Mum starting asking me if I had a Girlfriend. I wanted to say.. which one? xD

Hahaha, I have too many girls in my life.

Little does she know..

And then she starts listing out her expectations hahaha.

No matter how much I kept denying ._.

UGH. MUM.

I'm perfectly fine that way I am haha.

When the time comes.

Sigh. Now counting down till Friday.

xoxo

Ps. I just finished watching The Legend Of Korra and i'm so pleasantly surprised by the ending!! I mean, Korra and Asumi??? That was amazing!! I totally ship these two! They have such a great connection. It's been such a good show. Full of intensity, action and emotion. :( Even though it's just an 'animated tv show', this show is really damn amazing and has a lot of values. Seems like all the good shows are wrapping up. Sigh. Gonna miss all the bending.

Long live the Avatar!

Yipyip!

This was the final ending.

Fan-made. #SHIP

Love Eran.

You give me the sweetest hangover.. that I don't wanna be over.

Current Song Mood: JoJo - Sweetest Hangover

Ooooooh...
All my girls got issue with you
'Cause I don't show no more like I used to
For them, lately I'm not in the mood
They don't know what for,
So they don't like you
Fuck, they don't have to

Let them be mad at you baby
'Cause I got it bad for you baby
You give me the sweetest hangover,
That I don't wanna be over
So let them be mad at you baby
'Cause I got it bad for you baby
You give me the sweetest hangover,
That I don't wanna be over

Oh no, no, no, no (Oh no, no)
Oh no, no, no, no (Oh no, no)
Oh no, no, no (Oh no, no, no)
Oh no, no, no (Oh no, no, no)

Ooooooh...
They think I'm addicted to you
And of that they're sure, oh baby it's cool
Because then my sickness is you
And I don't need no cure

So they don't like you
Well, they don't have to
Let them be mad at you baby
'Cause I got a bet for you baby
If you give me the sweetest hangover,
Then I don't wanna be over
So let them be mad at you baby
'Cause I got a bet for you baby
If you give me the sweetest hangover,
Then I don't wanna be over

Oh no, no, no (Oh no, no)
Oh no, no, no (Oh no, no)
No, no, no, no, no, no, no (Oh no, no, no)
No, no, no, no, no (Oh no, no)

I Lived

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It's a wrap.

Finally caught up with finale of Glee today, and I must say, I'm left with mixed feelings. Maybe the lack of good songs, or closure on certain characters. Or maybe I'm just not ready to say goodbye.

Glee has been a big part of my life. I've been watching it for 6 years. Since Secondary School. I remember my friend Andrew introducing it to me during CCA. I was blown away by the first episode, and by the performances. And I've continued watching it ever since. 6 years later to this day, I'm finally done with Glee.

Glee has taught me so much. To be open minded. To be accepting. To follow your dreams, no matter how impossible it seems. 

Some of the amazing story lines I appreciated;

-Klaine/Brittana and their openness in their sexuality.

-All the character growth I've seen throughout the seasons.

-All the friendships made. Standing up for bullying etc.

-All the storylines dealt with (Sexuality, abuse, cancer, bullying, break-ups, relationships etc)

-The desire to bring back the Glee Club, and the fact that they won the competitions again.

-I REALLY REAAALLY loved the new kids!!! So freakin talented.

-There were some really emotional moments and songs that fitted perfectly. Eg Roots Before Branches

-The loss of Cory Monteith and how it affected everybody on the show. (The tribute episode made me BAWL me eyes out.) I was going through a similar phase last year. So this fitted perfectly in my life.

-The fact that everyone is where they should be right now.

:)

There is really so much more I could think of, but I think it's quite enough. I'm just getting really emotional cause I grew up with this show. Sigh.

Even though the story lines this season were really rushed.. who can blame them? A lot had to change when Cory passed away.

The fact that most of the characters could make it for this final song, makes me so happy.

I guess this is it.

I will certainly miss every character.

Especially the amazing, Rachel Berry.

Glee will forever be in my heart.

Thank you Glee,

for all the wonderful memories.

 :(

Don't Stop Believing.

#GleeGoodbye

Love, Eran.

Special Note: And I wanna thank YOU. For sticking with me all the way until now. We've watched the whole season 6 of Glee together. And that makes it even more SPECIAL to me. Hehe.

:') 

Current Song Mood: Glee - I Lived (One Republic Cover)

[Will:]
Hope when you take that jump
You don't feel the fall

[Will with Sam:]
Hope when the water rises
You built a wall

[Artie:]
Hope when the crowd screams out
They're screaming your name

[Artie with Sam:]
Hope if everybody runs
You choose to stay

[Rachel (with Mercedes):]
I hope that you fall in love
(And it hurts so bad)

[Mercedes:]
Yeah

[Rachel:]
Oh

[Rachel (with Mercedes):]
The (only way you can know)
You give it (all you had)

[Mercedes:]
Hey, yeah

[Blaine:]
And I hope that you don't suffer
But take the pain

[Blaine with Kurt:]
Hope when the moment comes
You'll say

[Blaine with Rachel, and the Cast of Glee:]
I, I did it all
I, I did it all

[Roderick with Rachel and the Cast of Glee (Roderick):]
(I) owned every second that this world could give
(I saw) so many places, the things that I did
(Yeah, with) every broken bone
I swear I lived

[Sam:]
Hope that you spend your days
But they all add up

[Mercedes and Sam:]
Ooh
And when that sun goes down
Hope you raise your cup
Ooh

[Kurt and Blaine:]
I wish that I could witness
All your joy and all your pain

But until my moment comes
I'll say

[Blaine with Rachel, and the Cast of Glee:]
I, I did it all
I, I did it all

[Roderick with Rachel and the Cast of Glee (Roderick):]
(I) owned every second that this world could give
(I saw) so many places, the things that I did
(Yeah, with) every broken bone
I swear I lived

[The Cast of Glee:]
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-o-oh-o-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh

[Rachel:]
Hey

[Rachel with the Cast of Glee:]
With every broken bone

[Rachel:]
I lived

[Blaine with the Cast of Glee:]
I, I did it all ([Artie:] I did it all, yeah)

[Blaine with Rachel and the Cast of Glee:]
I, I did it all ([Artie:] I did it all, yeah)

[Roderick with Rachel and the Cast of Glee (Roderick):]
(I) owned every second that this world could give ([Artie:] This world could give)
(I saw) so many places, the things that I did

[Rachel and Roderick with the Cast of Glee (Rachel and Roderick):]
(Yeah), with every broken bone, I swear I lived

[The Cast of Glee (Roderick):]
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh ([Blaine:] Oh, yeah)
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-o-oh-o-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh ([Blaine and Kurt:] I swear I lived)
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh (Mmhh)

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh (Mmhh)
Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh (Mmhh)
Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh (Mmhh)

You Learn / You've Got A Friend

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Me in a food-coma. Hahaha!

Out with the fam today and thank God it was a better experience than the last one, Haha.

We went to Sri Bistari for lunch and to celebrate my Bro's birthday. :)

Love love loveeee the dishes, delicious & perfect amount too.

Pretty sure a lot of my friends were curious to see what my family looks like, since I RARELY post photos of them hahaha. Even Baby must have been surprised. Hehe.

Totally tired from all the eating haha. Walked around Geylang while Mum was being indecisive again #whatsnew hahaha. Then went home, just in time for the incoming downpour. Feeling2 in the car as usual.

._.

Home sweet home.

Hope everyone has a good weekend!

Ps. Today was the last episode of Glee. I'm totally sad from all the #GleeGoodbye tweets I see :(

Waiting for next week so that I can watch the finale with Baby.

I'm gonna bring tissues just in case. :(

Love, Eran.

I'm missing my friends. :( Meet up soon pls!!!

Current Song Mood: Glee - You Learn / You've Got A Friend (Alanis Morissette/Carole King Cover)

Mmh
I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone, yeah
Mmh
I recommend walking around naked in your living room, yeah
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night
Woah, yeah, yeah
You live, you learn
You love, you learn
You cry, you learn
You lose, you learn
You just call out my name (Out my name)
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running
You live, you learn (I'll come running)
You love, you learn (To see you again)
You cry, you learn
You lose, you learn (Winter, spring, summer or fall)
You bleed, you learn
You scream, you learn (And I'll be there, yeah)
All you have to do is call (You've got a friend)
Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend
When people can be so cold
They'll hurt you, yes, and desert you
And take your soul if you let them if you let them
Oh, but don't you let them
Woah, yeah, yeah (You just call out my name)
You live, you learn
You love, you learn
You cry, you learn
You lose, you learn
You just call out my name (Just call, just call)
And you know wherever I am (Wherever I am)
I'll come runnin' (You live, you learn)
To see you again (You love, you learn)
You cry, you learn
You lose, you learn
(You bleed, you learn) (Winter, spring, summer or fall)
You scream, you learn (All you have to do is call)
(You just call out my name) You live, you learn
You love, you learn
You cry, you learn
You lose, you learn
(You just call out my name) You bleed, you learn
You scream, you learn
You grieve, you learn (You've got a friend)
You choke, you learn
You laugh, you learn (You've got a friend)
You choose, you learn (Oh, yes I will) (You've got a friend)
You learn (Kurt: Oh, yes I will)
You've got a friend
It's good to know (Ain't it good to know)
You've got a friend (You've got a friend)
It's good to know
You've got a friend

Looking West

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Another day fruitfully spent with my loved one.

Spent in bed HAHAHA.
Too sleepy la. Don't think dirty!

But falling asleep in your arms is the best thing ever.
Finally a bae to cuddle with :3 :3 :3

Bitch snapchatted me asleep hahaha.

Sorry I refused that.

I just don't feel like it.

I hope you understand..
& that,
you can't have everything your way.
Heh. Heh.

Ps. Watched Insidious today and I really love this song played. You knew every word. And I was pretty impressed.

Love, Eran.

I'll be that somebody.
One day.

Current Song Mood: Rose Byrne - Looking West

Yeah, I'm lookin' west,
Always been lookin' that way, 
I'm gonna get it all happening, 
I just can't do it today,

Yeah, I'm lookin' west,
Always been lookin' that way, 
I'm gonna be somebody,
I just can't be her today

Ohh..

nEXt

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A cuddly rainy day.

With no bae to cuddle :(

Sigh.

Baby's been busy with work and dance.

Been doing a lot of reading today. Upgrading my knowledge on some personal stuffs. Heh heh. It'll make me into a better person. Hopefully.

Did some recording too. And an audition video for.. something. Haha, I won't mention it. Hush hush for now. I'll try my best.

Funny how once I started singing it started raining.

._.

Okaaay I GET ITTTT.

Sometimes I get glimpses of the past..

Of the people I've gotten over.

Of the experiences I've had.

And then I quickly shut it out.

Because I'm afraid that it would consume me.

Haha. How could my ex be my next?

Never. :)

Because there'll never be a next.

Not when I have you.

Ps. Baby gets so annoyed with this song hahaha.

I admit, It IS a stupid song, but it's really catchy.

Hehe.

x)

Love, Eran.

I need to know.

Current Song Mood: Sevyn Streeter - nEXt

[Verse 1:]
Together
Forever, I will never...
Never, let you go!
Seem like soon as we say that,
We at war
Surrender...
Some'n we don't know!
[Hook:]
It's something between us,
Certain fire in our love
It's unreleasable, unbelievable!
We're miserable apart, but together it's so hard
All I need to know, Oh, all I need to know
How could my ex-boyfriend, be my next-boyfriend?
My ex-boyfriend, be my next-boyfriend
How could my ex-boyfriend, be my next-boyfriend?
I need to know-ow-ow-ooow, ohhh, oh!
[Verse 2:]
Mmm,
Every time we break-up
We turn around and we make up
Momma wonder when I'm gone wake up
But he love my face with no make-up, yeah!
And every time I call'em, we end up having a problem
And I know we probably never solve it, hmmm
But damn, I really love him!

[Hook:]
It's something between us,
Certain fire in our love
It's unreleasable, unbelievable!
We're miserable apart, but together it's so hard
All I need to know, Oh, all I need to know
How could my ex-boyfriend, be my next-boyfriend?
My ex-boyfriend, be my next-boyfriend
How could my ex-boyfriend, be my next-boyfriend?
I need to know-ow-ow-ooooh, knoooow?
[Verse 3:]
I leave him (leave'em)
Go back to him (back to'em)
Then leave him (leave'em), again! (Ahhhhh)
What we're doing (what we doin'), I wish I knew it (wish I knew it)
I really don't understand
He love me (love me), he love me not (love me not)
What the hell we're doing?
I need to know, I need to know!

[Hook:]
How could my ex-boyfriend, be my next-boyfriend?
My ex-boyfriend, be my next-boyfriend
How could my ex-boyfriend, be my next-boyfriend?
I need to know-ow-ow-ooooh, knoooow?

It Won't Stop

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We stepped into the train.

It was moving really slowly.

And you complained about it hahaha.

You're such a joker.

 I enjoy our conversations.

The train arrived at Woodlands and you had to go.

'Don't go..' I whispered

But you had to.

I gave a peck on the cheek while we hugged goodbye.

And you left.

At the corner of my eye, a middle-aged man stared at me.

Obviously surprised.

But I didnt care.

When you're in love, nothing else matters.

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I'm so glad we could meet up today again.

I guess yesterday felt a little too rushed for me.

I kept to myself a lot today, mainly because you were pretty busy. So I minded my own business. 

Neglected? Maybe. But the kisses and cuddle made up for it. 

:)

Watched my 3rd RuPaul episode today and lmao. I guess I'm getting used to the idea of drag queens and their characters. Besides, they're interesting and their reactions are hilarious. And their bitchiness? On point for shuuuure.

Thanks Baby for getting me hooked to the show. ._.

I love having decent conversations with you.

Especially just now in the train.

That was nice.

This thing we have..

It can't stop.

&

It won't stop.

<3

I hope.

Love, Eran.

I won't stop loving you.
Ps. I freaking love this song right now.
And this choreo dance totally NAILED IT!

Current Song Mood: Sevyn Streeter Ft Chris Brown - It Won't Stop

I love when you pulling up in your Jeep
Bumping all your beats
Js on
With your shades on
Just to bring me something to eat
You the man up in these streets
But when it comes to my heart
That don't mean a thing, no, oh

So, I hop up in your ride
Ooh, it's hot as hell outside
Ooh, got the top down
With the doors off
(ooh) with your hand on my thigh
(ooh) drive slow
Take your time

Every little thing you do got me feeling some type of way (way)
When you give me that thunder you make my summer rain
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh oh oh)
Everyday, everyday

[2x:]
And it won't stop
Oh oh oh oh oh oh

Yeah

With every single part of me
My love for you is constantly
Forever and ever on repeat, on repeat
And it won't stop
Oh oh oh oh oh oh

I love when we pulling up to the beach
Sand down to my feet
Sun down
Nobody 'round
That's one hell of a scene
You rocking my body,
Rock, rock the boat Aaliyah
Don't it sound familiar?

'Cause it feels like ah ah aye aye
Looking up into space
It's just me and my babe
And we feel so amazing
Ooh,
All night
Whoa

Every little thing you do got me feeling some type of way (way)
When you give me that thunder you make my summer rain
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh oh oh)
Everyday, everyday

[2x:]
And it won't stop
Oh oh oh oh oh oh

Yeah

With every single part of me
My love for you is constantly
Forever and ever on repeat, on repeat (oh)
And it won't stop
Oh oh oh oh oh oh

Everyday, everyday
I can't breathe
You take my breath away from me
Here's my heart
You got the key
Put that on eternity
I love you 'til infinity
Infinity [x4]

My everything [2x]
And when I think about it
Don't be making me wait baby

It won't ever stop
My heart won't skip a beat baby
And it'll keep going on
Going on [x4]

[2x:]
And it won't stop
Oh oh oh oh oh oh

Yeah

With every single part of me
My love for you is constantly
Forever and ever on repeat, on repeat
And it won't stop
Oh oh oh oh oh oh

Take Me To Church

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...

Why do I feel so down?

Especially after today??

It's supposed to be.. another special day.

But no.

I feel so different.

You seem different.

After today happened..

Is it the lack of concern?

Or maybe.. I just don't care anymore.

Your actions speak louder than your words.

I'm so afraid, because I can't risk things going wrong.

Not now.

Not at this timing.

It's so frustrating.

I wanna scream.
I wanna cry.

I can only pray that this will pass by fast.

I don't wish to feel this heart aching any longer.

:'/

Amen.

Love, Eran.

Why is it starting to feel THAT way.

I don't want to think so much about it.

…

Current Song Mood: Glee - Take Me To Church (Hozier Cover)

My lover's got humour
She's the giggle at a funeral
Knows everybody's disapproval
I should've worshipped her sooner

If the heavens ever did speak
She's the last true mouthpiece
Every Sunday's getting more bleak
A fresh poison each week

"We were born sick," you heard them say it

My Church offers no absolutes
She tells me, "Worship in the bedroom."
The only heaven I'll be sent to
Is when I'm alone with you

I was born sick,
But I love it
Command me to be well
Amen. Amen. Amen. Amen.

Take me to church
I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
Offer me that deathless death
Good God, let me give you my life [x2]

If I'm a pagan of the good times
My lover's the sunlight
To keep the Goddess on my side
She demands a sacrifice

Drain the whole sea
Get something shiny
Something meaty for the main course
That's a fine looking high horse
What you got in the stable?
We've a lot of starving faithful

That looks tasty
That looks plenty
This is hungry work

Take me to church
I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I'll tell you my sins so you can sharpen your knife
Offer me my deathless death
Good God, let me give you my life [x2]

No Masters or Kings
When the Ritual begins
There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin

In the madness and soil of that sad earthly scene
Only then I am Human
Only then I am Clean
Amen. Amen. Amen. Amen.

Take me to church
I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
Offer me that deathless death
Good God, let me give you my life [x2]