Friday, January 2, 2015

The Whisperer

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Everytime a new year starts, everything always feels fresh & new.

New me.
New love.
New feelings.

Feeling rather emotional and down today. Don't know whether it's because of work tomorrow, or because I just feel lovesick. Haven't been able to meet you the past few days. Why do I feel the need to cling on to you? I don't wanna seem like a nuisance.. Your words do make me feel better. And it's dangerous for me to depend on that. 

Found myself wrapped up in the darkness on my bed, eyes closed, ears wide open, to this song.
Feelings can be amazing.
Feelings can be scary too.
And if you let it take over you, you'll lose yourself.
It might.. kill.


Love, Eran.

I dont wanna do anything stupid...

Current Song Mood: David Guetta Ft Sia - The Whisperer

I was standing on the edge
I'd long for a new beginning
But I couldn't look down, but I couldn't look down
I'm a coward

A million voices screamed in my head
And I felt sure that I would give in
So why couldn't I now? Why couldn't I now?
Your voice was louder

By design God gave me feelings
And by design they shall not kill
But when the noises overwhelm me
I feel sure that they will

Oh, liberation, comes in whatever form to save me
I am burdened, and then the whisper comes
You whisper in the breeze
Whispers that I'm needing
Quiet words, soothe the hurt, whisperer

And though I struggle through the days now
It helps to know that you are listening
So I just wait it out
I'll wait this out, by the hour


By design God gave me feelings
And by design they shall not kill
But when the noises overwhelm me
I feel sure that they will

Oh, liberation, comes in whatever form to save me
I am burdened, and then the whisper comes
You whisper in the breeze
Whispers that I'm needing
Quiet words, soothe the hurt, whisperer

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