Tuesday, December 3, 2019

ZION

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Still felt surreal waking up this morning.

Is there such thing as post-holiday syndrome? Haha.

But I can't complain. Exactly a year ago I went on a little trip alone.

I was abandoned. Alone. And I had no one to turn to.

November... Actually, the end of the year usually scares me.

Because usually shit happens to me.

But hey, at least this one worked out in the end. :)

Didn't feel good about myself today because my mum kept nagging about my weight gain.

Just great. The first thing she tells me after I come home.

I took a slow jog - a disappointing one. And after a round around the neighbourhood, I took a seat in the park.

And just took in the moment.

In the shade, dark clouds forming, and the cool breeze.

Like something out there was watching over me.

Contemplating life.

'What's next?'

'Where do I go from here?'

So many possibilities in my head.

So many uncertainties.

But I'm sure.

Somehow.

That I'll reach my own ZION someday.

Just a little.. faith.

That it will be okay.

That it will all work out.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Vancouver Sleep Clinic - ZION

God has given me a job
So I write four-minute songs
I want the world to sing along
Every tribe and every tongue

Thought I met a girl that was different
But she's hiding in the filter on her Instagram
Why is everyone somebody else when they get the chance?
I'm just looking for a headline that's what it says
I'm more afraid of life than I am afraid of death
I used to go for days without leaving bed
They say the Book of Revelation hasn't started yet
Well I been staring down a beast counting 7 heads

I thought you really liked me
I guess that I was wrong
'Till kingdom come, 'till Zion's sun, I'll hit that drum
I'm marching on
I thought you really liked me
I guess that I was wrong
'Till kingdom come, 'till Zion's sun, I'll hit that drum
I'm marching on

I left my laptop in the rain
Just wanna see the light of day
I lost some songs but that's ok
There's just so many things I gotta say

We been fighting on the way to the promised land
Money just like manna got us separate
Everyone around me always acting like they heaven sent
I know a lot of Africa thinks different
Why's the preacher flying in a private jet?
Why's the church running like a business?
I'm feeling like I'm in a big social experiment
I need you more than anything

I thought you really liked me
I guess that I was wrong
'Till kingdom come, 'till Zion's sun, I'll hit that drum
I'm marching on
I thought you really liked me
I guess that I was wrong
'Till kingdom come, 'till Zion's sun, I'll hit that drum
I'm marching on

And I couldn't hear you
And I couldn't feel you
I prayed for your rescue
Am I on my own?
The heavens are caving
The temple is shaking
I need you to save me (save me, save me)
Save me
Save me

God has given me a job
So I write four-minute songs
I want the world to sing along
Every tribe and every tongue

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