Tuesday, July 28, 2020

I Don't Think I'm Okay

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I don't think I'm okay.

Feeling weird today.

Woke up all groggy.

Like I could just fall back to a deep sleep.

I guess it's because I slept at 2am last night.

Haha. Shiet.

I just couldn't sleep for some reason..

Tried to shake it off, cause I knew I needed to get up.

Managed to drag myself to the gym in the morning.

Pushed through 8 hours of work.

Then had a weird migraine on the way back from work.

And some sort of.. uneasiness?

Ugh. I hate this.

I think... I'll just crash early tonight.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Bazzi - I Don't Think I'm Okay

I ain't seen my mama in a little bit over a year
And even when I see her, I know she knows that it isn't me here
'Cause I'm always in the clouds, somewhere up in space
I just hope that I could hug her before it gets way too late, late

My friends just looking for a call, they want to say hi
They wonder if the person they knew's still inside
Seems so simple, it's really so hard

Ooh, I don't think I'm okay
Ooh, I don't think I'm okay, 'kay, hmm
It feels so good to say
I, I don't think I'm okay
And that's okay

Time is moving faster, it isn't slowing down
I miss being a kid, I miss the way the thunder sounds, sounds
Ooh, maybe it's my dream that killed my self-esteem
Got so good at being someone else
Maybe I lost myself
In the search of your acceptance

But when they're looking for a call, they want to say hi
They wonder if the person they knew's still inside
Seems so simple, it's really so hard
I don't want nobody to see my ugly heart
To see my ugly scars

Ooh, I don't think I'm okay
Ooh, I don't think I'm okay, 'kay, hmm
It feels so good to say
I, I don't think I'm okay
And that's okay


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