I'm A Mess

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I'm a mess.

What a horrible day to go through.

Silence is all I get from you.

And it's helping me confirm my worst fears.

Where do I stand in your life?

Never once have you mentioned how you feel about me.

How can I go on like this?

And now when I've said all that I've needed to, silence is all you give me. 

Really?

I'm so hurt.

What am I to you?

Do you know how hard it is to work when your heart is all troubled?

Surprisingly it kept my mind off of you for a while.

But now that I'm done with it, you're back on my mind.

What went wrong?

What do I do now?

What do I say?

I'm so lost.

And hurt.

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Love, Eran.

I feel so fucking messed up right now.

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Current Song Mood: Ed Sheeran - I'm A Mess

Oh, I'm a mess right now
Inside out
Searching for a sweet surrender
But this is not the end

I can't work it out
How going through the motions
Going through us

And, oh, I've known it for the longest time
And all of my hopes
All of my words
Are all over written on the signs
When you're on my road
Walking me home, home, home, home, home

See the flames inside my eyes
It burns so bright I wanna feel your love, no
Easy baby maybe I'm a liar
But for tonight I wanna fall in love
And put your faith in my stomach

I messed up this time
Late last night
Drinking to suppress devotion
With fingers intertwined

I can't shake this feeling now
We're going through the motions
Hoping you'd stop

And though I've only caused you pain,
You know but all of my words will always be low
Although all the lies we spoke
When you're on my road
Walking me home, home, home, home, home

See the flames inside my eyes
It burns so bright I wanna feel your love, no
Easy baby maybe I'm a liar
But for tonight I wanna fall in love
And put your faith in my stomach

And for how long I love my lover
For how long I love my lover
And now, now, for how long, long I love my lover
Now, now, for how long, long I love my lover

Now now, for how long, long I love my lover (and I feel loved)
For how long, long I love my lover
I feel it all over now, now and I feel loved
For how long, long I love my lover
Feel it all over now, now, and I feel loved
For how long, long I love my lover
Now, now, for how long, long I love my lover
Feel it all over now
For how long I love my lover
Now now
For how long, long I love my lover