If You're Not The One

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I laid under the soft covers.

The rain pouring hard outside.

The warmth of your skin.
The steady breathing.
The quickened pulse.
And your smell.

I hugged tightly.

This is where I belong.

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Spent the day at my beau's after a countless delays.

*slaps that cheeky face*

>_>

Yes to new bedsheets?!!! Damn cute.

The weather was hot af but then it rained (like how it always did back in December) in the late afternoon and cuddles just became x10000000 better.

We went to Woodlands for dinner cause someone was craving for Ban Mian. Had to wait a while cause it was reallllyyyyy packed. So we did a lot of walking and window-shopping. But hey, we got what we wanted! :D

My very first Ban Mian hahaha I'm serious.

We also bumped into a lot of.. uhm. I would say, Insta people. HAHA. Cause I only know them from Insta??? And they're HOT in real-life. Hais.
.-.
And the countless of times I had to stop beau from overspending money. -_-
CAN YOU PLEASE SAVEEEE.
*smacks*
Hahaha.
I do that a lot.

It was a pretty smooth day.
*winkwink*

Today I realised a lot of things.

I felt a little bit.. guilty.

I know myself well.

And I know that following my heart is what I do best.

No matter how much I tell myself that I don't need you..

I know that that's a big lie.

You make a big difference in my life.

I need you very much.

You're my only one.

Love, Eran.

If you're not the one.. 
Then no one else is.
This song represents how I feel right now.

Current Song Mood: Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know what the future brings 
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through 
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away 
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through 
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms