Friday, July 3, 2020

Biting My Tongue

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It's been quite a week.

I've been smoking more than usual.

Work has been piling up and getting me overwhelmed.

I guess it's just part of it all.

Once you're confirmed - everyone starts pushing things to you.

I don't mind.

I think I can handle it.

Just.. give me time.

I have to learn anyway.

I'm so used to biting my tongue.

And keeping my head down, and working quietly.

Met up with Buddy yesterday.

It's been a while.

We caught up and talked about our lives, politics, music.

He shared about his problems.

I felt that. 

My only advise was - to count our blessings.

In this uncertain period.

It's not easy. But the only way out is through.

We'll get through this.

We even planned on doing songs together.

That'd be nice.

We're not gonna be young & carefree forever.

So might as well, right?

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: The Veronicas - Biting My Tongue 

I've been there biting my tongue
Tryna hold on to what I'm feeling
'Cause I know that it's safe in my head
You got my heart beating so loud
Wanna scream out my lips are silent
I'm sick of fighting it

I feel the rush rising up to the back of my throat
I can't hide
I can't get enough of the way that you're looking at me
With those eyes

I really wanna say this
I don't wanna lose this
Thing that we got
I'm just telling you how I feel
'Cause if you walk away and
I don't get to say it
I don't know what would I, what would I, what would I do?
I can't live without you

What would I, what would I, what would I do?
I can't live without you
What would I, what would I, what would I do?
I can't live without you

I swore to myself
There ain't no doubt
We're keeping love out
I wasn't strong enough
I didn't see it coming at all
Letting you in
Under my skin
Then I give in
Like fool in love
But I tried fooling us

Can't lie to myself again
Can feel that we're more than friends
But I choke up every time

I really wanna say this
I don't wanna lose this
Thing that we got
I'm just telling you how I feel
'Cause if you walk away and
I don't get to say it
I don't know what would I, what would I, what would I do?
I can't live without you

What would I, what would I, what would I do?
I can't live without you
I don't know what would I, what would I, what would I do?

I really wanna say this
I don't wanna risk this
Thing that we got
But if you walk away and
I don't get to say it
I don't know what what I would do
I can't live without you
I can't live without you
I can't live without you

I don't know what would I, what would I, what would I do?
I can't live without you
I don't know what would I, what would I, what would I do?
I can't live without you


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