Friday, December 18, 2015

All I Ask

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It was drizzling outside.

My hands were cold.

I sat down in the mosque, dazed.

Reading the message.

I tinge of disappointment.

But there's nothing to be done about it.

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I'm not bummed about my vocation actually.

It was expected. And I'm looking forward to the next phase in my life.

But I couldnt help but hope.

#ABoyCanDream

I'm just sad that I won't be with the same people that I was with.

My section mates, and especially, my Buddy. <3

They've played a big part in the last 4 months. Helping me move on. Teaching me how to feel again.

and the fact that I can't see them around anymore...

I don't know how to feel about it.

Well I'm sure we'll go out frequently, hopefully.

Still, it won't be the same.

But hey, I guess that's the thing about life.

Nothing stays.

Guess you gotta suck it up and move on huh.

It's gonna suck having to start over again.

This has truly been a horrible week for me.

All I wish is.. for one more day together.

That's all I ask for.


Love, Eran.

Cause what if I never love again?

Current Song Mood: Adele - All I Ask

I will leave my heart at the door
I won't say a word
They've all been said before, you know
So why don't we just play pretend
Like we're not scared of what is coming next
Or scared of having nothing left

Look, don't get me wrong
I know there is no tomorrow
All I ask is

If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
Cause what if I never love again?

I don't need your honesty
It's already in your eyes
And I'm sure my eyes, they speak for me
No one knows me like you do
And since you're the only one that matters
Tell me who do I run to?

Look, don't get me wrong
I know there is no tomorrow
All I ask is

If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
Cause what if I never love again?

Let this be our lesson in love
Let this be the way we remember us
I don't wanna be cruel or vicious
And I ain't asking for forgiveness
All I ask is

If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
Cause what if I never love again?

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