Falling

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Sometimes I just like to sit in the dark.

Wind down.

And listen to slow music.

I've missed doing that.

I miss my boy, too.

Self-reflecting a lot.

Over the past year.

What am I now?

Am I still falling?

Into that endless pit I was in a year ago?

Nah, I'm more of like floating.

As air particles push its way past my body.

And just, taking in the fall.

Like I'm gliding through the air.

Admiring the dark sky above.

And the uncertainties that wait below.

I am definitely not in the same place I was last year.

And I'm thankful of the people that have stayed in my life.

So many things to be grateful about.

It has been a fulfilling year indeed.

And more importantly...

I'm grateful to be alive.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Harry Styles - Falling

I'm in my bed
And you're not here
And there's no one to blame but the drink and my wandering hands

Forget what I said
It's not what I meant
And I can't take it back
I can't unpack the baggage you left

What am I now?
What am I now?
What if I'm someone I don't want around?
I'm falling again
I'm falling again
I'm falling

What if I'm down?
What if I'm out?
What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
I'm falling again
I'm falling again
I'm falling

You said you cared
And you missed me too
And I'm well aware I write too many songs about you

And the coffee's out
At the Beachwood Cafe
And it kills me 'cause I know we've run out of things we can say

What am I now?
What am I now?
What if I'm someone I don't want around?
I'm falling again
I'm falling again
I'm falling

What if I'm down?
What if I'm out?
What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
I'm falling again
I'm falling again
I'm falling

And I get the feeling that you'll never need me again

What am I now?
What am I now?
What if you're someone I just want around?
I'm falling again
I'm falling again
I'm falling

What if I'm down?
What if I'm out?
What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
I'm falling again
I'm falling again
I'm falling