I Bet

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Finally having the courage to delete people out of my life.

I've been doing a lot of reflecting lately. After internship ended, today finally felt like the start of my holidays. Haha. Maybe it's cause the past week has been so damn busy and packed for me. From DnD to oversea trips.. Phew. Been catching up with my shows and resting my sore body.

I've also done a lot of.. letting go. 

Deleted pictures. Deleted Whatsapp groups/messages. Deleted contacts that I don't talk to anymore. One of my bad habits is holding on to nothing. Now that I'm over that..

It gives me a new sense of beginning.

Somehow coincidentally, those that I've contacted from the previous year, has tried contacting me again lately. But I'm sorry, you're all too late.

I'm not that person anymore.

I'm happy with who I am right now. With who I'm with right now.

Thank you too, for staying this far.

Love, Eran.

I bet you regret it now.

Current Song Mood: Ciara - I Bet

I bet you start loving me
Soon as I start loving someone else
Somebody better than you
I bet you start needing me
Soon as you see me with someone else
Somebody other than you
And I know that it hurts
You know that it hurts your pride
But you thought the grass was greener on the other side
I bet you start loving me
Soon as I start loving someone else
Somebody better than you

So I'm supposed to believe that it's Fellini's calling' your phone?
I'm supposed to believe that they're asking' you if you're home
I wasn't born yesterday, not me, can't get that over me, not me
I love you but I won't be a fool for you
That is just something' that I wouldn't do, babe
I mean I would stay if you could tell the truth
But you can't, no matter how much time I ask

Is that your bitch over there giving me the ugly stare
The one with the silicone ass, and the Brazilian hair?
You ain't gon' respect me no no no till I'm not there
See, I got you comfortable, now you ain't really scared

I bet you start loving me
Soon as I start loving someone else
Somebody better than you
I bet you start needing me
Soon as you see me with someone else
Somebody other than you
And I know that it hurts
You know that it hurts your pride
But you thought the grass was greener on the other side
I bet you start loving me
Soon as I start loving someone else
Somebody better than you

So you bought me a car, he can buy that too
I can take care of myself and I can find someone to do it too, baby
You actin' like you upgrading me, I upgraded you
You and me Fashion Week at Paris, I put you on to that new
But you took advantage of, you took advantage of, you took advantage
I cannot understand it, I cannot understand it, I cannot understand it
I thought you'd always be there for me, yeah yeah
But if you ask me if I knew better now, hell yeah

So you can keep that bitch over there giving' me the ugly stare
The one with the silicone ass, and the Brazilian hair?
You ain't gon' respect me no no no till I'm not there
See, I got you comfortable, now you ain't really scared

I bet you start loving me
Soon as I start loving someone else
Somebody better than you
I bet you start needing me soon as you see me with someone else
Somebody other than you
And I know that it hurts, you know that it hurts your pride
But you thought the grass was greener on the other side
I bet you start loving me
Soon as I start loving someone else
Somebody better than you

Baby, tell me what's it, gonna take to keep it
All the way one hundred
You won't get it 'til I'm gon' away (away)

I bet you start loving me
Soon as I start loving someone else
Somebody better than you
I bet you start needing me
Soon as you see me with someone else
Somebody other than you
And I know that it hurts
You know that it hurts your pride
But you thought the grass was greener on the other side
I bet you start loving me
Soon as I start loving someone else
Somebody better than you

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I hate, I hate that I'm singing this song, singing this song
‘Cause I love you
Yeah I love you

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
I’m all cried out
I’m all tried out
I’m all fired out
Yeah

Right now it’s killing me
'Cause now I have to find someone else
When all I wanted was you.