One Night

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I haaaaaate being sick. Ugh. Nose keeps leaking. Cant stop sneezing. Cant even taste my food well. :( Been on strict self-medication, CRIB, and strict IO charting hahaha. #nurseissues

Oh wells, yesterday, I met up with my secondary school buddy, Amirul, at the mosque. Told him I needed to go Suntec to find something hahaha. And he refused to go unless he changed cause he was wearing his juba hahaha. Forced my other friend, Atiqah to come along :p Took a lot of persuading but she finally gave in hahaha. Met them together at Sembawang, then proceeded to City Hall. At this time I was already feeling unwell, but I played it cool. Walked around Suntec and got lost (A LOT) Hahaha. Things changed a lot the last time I was there.. After lots of walking around, finally found Toys R Us and I went to find the plushie I was looking for! Was so scared that it wouldn't be there because that would mean a wasted trip. Haha umm… Bought it for this good friend of mine. Hope I can get it to you in time. 

I was shivering the whole time cause it was sooo cold. And my not-so helpful buddies decided to lepak at Wendy's lol. By the time I reached home and checked my temperature, it went up to 39 degrees. I felt like dying okay ._. Hais. But I still enjoyed the time with them <3 Thanks for bearing with me guys!

Oh well, thought going back to Suntec City was gonna improve my experience there but I guess I just made it worse. ._. You see, I worked there like 2 years ago at CoffeeBean, for like.. 4 days LOL. (Don't ask) Anyways, the job was alright but the distance was.. horrible. Haha.. well that was my first job experience, and I'm glad I'm better at working now! :)

Well gonna sleep early. Hopefully I can get better by Monday! Cause… its staycation time!!! *-*

Love, Eran.

I don't know what I'm doing.. I'm just following my heart. 

Current Song Mood: Christina Perri - One Night

I feel the way you want me

I see that you are lonely

If you couldn't know, you'd leave with me

It's more than curiosity

And I've never longed for winter

Till your presence made me shiver

Untethered you'd be better if you'd only come with me

One night I will be the moon

Hanging over you

(Spilling all over your body)

(Covering all your wounds)

One night I will be the star

Follow where you are

(Swimming in the depth of my love)

(Filling your empty heart)

One night, one night, one night

One night, one night, one night

You've come so close to tasting

Now my innocence is breaking

Like the ocean in a perfect storm

It makes me want you even more

And I've never been so jealous

I've never felt so helpless

So out of breath and hungry for you

One night I will be the moon

Hanging over you

(Spilling all over your body)

(Covering all your wounds)

One night I will be a star

Follow where you are

(Swimming in the depth of my love)

(Filling your empty heart)

One night, one night, one night

One night, one night, one night

Hurry, the sun is waking

Darling, don't leave me waiting

One night I will be the moon

Hanging over you

(Spilling all over your body)

(Covering all your wounds)

One night I will be the star

Follow where you are

(Swimming in the depth of my love)

(Filling your empty heart)

One night, one night, one night

One night, one night, one night

One night, one night, one night

One night, one night, one night

Don't Be Gone Too Long (Teaser)

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Went to school today! Had to shoot videos for our pharm project and I volunteered to be the patient (*regrets*) Hahaha. My classmates taped me so much I couldn't even move my mouth okay ._. It was free waxing after that hahaha. I'm sure they all enjoyed torturing me >_> It was so hilarious shooting scenes and acting in front of the camera.. & when someone burst out laughing,we had to retake all oveeeer again. I was the first person to laugh out loud :x HAHA. 

People actually got concerned when I posted this pic :x Aww <3 Don't worry guise, if I were to get hospitalised I wouldn't even bother taking selfies HAHA.

After the video shooting, met up with some of my EXCOs at City Hall for some bowling. I didn't play cause I was saving up.. but I ended up playing for Prem cause she had to leave early. And I won for her HAHAHA. Just my luck. After that, we went to Bugis and ate at Kampong Glam Cafe. I must say.. Im not much of a food critic.. But the food was really bad. And The service was even worst. Poor Lily had to wait so long for her food, and she was fasting! :/ Oh well.. At least there was this tall muscular Superman-looking guy she kept eyeing that sat beside her. HAHAHA. And when he changed tables to the front of her, I swear Lily was like.. ;) HAHAHA. She was literally drooling, not over the food but over the guy hahahaha. But seriously he was fineeee. 

Le pathetic Maggi Goreng.

After dinner, we parted ways with Lily, and I went walking around the area with Syasya, Yx & Tomei :3 It was a nice night out. I always enjoy going out with them ;) Till next time! 

Ps. Wish I could post more pics but Idk who's holding them. >_<

Love, Eran.

I don't know why.. I feel like we've grown so distant. Conversations get lesser. I still care & I hope you feel the same. Please take care over there. Don't be gone too long..

Current Song Mood: Chris Brown Ft Ariana Grande - Don't Be Gone Too Long (Demo/Teaser)

Don't be gone too long (too long)
Cause you won't be there to love me when you're gone
Don't be gone too long (too long)
Tell me who's gonna love me when you're gone! 
Uh, when you’re, when you’re gone
Yeah, yeah, when you’re gone! (x2)

Bring it back to me, bring it back to me
Is it really over?
Bring it back to me, bring it back to me
Is it over? (x2)

Don't be gone too long (too long)
Cause you won't be there to love me when you're gone
Don't be gone too long (too long)
Tell me who's gonna love me when you're gone! 
Oh, oh, oh, oh
When you’re gone!

Team

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My arms are soooo sore. ._. Haha.

Went to my first public gym today and my buddy was nice enough to show me the ropes. Hahaha. I'm finally overcoming my fear of the public, guys, please. ._. #Dontjudge

Anyways. He was so damn nice & patient & taught me a lot!! :D We trained real hard (till my hands were shaky as f- okay ._.) and I almost died a couple of times (totally exaggerating) but I felt sooo good afterwards =)

Lunch @ Swensens Nomnomz.

We went to Compass Point for lunch and had intimate chats along the way, and it made me realise that people go through the same shit every time. You're gonna get depressed and stuff in life but its how you handle it that matters.. Surround yourself with helpful people. People that genuinely cares & listen & shows empathy. Not people who are going to hold you back, use you for selfish needs, takes advantage and abuse you like nobody's business. These 'toxic' people don't deserve a place in your life. The only way is to cut them off for good and push on in life because that's the only way you're gonna get stronger & wiser. I've been there.

I then took the bus home (yeah the same one I took during my IMH attachment) and it brought back so much good memory & feels. I really felt positively good today. =)

Hope everyone had a great Monday.

Ps. Meet Baby Blue! (My new guitar :D)

Love, Eran.

I'm in a better place now. No, I'm not dead lol. Just happy. Positively happy. :)

Current Song Mood: Lorde - Team

Wait 'til you're announced

We've not yet lost all our graces

The hounds will stay in chains

Look upon Your Greatness and she'll send the call out

Send the call out

Send the call out

Send the call out

Send the call out

Send the call out

Send the call out

Send the call out

Send the call out

Send the call out

Send the call out

Send the call out

Send the call out

Send the call out

Send the call out

Send the call out

Call all the ladies out

They're in their finery

A hundred jewels on throats

A hundred jewels between teeth

Now bring my boys in

Their skin in craters like the moon

The moon we love like a brother

While he glows through the room

Dancing around the lies we tell

Dancing around big eyes as well, ah

Even the comatose

They don't dance and tell

[Chorus]

We live in cities you'll never see on screen

Not very pretty, but we sure know how to run things

Living in ruins of the palace within my dreams

And you know we're on each other's team

I'm kind of over getting told to throw my hands up in the air

So there

So all the cups got broke

Shards beneath our feet

But it wasn't my fault

And everyone's competing

For a love they won't receive

'Cause what this palace wants is release

[Chorus]

We live in cities you'll never see on screen

Not very pretty, but we sure know how to run things

Living in ruins of the palace within my dreams

And you know we're on each other's team

I'm kind of over getting told to throw my hands up in the air

So there

I'm kind of older than I was when I reveled without a care

So there

[Chorus]

We live in cities you'll never see on screen

Not very pretty, but we sure know how to run things

Living in ruins of the palace within my dreams

And you know we're on each other's team

We're on each other's team

And you know we're on each other's team

We're on each other's team

And you know and you know and you know

Life Support

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Went out with Wawa, Lily, Nat & Nadz today =) First, I went to school to pick up my hard disk from Mama Syah (Told her to transfer me all Greys Anatomy episodes cause I wanted to watch them over the holidays LOL), then I went with the rest to Fluff Bakery where we queued up an hour early. I've never been so kiasu before. ._. We also met up with Ifa! It was my first time buying their cupcakes and I must say… THEY'RE SO FREAKING DELISH. OMG. Bought triple milo and oreo flavours.

Mmmh yummy!

Lily said I looked cheeky here. ._.

*licks* ._.

Tengah feeling okaaay. IT WAS SO GOOD.

Nat's eyes HAHA.

Wawa's face.. Lmao. Epic.

After getting our cupcakes, we went to a nearby restaurant for lunch & we waited REALLY long to get our food. Ordered some noodles and I must say, it wasn't bad at all!

They said I looked like some superstar with my shades on ._. And they kept looking at their own reflection when talking to me HAHAHA.

Nadz decided to cover her face cause it was hot. ._.

After lunch, we selfied for a while, then went over to a thrift shop where they sold really cheap clothes. I didn't buy any cause.. well thrift shops aren't for me haha. Me and Nat went to a corner to sit at this restaurant.. and the owner was kind enough to shoo us of =) He even complimented us by saying 'Eh push back the chairs la, Children these days. SO. RUDE!' What nice words, uncle! No wonder theres no customers there trollolol.

Oh wells, after getting the goods, we separated ways with Ifa & Nadz. The rest then took a cab to marina parade, where we met up with Dan & Hafeez for a movie. We caught Maleficent and I was sooooo pleasantly thrilled by it. Angelina Jolie was such a magnificent actress (see what I did there) & the visuals were stunning. I also loved the plot where she was protrayed as a villain, yet had such a kind heart. It was a nice twist. 

After the movie, we went for a short arcade session. Played racing with Dan and managed to beat him hehehe. The second round sucked cause… well my paddle wasn't working and I ended up being stuck in place and getting last. Meh whatever. 

We then went to Esplanade where we lepak & ate till nightfall. I kept stoning cause I was really sleepy. ._. Haha. We then ended the day with funny stories from Dan & Hafeez. SO CUTE LA DEY. HAHAHA. They're like soul mates forever. Enjoyed the day with these people. Looking forward to more. :)

Anyways, here comes the weekends! Hope everyone is well. xx

Love, Eran.

I wish I was as attractive...

Current Song Mood: - Sam Smith - Life Support

I've been sleeping with the lights on
Cause the darkness is surrounding you
This is my world, this is my choice
And you're the drug that gets me through

I've been waiting for an answer
Because I built this bed for two
I'm just waiting on your answer
I built this bed for me and you

Could you see that I am yours?
So will you be my life support?
You're my life support
You're my life support

Sick of waking up in darkness
When the sky is always painted blue
There's a method to my madness
It's clear that you don't have a clue

I've been waiting for an answer
Because I built this bed for two
I'm just waiting on your answer
I built this bed for me and you

Could you see that I am yours?
So will you be my life support?
You're my life support
You're my life support
You're my life support
You're my life support

Can't you see that I am yours?
So will you be my life support?
I've been sleeping with the lights on
Cause the darkness is surrounding you

Still

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HELLO HELLOOOOO. Its been a heck of a week full of exams but now I'm finally done! *-* WOOOHOOO HOLIDAYS HAHAHAHA. Seriously was so happy during the last 10 mins of my paper today that I was smiling widely to myself. I hope no one saw it. ._.

Anyways, had a lot of fun going out with my classmates after each paper the past week (LOL). Feeling-feeling like as if the exams has ended.. we really went all out. To Geylang, Mustafa Centre, Peninsula, Jtown Cafe. I swear after each trip I can barely feel my legs because we spent half of the time walking around. Haha, but it was cool to see the city in an intimate way =) Im kinda getting more familiarised with my surroundings now hehe. Always love spending time with my crazy classmates. <3

Oh and uhh.. I JUST BOUGHT A NEW GUITAR. Hehehe. Will post a pic of it sometime. Right now I'm gonna name it Baby Blue. Because.. its blue? x) Hahaha. This holiday is gonna be funnn! =)

Love, Eran.

I don't know why.. whenever I come across your profile.. I still get butterflies. You're still on my mind.

Current Song Mood: Katy B - Still

You chose the simple life

My love was way too much for you to bear

And left our world to end right there

But I still hear you whispering my name

Surely there's a part unchanged

How could you be so far away

When I still see your face like it was only yesterday

And although you're out of sight

Would you still be the same if I was next to you tonight?

Still

Still on my mind now, still

You still know how to make me feel

How come these wounds won't heal

You're still on my mind now, still

Now how could I compete

With something bigger than the both of us

Why were we not good enough

We gave it all and watched it burn away

But the ashes still remain

I wonder what it is you say

When you close your eyes, what do you ask for when you pray

What do you need to sooth your soul

Why can't I find something else to make sense of it all

Still

Still on my mind now, still

You still know how to make me feel

How come these wounds won't heal

You're still on my mind now,

I can't let go, don't wanna let go

I can't let go, don't wanna let go

Still

Still on my mind now, still

You still know how to make me feel

How come these wounds won't heal?

You still have the power

Still, when we walked away

I thought we'd fade to gray

Thinking if you feel the same

If I don't want to heal

Why won't this heart beat still?

You're still on my mind now, still

You're still on my mind now, still

Eye Of The Needle

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Its been quite a week. I've been burning my weekends just to make notes and study for my upcoming papers next week. All the best guys! =) The first term is already gonna be over. Have lots of stuff planned for the upcoming holidays.. *winks*

Sia released her second single this week and I juuuust got to know today hahaha. Guess I've been too busy with school. Its amazing, there's a part where her voice just cracks up and its so raw & honest. Its definitely the featured song on my blog today. =) I can't wait for her album which comes out next month!!

Been listening to lots of wonderful music over the past 2 days, albums by James Arthur & Mariah Carey. Such amazing voicessss. I also can't wait for Don't Be Gone Too Long by Chris Brown & Ariana Grande, the preview is so addictive! Seems like Tori Kelly is getting to release something new too, and my girl JoJo has been in the studio cooking up some awesome delish tracks, I'm sure. ;) Well that's all the music updates for now. LOL.

Well… my life has recently gotten.. interesting. Quite the opposite of my previous post. Haha.. Life works in such mysterious ways.

Love is Beautiful. Please don't ever leave. (:

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Sia - Eye Of The Needle

Take me down

I'm feeling now

And if I move on

I admit you're gone

And I ain't ready

And I'll hold steady

Yeah I'll hold you

In my arms, in my arms

In my arms

And you lived inside my heart

And your melody's an art

And I won't let the terror in, I'm stealing time

Through the eye of the needle

Step and repeat

Tears fall to the beat

Smile through the pain

Feel the acid rain

And I ain't ready

But I'll hold steady

Yeah I'll hold you

In my arms, in my arms

In my arms

And you lived inside my heart

And your melody's an art

And I won't let the terror in, I'm stealing time

Through the eye of the needle

My bag's heavy

Been filled by me

They weigh me down

Carry them round

It's all mine, all mine

Oh I am blinded

By the eye of the needle

And you lived inside my heart

And your melody's an art

And I won't let the terror in, I'm stealing time

Through the eye of the needle

Eye of the needle

And you lived inside my heart

And your melody's an art

And I won't let the terror in, I'm stealing time

Through the eye of the needle

Stay With Me

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Its been such a hell week. Tests, Practicals, Presentations, and a 1500-word literature review all done. Phew. Handled each obstacle one step at a time haha. So glad the weekends are here. :')

Just got back from a visiting my cousin at NUH. She just delivered a baby boy. :') I'm officially an uncle!

Shoo cute. He has chinese features cause my cousin-in-law has some chinese blood. Imagine if I married a chinese angmoh? Fuhh my babies will be wonderfully mixed. *-* Haha.

Lately I've been listening to a lot of Sam Smith. And I'm relating so much to his music. His soothing voice makes me feel a certain kind of way. Right now I just feel so lonely. Sometimes I close my eyes and picture someone. Someone blurred.. by my side. Talking to me. Laughing with me. Giving me hugs. Making me feel happy. Like nothing else matters. And then I open my eyes and I'm back to facing reality.

Will I ever love again? Will I ever find someone that will stay?.. I don't know.. Only time will tell.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Sam Smith - Stay With Me

Guess it's true, I'm not good at a one-night stand

But I still need love cause I'm just a man

These nights never seem to go to plan

I don't want you to leave, will you hold my hand?

Oh, won't you stay with me?

'Cause you're all I need

This ain't love it's clear to see

But darling, stay with me

Why am I so emotional?

No it's not a good look, gain some self control

And deep down I know this never works

But you can lay with me so it doesn't hurt

Oh, won't you stay with me?

'Cause you're all I need

This ain't love it's clear to see

But darling, stay with me

Oh, won't you stay with me?

'Cause you're all I need

This ain't love it's clear to see

But darling, stay with me

Oh, won't you stay with me?

'Cause you're all I need

This ain't love it's clear to see

But darling, stay with me