Thursday, September 24, 2020

Backseat

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Maybe one day..

There are some traumas I just cant talk bout.

My life seems to be full of it.

But whatever it is, I'll be calm.

It is just in my nature.

To.. be calm.

When others are a mess.

It was how I was brought up.

In a dysfunctional family.

One day, I'm a passenger at the backseat.

Next, I am taking the wheel.

And getting us to safety.

Survival instinct.

I underestimate myself.

I'm not sure how.

It will take some time for healing.

I am just grateful to still be here. ❤️💔

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Ryan Beatty - Backseat

Sometimes I watch you drive from the backseat and I let you have your way
Switch sides with me, I got you on the way home
And you can play the radio
Reminding me to tell you something
I can't remember what you said
See you looking out the window
I wonder what you think about

You would comb my hair
Never let me down
Always let the tears run out
I wonder what you'd tell me now
Cause I need a friend who could have my back
When the lightning comes and I catch on fire

Return to where we were on the weekend
And you pull up to my yard
From paper to vaporize, let the smoke out
I can feel it in my heart
Imagine if it wasn't magic
My back is on the bedroom floor
I like it when I hear you breathing
Reminds me that I'm not alone

All my idols dead, when I have no one
I look to you for advice
What to do with my life
Half of who I am isn't all my fault
So it feels good knowing that I got somebody

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