Friday, January 1, 2021

Good Days

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Happy New Year!!!!

Damn.

Time reallyyy flies.

I wonder what the next year will bring.

It is gonna be scary. 

Yet exciting.

Hopefully, another year of healing and growth.

Growing older.

Maybe pick up a new skill? I'm quite serious about learning music production..

Maybe changing careers? Nursing is so.. diverse. Maybe there's a perfect job out there waiting for me. I kind of miss working in an office.

What about a change of course? Studying Medicine? Seems far-fetched but if fucked up people can become doctors, why the heck not? (Based on experience) 

I hope we can start traveling again.

Who knows.

Melbourne, my heart longs for you.

So many places. I wanna visit. Japan. Korea. Iceland. New Zealand.

So many things to do.

So many opportunities to explore.

So many days to just... live.

Good days will come.

And I'm looking forward to it. 🤍

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: SZA, Jacob Collier - Good Days

Good day in my mind, safe to take a step out
Get some air now, let your edge out
Too soon, I spoke, you be heavy in my mind
Can you get the heck out?
I need rest now, got me bummed out
You so, you so, you, baby, baby, babe
I've been on my empty mind shit

I try to keep from losin' the rest of me
I worry that I wasted the best of me on you, baby
You don't care
Said, "Not tryna be a nuisance, it's just urgent"
Tryna make sense of loose change
Got me a war in my mind
Gotta let go of weight, can't keep what's holding me
Choose to watch
While the world break up and fall on me

All the while, I'll await my armored fate with a smile
Still wanna try, still believe in good days, good days
Always inside (Always in my mind, always in my mind, mind)
Good day living in my mind

Tell me about my fears, my limitations
I'll disappear, if you let me
Feeling like, yeah (On your own)
Feeling like Jericho
Feeling like Job when he lost his shit
Gotta hold my own, my cross to bear alone, I
Ooh, paid a deal, way to kill the mood
Know you like, that shit getting good with it
Baby, baby, heavy on my empty mind shit

I gotta keep from losin' the rest of me (Rest of me)
Still worry that I wasted the best of me on you, baby
You don't care
Said, "Not tryna be a nuisance, it's just urgent" (It's urgent)
Tryna make sense of loose change
Got me a war in my mind (My mind)
Gotta let go of weight, can't keep what's holding me
Choose to watch
While the world break up and fall on me

All the while, I'll await my armored fate with a smile
Still wanna try, still believe in good days, good days
Always sunny inside (Always in my mind, always in my mind, mind)
Good day living in my mind

Gotta get right, tryna free my mind before the end of the world
I don't miss no ex, I don't miss no text
I just choose not to respond
I don't regret, just pretend shit never happened
Half of us layin' waste and our youth is in the present
Half of us chasin' fountains of youth and it's in the present

Always in my mind, always in my mind, mind
You've been making me feel like I'm
Always in my mind, always in my mind, mind


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