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Today.. I felt the epitome of pain. Idk why. When people act differently, or text me differently, I can feel it. But to have someone to kind of.. snap at you. It hurts like hell. Especially if it's someone you deeply care about.
Today was a really bad day. Felt so emotional on the way to school for FYP project. And to make things worse, the bus service was so slow. Was scrolling through my playlist for something that could lift off all the heavy weight on my chest, but they were all either sad songs or intense love songs. I needed something different.. Then I came across Cellophane. And it was the perfect fit. I swear. This was the song of pain. Intense. Emotional. Lyrically amazing. And I instantly felt better as I heard it repeatedly.
Maybe I'm better off alone..
Love, Eran.
I dont know what to feel. People have been coming in and out of my life and it's confusing. I want you to know how much you mean to me. But I can't seem to tell you.. I don't know what to do. I don't know if you know. I don't want it to affect our friendship. I can't hide the pain..
Current Song Mood: Sia - Cellophane
Look at me, I'm such a basket case
Delivered to you wrapped in cellophane
Waiting on your doorstep every day
Delivery, a basket filled with pain
Patience is your virtue, saint o' mine
I'd have fallen through the cracks without your love tonight
I'm your groundhog and I'm skating on thin ice
But you see me at your feet and carry me inside
[Chorus]
Can't you see I'm wrapped in cellophane
Watch the blood pump through my veins
Electricity floods my brain
Can't hide the pain, can't hide the pain
When you're wrapped in cellophane
Look at me, I'm such a basket case
While I fall apart you'll hide all my pills again
And all the things I need to hear you say
You'll watch as all my thoughts get right back on the train
[Chorus]
Can't you see I'm wrapped in cellophane
Watch the blood pump through my veins
Electricity floods my brain
Can't hide the pain, can't hide the pain
When you're wrapped in cellophane
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