Sunday, March 1, 2015

Heart Like Yours

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I'm actually getting really emotional tonight. Typing this with teary eyes.

Btw solely typing this on my IPhone cause my Lappy's with Dan. 
Today I met up with the EXCOs to finish up our preps for tomorrow's event. Excused myself at around 5 cause I really need to meet you.


Went to Ion (almost an hour late) and met up with you at Forever 21. Didn't hesitate to give a big hug and a peck. Trying to decide between two jackets, we finally gave up and went to find our venue for dinner. You decided to bring me to this special place, which was 55 stores high. OHMYGOOOOOOD the view was beautiful. And pretty romantic.



 After a couple of snaps, we went down again. It was SOOO hard to please your cravings hahaha. But we eventually found somewhere to eat (a Japanese store).



 Decided it wasn't enough so we bought snacks from Burger King. And as I was adjusting the tray on the table, the freaking. Coke float. Dropped. And it landed all over my pants and the ground. I was in shock and embarrassed but I had to be calm. You were in shock too and just laughed. You even gave me some of your ice cream Awww hahaha. Went to dry myself up and sat down and ate. Trying hard to pretend like nothing happened. And the cleaner came by and scolded me hahaha. You knew I was getting upset so you suggested we should move. I followed. 

Cleaned myself up in the toilet and I went out. You placed an arm around me and rubbed my head like I was a lil boy. Well it felt like I was. We went back to somerset, to Scape and window-shopped. I was still bummed about what happened to I stayed completely quiet. We went to Robinsons too cause   you wanted to meet your colleagues. While you were busy chatting, I walked around alone, still having it hard on myself. After a while, you came to me. Placed a kiss and held my hand. I was still getting used to this. Blushing, we went around the store. With stares all around. I felt weird. But i was indeed, happy. We walked back to the train station, bounced back, and you decided to do more unfollowing for me on my Insta. Hahaha. Somebody was annoyed 😉. Laid my head on your shoulder cause I was too tired. Moments like this, I just treasure so much. When Admiralty approached, I was really really hesitant to leave. We had our final embrace, and parted ways.



I don't know why I'm so sad tonight.
Maybe it's because of what you texted? 
Or because it's the last time I'll see you before I leave...
How can a heart like yours, love a heart like mine?
I don't think.. Im good enough. 😔

Update: I fell asleep to this song right after doing this post

Love, Eran.

Until next time.
I'll see you soon.
<3

Current Song Mood: Willamette Stone - Heart Like Yours

Breathe deep, breathe clear
Know that I'm here
Know that I'm here
Waitin'

Stay strong, stay gold
You don't have to fear
You don't have to fear
Waitin'

I'll see you soon
I'll see you soon

How could a heart like yours
Ever love a heart like mine?
How could I live before?
How could I have been so blind?

You opened up my eyes
You opened up my eyes

Sleep sound, sleep tight
Here in my mind
Here in my mind
Waitin'

Come close, my dear
You don't have to fear
You don't have to fear
Waitin'

I'll see you soon
I'll see you soon

How could a heart like yours
Ever love a heart like mine?
How could I live before?
How could I have been so blind?

You opened up my eyes
You opened up my eyes

Hold fast hope
All your love is all I've ever known

Hold fast hope
All your love is all I've ever known


How could a heart like yours
Ever love a heart like mine?
How I could I live before?
How could I have been so blind?

You opened up my eyes
You opened up my eyes

You opened up my eyes
You opened up my eyes

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