Chasing The Sun

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Random post.

Had a good run today. Haven't ran in 2 months lol! My stamina dropped so I'm gonna have to train hard to get better. The weather was really hot but luckily there was some wind. .-. And there was like only 1-2 people on the track. After 6 rounds, I almost died panting lol. Sat down in the shade, with my earpiece on and just stared blankly at the sky.

Decided to take this picture. It was such beautiful scenery.

I seriously miss my EXCOs so much. Lmao. This conversation seriously made my day.

We were planning when to have our Raya outing and I randomly suggested this. xD

HAHAHA SHUQ SO CUTE PLS.

Everyone started talking about their roles x)

I kinda miss posting up posters LOLOL.

Oh noes ._.

Here's our lovely poster! LMAO.

LOLed so much just now. I can't wait to see them tomorrow :* HEHEHE.

Another pretty pic I took while laying down. Feels like I'm chasing the sun.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Hilary Duff - Chasing The Sun

Why am I in such a hurry

Always getting up too early

So far, everything is blurry, oh oh

It's like the clock is always racing

But my time is not wasting

Someone else cut to the chase and

'Cause I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

Don't miss out on the fun

Gotta get it while our hearts are young

I'm chasing the sun

Oooh, oooh, oooh

I'm not pursue of happiness

I realize that more means less

If I got a love, then I am blessed, oh I know

So I'll start living while I can

And hold the moment in my hands

I'll fly until I learn to land in my home

I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

Don't miss out on the fun

Gotta get it while our hearts are young

I'm chasing the sun

Oooh, oooh, oooh

Love and life I'm living out

Will live the life I love

Open up my eyes and I will take whatever comes

I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

Don't miss out on the fun

Gotta get it while our hearts are young

I'm chasing the sun

Oooh, oooh, oooh

I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

Don't miss out on the fun

Gotta get it while our hearts are young

I'm chasing the sun

Oooh, oooh, oooh

This Woman's Work

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I felt pretty miserable today for some reason. My phone was vibrating lesser than usual. I felt desperate. For what? To be noticed? Desperate for attention? Affection? Something was missing.

I went to the lib with Syah and Cougar after class and chilled at the games corner. Played a really cool board game (forgot the name ._.) But it required us to use our imagination. Pretty fun! Ecah, Ida & Nikki joined us soon after, and we played a round of charades while waiting for the heavy to rain to stop. We then headed to BT Plaza for our karaoke sesh.

I was still feeling pretty miserable. And I could tell Nikki was too (personal problems). We sang and sang for 3 whole hours. I was pretty pooped at first. 'Bleeding Love' came on and I just laid on the sofa. And I could feel my eyes starting to get wet. Haha, 'Hero' then came on and the rest sang to cheer me and Nikki up. Lmao.. thanks guys. Then 'When You're Gone' came on and me & Nikki were forced to sing. LOL. Idiots. Felt much better after that sesh, letting it out in songs. =) Maybe I'm just over thinking things. Gotta stop being so emo nemo lol.

Halfway there to the weekends. Leggo.

Love, Eran.

I know that you're busy. Just know that I'll be here for you. Even if it hurts me.

Current Song Mood: Hope Murphy - This Woman's Work (Maxwell Cover)

Ah-hah.

Ah-hah-ooo. Ooooooooo....

Pray to God you can cope, I'll stand outside,

This woman's work, this woman's world.

Ooh, it's hard on the man; now his part is over.

Now starts the craft of the father.

I know you have a little life in you yet.

I know you've got a lot of strength left.

I know you've got a little life in you yet.

I know you have a lot of strength left

I should be crying but I just can't let it show

I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking

All the things we should've said that I never said,

And all the things we should of done that we never did.

All the things we should've given but I didn't.

Ooh, darling make it go, make it go away.

Give me these moments, give them back to me.

Give me a little kiss, give me your, give me your hand, babe.

Give me that pretty hand to show you understand

My love, child. Whatever you need.

Give me your hand, give me your hand.

I know you have a little life in you yet.

I know you have a little strength left.

I know you have a little life in you yet.

I know you have a little strength left.

I should be crying but I just can't let it go.

I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking, thinking, thinking...

Of all the things we should've said that we never said.

All the things we should've done that we never did.

All the things that you wanted from me,

All the things that that you needed from me.

All the things I should of given but I didn't.

Oh, darling make it go.

Just make it go away.

Where It Hurts

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I'm soooo tired.

Lul.

Turqoish

Raya yesterday was meh. The same usual routine. Mosque in the morning, go back home to nap, go to Grandma's in the late afternoon, and rot all the way till night. Lol. And I don't know why, but every time there's a family gathering, accidents are bound to happen. And everyone will look at me cause I'm the 'nurse'. Haha damn it.

 Well my nephew fell and had quite a deep laceration on his chin. And my cousin asked me whether it needed stitching, what I think should be done, and whether she should send him to a clinic. Honestly, it was so pressurising, but I told her to go to a clinic just in case. Plus the kid couldn't stay still so we couldn't cover the wound up. Oh wells, now I know, I can't handle kids LOL.

Ate a lot.. like 3 times ._. My gosh. And there was this funny incident when lots of outsiders came, and Kak Syidah came into the kitchen to me and was like 'Damn, we should have left earlier!!' LMAO. Me and my guy cousins quickly took our escape route (we went outside LOL) and chatted all the way till night. Talked about school and ns life, and I'm thinking.. maybe I'll get army. Since my other 2 brothers got that. Idk. I hope I get police though. I've always wanted to be a detective/police officers since I was young LOLOL. Hopefully. =)

Ahh I'm tired of thinking about the future. Whatever will be, will be. Got a test to study for tomorrow. Sigh, until next time.

Ps. Just listened to Tamar Braxton's album. Lots of great RnB music going on. Love it. 

Love, Eran

Show me where it hurts. I can kiss away the pain.

Current Song Mood: Tamar Braxton - Where It Hurts

What you gotta understand is, I'm still here

It could've been my name and I want it

So, let's be clear

Yeah I know that she hurt you

None of those circumstances, you got a lot of things to work through

You don't want to take no chances, chances

What you gotta understand is, even with all that

I'm still here

Will you just show me where it hurts

I can kiss away the pain

I can make it good again if you let me

Will you just show me where it hurts

I'll make it alright if you want me to

All you gotta do is show me where it hurts

Show me where it hurts baby

I know it's hard to give in but, just try

Cause you know that you unjust me, all the lies

Yeah I know that she hurt you

None of those circumstances, I'll never be the one who hurt you

Don't miss out on this chance, chance

Let yourself go, cause I'm still here

Will you just show me where it hurts

I can kiss away the pain

I can make it good again if you let me

Will you just show me where it hurts

I'll make it alright if you want me to

All you gotta do is show me where it hurts

Show me where it hurts baby

Show me where it hurts

Show me where it hurts baby

I know you see that I'm the one you need

And it's just not that I compare her to me

She cannot compete

We're better together then know why, you had my heart

So come and show me baby

Show me where it hurts

I can kiss away the pain

I can make it good again if you let me

Just show me where it hurts

And I'll make it alright if you want me to

All you gotta do is show me where it hurts

Show me where it hurts baby

Just show me where it hurts

New Flame

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Ramadhan is officially RAMADONE ._.

Inb4 all the raya messages comes in. Lol. Been busy spring cleaning the past 2 days lol. It's so tiring and such a workout ._. And all the dust bunnies omg *sniffs*. I even managed to clean out my horribly messy wardrobe. It's a miracle HAHA. x)

Sigh must prepare getting fat tomorrow with all the good food and kuihs. I'm only looking forward to duit raya tho hehe. Gimme mahneh. Begga begga begga.

Music Updates:

Travis Garland just dropped new music today called 'Mr Rogers', supposedly from his upcoming second studio album!! The music is dope af & the lyrics are about a relationship that falls apart. Hopefully I won't need to use it..

Fifth Harmony performed their new song 'Reflection' live and I swear its the most sassy thing I've ever seen/heard!! Bad ass!!

Oh and I know this isn't a music update but THE WALKING DEAD SEASON 5 TRAILER IS OUT!! My gosh the anticipation & suspense. I can't. Its amazing and I can't wait for Oct 12. Perfect for me since I'll end attachment by then =)

Wokayz that's all for now, SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYBODEH! :*

Love, Eran

I'm not gonna let you go so easily. Lets spark a new flame. :')

Current Song Mood #1: Chris Brown Ft Usher - New Flame

Current Song Mood #2: Adriana Ft lubxtpf - New Flame (Chris Brown Cover)

There can be one only you

And baby god can never make two

And I know you came here with your crew

But I promise you that it feels like it's us two, Uh-huh

Oh I don't know what you've been up to do tonight

But I just wanna be the one to do you right, right

Been standing here looking at each other baby eye to eye

And I'm hoping you thinking about leaving with me tonight

You said you came for love in the club

Cause I wanna dance, play me wrong

Come on just baby try a new thing

And lets spark a new flame

You gon' be my baby

Love me like you crazy

Tell me if you're ready

Baby come and get me

Baby try a new thing

And let's spark a new flame

(Usher)

Can't believe you came here all alone

Baby girl where's your lover

Oh, it don't really matter cause I only wanna get to know you better

Baby baby, baby baby

I can stand stare at you forever

Girl cause I wont ever let you go, never

Oh I don't know what you've been up to do tonight

Girl I just wanna be the one to do you right, right

Been standing here looking at each other baby eye to eye

Baby I hope that you think about leaving with me tonight

You said you came for love in the club

Cause I wanna dance, play me wrong

Come on just baby try a new thing

And lets spark a new flame

You gon' be my baby

Love me like you crazy

Tell me if you're ready

Baby come and get me

Baby try a new thing

(Gonna spark it up)

And let's spark a new flame

(Rick Ross)

Homeplace, world series, sour nigga sliding in her

Baby, I'm a boss, I'm talking George Steinbrenner

Panamera, Yogi Bear'er, my two-seater Derek Jeter

Got more stripes than all these niggas

Babe Ruth balling in a Beamer

Collar on my Polo, kisses on my necklace

All my diamonds watching, now my watches getting jealous

Smoking on a bomb and my autograph Lebron's

Yeah, she told me I'm the one, that's when I only hit it once

You said you came for love in the club

Cause I wanna dance, play me wrong

Come on just baby try a new thing

And lets spark a new flame

You gon' be my baby

Love me like you crazy

Tell me if you're ready

Baby come and get me

Baby try a new thing

(Gonna spark it up)

And let's spark a new flame

Photograph

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Just here to upload some pics of my class, P08, after our Megacode simulation yesterday =) Gonna miss this y'all!!!

=)

P08!!!

Sexy lipss woohooo

Ecah's laugh pose ._.

Love my babies <3

Last day of fasting already. Gonna miss Ramadhan.

I'm missing something else too.. or someone. 

Love, Eran

I hope you feel the same. I still look at our photographs.

Current Song Mood #1: Ed Sheeran - Photograph

Current Song Mood #2: Adriana - Photograph (Ed Sheeran Cover)

Loving can hurt

Loving can hurt sometimes

But it's the only thing

That I know

And when it gets hard

You know it can get hard sometimes

It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph

We make these memories for ourselves

Where our eyes are never closing

Hearts are never broken

And time's forever frozen still

So you can keep me

Inside the pocket

Of your ripped jeans

Holdin' me closer

Til our eyes meet

You won't ever be alone

Wait for me to come home

Loving can heal

Loving can mend your soul

And is the only thing

That I know (know)

I swear it will get easier

Remember that with every piece of ya

And it's the only thing we take with us when we die

We keep this love in a photograph

We make these memories for ourselves

Where our eyes are never closing

Our hearts were never broken

And times forever frozen still

So you can keep me

Inside the pocket

Of your ripped jeans

Holdin' me closer

Till our eyes meet

You won't ever be alone

And if you hurt me

Well that's ok baby only words bleed

Inside these pages you just hold me

And I won't ever let you go

Wait for me to come home

Wait for me to come home

Wait for me to come home

Wait for me to come home

Oh you can fit me

Inside the necklace you got when you were 16

Next to your heartbeat

Where I should be

Keep it deep within your soul

And if you hurt me

Well that's ok baby only words bleed

Inside these pages you just hold me

And I won't ever let you go

When I'm away

I will remember how you kissed me

Under the lamppost

Back on 6th street

Hearing you whisper through the phone

Wait for me to come home

RUDE

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HELL WEEK IS OVER!!!!

Went to shop for our formal clothes on Tuesday. Was supposed to go to JEM or Orchard, but we went to Jurong Point instead. Sigh. I couldn't help but think about the last time I went there… It was the last time I saw you. Went to eat at that same place. Oh well, life goes on. It doesn't affect me much now because I've gotten over it, but sometimes, you know.. you can't help but reminisce about those moments.

Ecah's face STOP IT EH HAHA

Had our FYP Presentation on Wednesday. Went through so much shit the past few weeks, staying back late and having emotional breakdowns. But its finally over :') (Not really, still have a report to do, but STILL!)

Me and the cougar!!!

Selfie with our PI before presenting LOL!!!

Went to celebrate with a photoshoot after that at the HS Day carnival haha.

Finally got to be a prince. LOL.

Love this one. <3

Me and bae after our presentation. See our happy faces haha.

Soo fun! Then went to watch the HS Day concert with my friends. It was ummm.. different this year. 
Just the first performance and Gaya said to me: 'And he got in but not you?' Lmao.. It's okay babe. 

I have a lot of comments but I'll keep that to myself lol. And certain people didn't have to be so 'Rude'. (Btw one of the performers who sang that had such a sexy voice aaah!) Anyways things happened for a reason and I found it that night. And I finally understood why things turned out the way it did. I'm just so thankful to have been in a society where there was so much love and positivity. And a leader that had the biggest heart ever. I love you Legends.

Music Updates: 

HILARY DUFF IS MAKING A COMEBACK! YES! I MISSED THAT GIRL! She was an important part of my childhood. Now I'm looking forward to hear her music in a diff perspective right now in my teenage-adulthood. Heard a snippet of her song and it's so different, light and fun. This really is the year of comebacks lmao.. Cant wait for it! 'Chasing The Sun' drops on July 29!

JoJo has been in the studio with Elijah Blake. Those 2 created the masterpiece 'Can't Handle The Truth' together. SO STOKED to hear them working together again!

JB just released snippets for his next album! I really hope the songs will be as good as his Journals album :')

I haven't been able to record lately, too busy with school. But hopefully soon. :>

Well that's it for now, long weekend ahead! Last few days of fasting. =) Letz do dizzzz.

It's been close to a week but.. sigh. Please just.. don't leave again. Please.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Magic! - Rude

Saturday morning jumped out of bed and put on my best suit

Got in my car and raced like a jet, all the way to you

Knocked on your door with heart in my hand

To ask you a question

'Cause I know that you're an old fashioned man yeah yeah

'Can I have your daughter for the rest of my life? Say yes, say yes

'Cause I need to know

You say I'll never get your blessing till the day I die

Tough luck my friend but the answer is no!

Why you gotta be so rude?

Don't you know I'm human too

Why you gotta be so rude

I'm gonna marry her anyway

Marry that girl

Marry her anyway

Marry that girl

Yeah no matter what you say

Marry that girl

And we'll be a family

Why you gotta be so rude

I hate to do this, you leave no choice

Can't live without her

Love me or hate me we will be boys

Standing at that alter

Or we will run away

To another galaxy you know

You know she's in love with me

She will go anywhere I go

Can I have your daughter for the rest of my life? Say yes, say yes

'Cause I need to know

You say I'll never get your blessing till the day I die

Tough luck my friend cause the answer's still no!

Why you gotta be so rude?

Don't you know I'm human too

Why you gotta be so rude

I'm gonna marry her anyway

Marry that girl

Marry her anyway

Marry that girl

No matter what you say

Marry that girl

And we'll be a family

Why you gotta be so rude?

Can I have your daughter for the rest of my life? Say yes, say yes

'Cause I need to know

You say I'll never get your blessing till the day I die

Tough luck my friend but no still means no!

Why you gotta be so rude?

Don't you know I'm human too

Why you gotta be so rude

I'm gonna marry her anyway

Marry that girl

Marry her anyway

Marry that girl

No matter what you say

Marry that girl

And we'll be a family

Why you gotta be so rude?

Why you gotta be so rude?