Deja Vu

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Got a little deja vu today.

When I'm with you. The little things we shared. Everything. It felt right again. Even the.. *ahem* was on point.

Just earlier, I was reminiscing about my internship and some patients that I cared for. And while having dinner, my Mum told me she bumped into a friend ( I took care of her Dad) who was asking for me.

And later on I was thinking about a person whom I used to have a fling with. Moments later this person sent a Facebook request hahaha. Nowayz. *rejects*

It's really weird. Makes me feel like I have some sixth sense. Which has happened before countless times over the years. Maybe we do all have that ability. Just that we don't realise it.

One day i'm gonna mind-bend the shit out of uollz.

:D

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Things are slightly better now.

Counting doooown. 

<3

:)

Love, Eran.

Falling for you.

Current Song Mood: Giorgio Moroder Ft Sia - Deja Vu

Witchcraft, voodoo
Love experiments, and paint books
Potions, lotion
Perfume to find you
Good men come to those who wait
I think I've found my baby
The men come to those who wait
I think I've found my baby

Oh my heartache, but I know fate
Will send you my way
And when you came my heart was saved
I've known you for lifetime baby
I've fallen for you
I'm feeling a deja vu
Deja vu
I've fallen for you
I know I've got nothing to do lose
Deja vu, deja vu
Deja vu, deja vu

Moments in time
I'm yours and you're mine
Two souls, one heart
Two souls, one heart

Good men come to those who wait
I think I've found my baby
Good men come to those who wait
I think I've found my baby

I've fallen for you
I'm feeling a deja vu
Deja vu
I've fallen for you
I know I've got nothing to lose
Deja vu, deja vu
Deja vu, deja vu

And all the love is fine
Two of a kind
Baby
Ooh
And in loving arms
Here we are, living the dream

Oh
And all the love is fine
Two of a kind
Baby
Ooh
And in loving arms
Here we are, living the dream

I've fallen for you
I'm feeling a deja vu
Deja vu
I've fallen for you
I know I've got nothing to lose 
Deja vu, deja vu
Deja vu, deja vu

Money On My Mind

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Feeling the pinch right now.

The heat is getting real.

Hahaha, money has always been an issue.

But it's becoming a big issue for both of us now.

I can only pray for better times.

...

Gonna strategically plan out everything right now.

Stay strong.

We'll get through this together.

Love, Eran.

Don't want money on my mind.

Current Song Mood: Money On My Mind

When I signed my deal
I felt pressure
Don't wanna see the numbers
I want to see heaven
You say, could you write a song for me?
I say, I'm sorry I won't do that happily

When I go home
I tend to close the door
I never wanted more
So sing with me
Can't you see

I don't have
Money on my mind
Money on my mind
I do it for
I do it for the love
[x2]

I do it for the love
I do it for the love

Please don't get me wrong
I wanna keep it moving
I know what that requires
I'm not foolish
Please can you, make this work for me?
Cause I'm not a puppet, I will work against your strings

When I go home
I tend to close the door
I never wanted more
So sing with me
Can't you see

I don't have
Money on my mind
Money on my mind
I do it for
I do it for the love
[x2]

I do it for the love
I do it for the love

When the sun will set
Don't you fret
No I have no money on my mind
No money on my mind
No money on my mind
No I have no money on my mind
[x2]

Just love

Money on my mind
Money on my mind
I do it for
I do it for the love

I don't have
Money on my mind
Money on my mind
I do it for
I do it for the love

I do it for the love
I do it for the love

Goddess

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Kinda feel a bit disappointed.

Maybe you need to focus on my well-being more.

It's something that's been lacking.

I take promises very seriously.

The fact that you still asked, and tried to persuade me, even though you promised…

You're right.

You are scary.

The way you manipulate others. Me.

But I guess you gotta do what you gotta do.

Love, Eran.

You never got this.

Current Song Mood: BANKS - Goddess

She gave it all, you gave her shit
She coulda done, just anything
Or anyone, cause she's a goddess
You never got this
You put her down, you liked her hopeless
To walk around, feeling unnoticed
You shoulda crowned her, cause she's a goddess
You never got this

Now you gotta deal with this glitch on your shoulder
Fucking with a goddess and you get a little colder
Yea it's colder, colder
Fucking with a goddess, and you get a little colder

Finally surfaced above doubts
Feeling above this, she came around
Cause she's a goddess, finally saw this
And now you're back, trying to claim her
Cause she's gone and now without her
You're all alone, cause she's a goddess
You shoulda saw this

Now you gotta deal with this glitch on your shoulder
Fucking with a goddess and you get a little colder
Yea it's colder, colder
Fucking with a goddess, and you get a little colder
[x2]

Now you gotta deal with this glitch on your shoulder
You're fucking with a goddess and you get a little colder
Yea you're colder, colder
You're fucking with a goddess, and you get a little colder

This Is What It Feels Like

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This is what it feels like.

To be lonely the whole day.

To be paranoid of everything.

I don't wish to imply anything.

I just hate not getting enough attention.

It makes me think I'm not needed??

Talk to me.

Touch me.

Do whatever it takes.

Just don't let us float away.

Counting down the days. 

<3

Love, Eran.

Treat me like the first time you met me.

Current Song Mood: BANKS - This Is What It Feels Like

[Verse 1:]
I hang on everything that you say
You know I can see all the things that imply
You secretly are in love
And finally when I let myself fall hard for you
I see you trying to pretend
Like I’m making it up
This is what it feels like
This is what it feels like

[Chorus:]
Bring it down, bring it on
Bring it now, bring it on
This is what it feels like now
It’s getting old
Bring it down, bring it on

[Verse 2:]
Remember the first love that we made
You said that you couldn’t sleep cause
Of me, told me
I caught you off guard
And then when you saw I felt the same
You pulled away
Started acting like being with me was too hard
This is what it feels like
This is what it feels like
This is what it feels like

[Chorus x2]

Losing You

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Went to Changi Airport today. Hahaha so impromptu!

Took a loooong bus ride.

 Snapped the sceneries along the way.

Dropped by T3 and walked around. I rarely go to the airport without my family so this was a first haha.

I was craving for laksa but there weren't any.

So I settled for Yong Tau Foo! Yes, it was my first one :x

We then walked to T2, and got ourselves our long-awaited Krispy Kreme donuts. ORGASMIC.

We tried to find viewing halls, but only found small ones. Took the sky train to T1 but there was really nothing there. 

Idiot.

Haha, we gave up and went back to T3, where we awaited for Cikgu's arrival. He was so talkative haha. Had a good chat with him at Mac's where he bought us drinks, then went our separate ways.

Took another long bus-ride hoooome.

Impromptu plans.. are always the best. :)

Till next time.

xx

Love, Eran.

Never want to lose you.

Shoutout to my good friend. This song's for you.

Current Song Mood: Solange - Losing You

Tell me the truth boy, am I losing you for good
We used to kiss all night but now there's just no use
I don’t know why I fight it, clearly we are through
Tell me the truth boy, am I losing you for good

I know you're waiting for the rest that you can get from me
Just treat me good and baby I'll give you the rest of me
I'm not the one that you should be making your enemy
I'm not the one that you should be making your enemy

Tell me the truth boy, am I losing you for good
We used to kiss all night but now there's just no use
I don’t know why I fight it, clearly we are through
Tell me the truth boy, am I losing you for good

There's nothing more I know you're taking it away from me
I gave you everything and now there's nothing left of me
I'm not the one that you should be making your enemy
I'm not the one that you should be making your enemy

Tell me the truth boy, am I losing you for good
We used to kiss all night but now there's just no use
I don’t know why I fight it, clearly we are through
Tell me the truth boy, am I losing you for good

[background:]
(Baby you know I tried)
(Can't lose you from my life)
(Baby you know I tried)
(How could you waste my time)
(Baby you know I)
(Can't lose you from my life)
(Baby you know I...)

Tell me the truth boy, am I losing you for good
We used to kiss all night but now there's just no use
I don’t know why I fight it, clearly we are through
Tell me the truth boy, am I losing you for good

Marry Me

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It was a glorious day today, witnessing another one of my cousins getting married.

Haha, I'm feeling so old now. Everyone's growing up. Even cousins that have met me a long time were surprised to see me. I guess we've all grown up too fast.

Every time someone I know gets married, I see blurred visions of the past and how things used to be. Then I realise how that will all change now cause we can't go back in time.

Seeing him get solemnised and married after that really made a lot of us proud and emotional.

Hung out with my cuzzy wuzzy :*

So pretty for what. Your wedding ah? LOL.

Entertained this cutie. Omg he's grown so big!! So cute.

The FABS came to join us in the afternoon. It was so good to see them again! <3 Hehehe. Ate a lot of foooood and had lots of laughs. Apparently they were all having a really bad day. They got drenched in the rain, and had to deal with everything burnt in their day (satay, cake) hahaha. And this girl carrying a jug of water dropped it on the floor and it splashed all over us. Lmaooo. Can the day get any more worse? xD

Took lotsa picsss

Secute.

We got to take selfies with the bride and groom.

Here's a pic of our tired faces at the end of the day. Finallyyyy. It's been so tiring! Had a good time reuniting with this side of the family because we rarely meet anymore. And also had a good time eyeing some candies. *winkwinkzz*

Hehehe.

Ciao.

Love, Eran.

One day, I'll get married too.

Current Song Mood: Train - Marry Me

Forever can never be long enough for me
To feel like I've had long enough with you
Forget the world now, we won't let them see
But there's one thing left to do

Now that the weight has lifted
Love has surely shifted my way

Marry me
Today and every day
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm

Together can never be close enough for me
To feel like I am close enough to you
You wear white and I'll wear out the words "I love you"
And you're beautiful

Now that the wait is over
And love has finally shown her my way

Marry me
Today and every day
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm

Promise me
You'll always be
Happy by my side
I promise to
Sing to you
When all the music dies

And marry me
Today and everyday
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm

Marry me
Mm-hmm

Far From Heaven

Page 285

Been thinking a lot about the future. 

The plans, what's gonna come…
Is time on our side?

I can't help but feel this aching in my heart.
The silence speaks louder than your actions.

This song speaks louder than what I can ever verbally express.

...

Love, Eran.

We're so far from heaven.

Aren't we?

Current Song Mood: JoJo - Far From Heaven

I heard an echo in your heart, in your heart

It was worth save it, so I thought, so I thought

But time passed us by, wasn't on our side

Think it skipped us

And if all our dreams weren't meant to be,

Can I miss them?

So far from Heaven with nowhere to run

Should've seen it coming, but we followed the sun

Far from perfect in this universe

No use fixing the things that never work

So far from Heaven,

So far from Heaven

If only I could see through your eyes, through your eyes

I could understand every reason why, or at least try

If I told you things that you wanted to hear,

Would you listen?

Every piece you see that you took from me,

They were given!

So far from Heaven with nowhere to run

Should've seen it coming, but we followed the sun

Far from perfect in this universe

No use fixing the things that never work

Far from Heaven

So far from Heaven

Far from Heaven

So far from me,

I'm slipping away

So far from me,

Keep slipping away

So far from me,

Keep slipping away

Keep slipping away

Keep slipping away

So far from Heaven with nowhere to run

Should've seen it coming, but we followed the sun

Far from perfect in this universe

No use fixing the things that never work

So far from Heaven

So far from Heaven

Sparks

Page 284

Had a loooong day today.

Went to meet my Excos in school for Dance 4 Fun. And to support my Juniors <3

Met Tomei and took the bus with her. Hehe missed her so muuuch!

We met up with the gang and we were so happy to see each other. It felt like such a long time!! And the first thing YX sees when he hugs me is my hickey. HAHAHAHA. SO embarrassing. ._.

Went to Logi Room to get our tickets and met everyone there. And wow.. how things have changed. Just glad to see faces that appreciate us.

We wished them good luck and went to the CC. In the toilet, I was gonna get some toilet paper, and Ams went into the cubicle to get some too, and the security guard who was washing his hands saw us.

Security Guard: 'Ah, go join him inside, its okay, I'll pretend I didnt see anything.' he joked.

HAHAHA I cracked up. YX who was in the other cubicle came out smirking hahahaha. Omg. Then the security guard proceeded to talk about his ns life which was really TMI. xD

He was so funny! And really Onzzz. He got with us in the lift and went down to Level 2, where there was a dance-off. And he came out of the lift dancing. Lmao…

Lily!!! HAHAHA

Tomei xD

My face says it all hahaha.

We took some pics and got to our seats. Some of the previous freshies we took came to us and started chatting about how they missed us. Aww. So touching. :') 

And I'm so surprised at how fast they've grown! :)

The performances were really REALLY good.

I was so blown away!!

And melting from all the hotness hahaha.

There was this school, I think BA? They dressed in school uniforms and I thought they're dancing was gonna be lame. But it was so. on point. Halfway through the dance they started getting wild and naughty. And picture this, the last part, a teacher walks in and controls the group. The dance then ends in an explosive unison. BAM! Slayed it.

Just a shame that my school's performance had to deal with bad lighting. :/

But still, good effort guys!!

:D

Went to eat at Al-Azhar with the gang. Hehehe. We ate so much that we got high and laughed at everything HAHAHA. Food-coma as usual.

Gah I'm so tired now. It was a good meet-up. Feeling2 back in school hahaha. Ciao guys. And good luck in school :)

xx

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Hilary Duff - Sparks

I can’t hear a single word
Just know you’re talking ‘cause your lips keep moving
Every thing I thought I’d learned
Goes out the window
All I want is one thing

You can promise castle, treasures, babies
I don't care
Cause right now you're just enough for me
I want you near
Like a fairytale to feel your breath right on my neck
You remember what I love so baby take me back

Turn down the lights down low and kiss me under the dark
Cause when you're touching me baby I see sparks
You make my heart go
[whistles]
You
[whistles]
You, you make my heart go
[whistles]
You
[whistles]
You, you make my heart go

Ticking tocking like a bomb
Throws me back when I had you closer
Skin to skin we get it on
Without the love I feel you going bolder

You can promise castle, treasures, babies
I don't care
Cause right now you're just enough for me
I want you near
Like a fairytale to feel your breath right on my neck
You remember what I love so baby take me back

Turn down the lights down low and kiss me under the dark
Cause when you're touching me baby I see sparks
You make my heart go
[whistles]
You
[whistles]
You, you make my heart go
[whistles]
You
[whistles]
You, you make my heart go

Take it all off
Want every inch of you
Traveling back in time
Tangled the tight
Just like we used to
Now do the thing I like

Turn down the lights down low and kiss me under the dark
Cause when you're touching me baby I see sparks
You make my heart go
[whistles]
You
[whistles]
You, you make my heart go
[whistles]
You
[whistles]
You, you make my heart go