Heal

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I walked through the darkness of dawn. As I approached the traffic light, there you were. You turned and glanced at me, and quickly looked away. And me? I did the same.

It's been a couple of months, but I guess we will never acknowledge each other again. After THAT happened…

You quickly walked away while I followed slowly behind…

Music played in my ears and I felt like I was in some music video.

Another familiar figure walked past me and it felt so.. weird. 

These 2 figures that once played an important part of my life..

Now are just distant memories.

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The only thing that got me through today was the amount of off-days I'll get the next 4 days.

Ohmygosh.

Mondays are always horrible… Especially in the morning.

Tried to hide from certain seniors that only wanted to put me down.

Whatever, I'm left with a few weeks anyway.

Don't think I don't know your motives.

…

Ugh.

Couldn't wait to get myself out of the hospital.

So annoyed.

Got home and freshened up.

Then decided to watch a movie.

'If I Stay'

Kinda brought back some.. unwanted memories.

Maybe it just reminded me of what a jerk I was back then.

Heh.

Anyways it was a beautiful movie.

Chloe Grace is really pretty!

And the whole movie revolved around music, which I loved. There were some really wonderful pieces too.

Heh. heh.

Here's a quote from the movie that I found touching.

“Love, it never dies. It never goes away, it never fades, so long as you hang on to it. Love can make you immortal.” 
― Gayle Forman, If I Stay

Love, Eran.

Can't wait to be with you again.

Current Song Mood: Tom Odell - Heal

Take my mind and take my pain
Like an empty bottle takes the rain
And heal.

Take my past and take my sins
Like an empty sail takes the wind
And heal.

And tell me some things last
And tell me some things last

Take my heart and take my hand
Like an ocean takes the dirty sands
And heal

Take my mind and take my pain
Like an empty bottle takes the rain
And heal

And tell me some things last
And tell me some things last