BLUE

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I stood in the shower.

Eyes closed.

The sound of water running.

And the chaos outside.

I still remember the last time I did this.
I was picturing myself..
Touching your face. 
Holding on to you.

I was so depressed then.

But that's over.

I've survived through that.

I've made it.

Kinda blue right now.

It's the last night over here.

I guess with everything that's happened, I'm getting ugly flashbacks of the past.

Everyone's getting in the mood.

Yet.. I'm still waiting for a proper closure.

Something I will never get.

Love, Eran.

I'm sorry that happened.

Current Song Mood: Troye Sivan ft Alex Hope - Blue

Love it's hard, I know
All your lights are red, but I'm green to go
Used to see you high, now you're only low
All your lights are red but I'm green to go

I want you
I'll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I'm looking up at you
I want you
I'll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I'm looking up at you

I can't say no
Though the lights are on
There's nobody home
Swore I'd never lose control
Then I fell in love with a heart that beats so slow

I want you
I'll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I'm looking up at you
I want you
I'll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I'm looking up at you

I know you're seeing black and white
So I'll paint you a clear blue sky
Without you I am colour-blind
It's raining every time I open my eyes
I know you're seeing black and white
So I'll paint you a clear blue sky
Without you I am colour-blind
It's raining every time I open my eyes

I want you
I'll colour me blue
Only seeing myself
When I'm looking up at you
When I'm looking up at you

I want you
I'll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I'm looking up at you
I want you
I'll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I'm looking up at you

I want you
I'll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I'm looking up at you