Wednesday, February 25, 2015

I Never Wanted To Go

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I can't recall the number of times I've been pissed off today.

At work. At home.
Ohmygosh.
I wanna scream.
But you know what.
All this rage inside of me. 
I'm gonna put it to good use.

Guess it's expected in life huh?
You'll get judged and treated like shit no matter how nice you are.

Tomorrow is FINALLY my last day of work.
And I'm so looking forward to it.
No more bullshit.

Confessed something tonight.
Hope that it won't change her view about me.

Everything happens for a reason.
And it's starting to play out right.
Let's see what the future holds.

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I never wanted to go baby..
But I guess it's too late.
I'll see you soon I promise.

Love, Eran.

The end is beginning.

Current Song Mood: Willamette Stone - I Never Wanted To Go


I spend these hollow nights
All alone
Safe from the looking glass
That you kept hold
Let's go

I saw the sea in you
It was on the rise
It was uneven, so,
I played the odds

Full of black and blues
From all the nights with you

I never wanted to go
I don't want you anymore
I don't want you to feel the same as me


I never wanted to go
But, now I'm letting you know
I just wanted to feel the life in me

I went from solid steel
To broken glass
The darkest side of me,
You brought out fast

The things I said were true
I'm taking them back from you

I never wanted to go
I don't want you anymore
I don't want you to feel the same as me

I never wanted to go
But now I'm letting you know
I just wanted to feel the life in me

I miss you
I wish you...
Will let me be

Just leave it,
Stop breathing
I need to be free

I never wanted to go 
I don't want you anymore
I don't want you to feel the same as me

I never wanted to go
But now I'm letting you know
I just wanted to feel the life in me

I never wanted to go
I don't want you anymore
I don't want you to feel the same as me

I never wanted to go
But now I'm letting you know
I just wanted to feel the life in me

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