Pressure Pills

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Today was… just. Idk. Idk how to describe it.

Just a lot of pressure..

I guess.

When I see people who have their lives all figured out, I get so envious.

When people ask me.. 'So what's your plan?' in regards to my future…

I really have no clue man.

I don't know if I want to continue this career.

I don't know if I want to choose another path.

I don't know if I should work or study.

I don't know if I can face all the responsibility when I become a working adult.

I don't know if I'm ready.

It's all so.. scary.

I just don't want to think about it.

I'm so lost.

All the pressure..

The future.. its so uncertain.

...

Love, Eran.

(Sorry, can't find this song anywhere on the web. But it's beautiful.

Current Song Mood: Mikky Ekko - Pressure Pills

Pressure pills, just drink
Wash it down, don't panic
Smoke cause you can't stop

You choke
And you think of the end
You think of the end

Heartbreak, heartache, apocalyptic guard fate
I already know the ending
But where would the start take
Till these bruises won't come in the morning
It's a hard day, figured you would want a fair warning

Wake up from a deep sleep and
I can feel the sea creep in silence
Cold sweat, heart heating, still hear mama crying
Whose lies you believe in, boy?

How does one person makes a difference
Feels like a little kid asking for forgiveness
Wake up gifted, people say chosen
Came about a cold world, people stay frozen so
Keep your body moving, keep your body moving
Odds are against you, they tell me that we're losing
Sanity in traction, cause and reaction
Nobody's waiting for you

Pressure pills, just drink
Wash it down, don't panic
Smoke cause you can't stop

You choke
And you think of the end
You think of the end

Pressure pills, just drink
Wash it down, don't panic
Smoke cause you can't stop

You choke
And you think of the end
You think of the end

But I don't wanna die this way
But maybe it's the price you pay
But I don't wanna die this way
For a certain kind of life, it's the price you pay
I've been living in the dark so long
Every spark cools on, and it's a fire that can light the way

Pressure pills, just drink
Wash it down, don't panic
Smoke cause you can't stop

You choke
And you think of the end
You think of the end

Pressure pills, just drink
Wash it down, don't panic
Smoke cause you can't stop

You choke
And you think of the end
You think of the end